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6/12/19 9:12 am I think I lost my previous entry that I saved as a draft. It’s not showing up as my latest entry. grrr. Not that I said anything important. It was mainly about dogs. I had to c...


June 10, 2019

Nicotine & Tangerines

5/31/19 12:57 pm So. Lessee. The one room cleaning. Pffft. The mom made it sound like it was horrible! I seriously brought an extra pair of scrubs and shoes expecting to get all nasty and everyt...


June 10, 2019

In Vertigo

6/10/19 4:57 pm I’m going to start this entry, but lol don’t expect it to be posted any time soon. So. um. Lessee.... Wednesday when I went to the GH, J, the husband literally put his hands out ...


May 19, 2019

You Know I'm No Good

5/19/19 4:17 pm Another day where I feel angry, anxious and easily annoyed. I don’t know why this is happening. Yes, I’m taking my meds. I had my schedule all planned out for today. Schiller ...


May 12, 2019

Another request

Not that it will ever happen, but I have an idea list on Amazon for a bed and breakfast. Like I said, We’ll never open one. I think I just like decorating ideas. Weird things that I like. But I ...


May 07, 2019

Request

Everyone has their favorite songs. Some songs speak to your soul and you want others to hear it. Kind of a reason why I post videos here. So, in the comments, link me up with youtube videos of y...


May 05, 2019

Wolf Totem

5/5/19 7:38 pm Several hundred years ago I was introduced to Tibetan throat singing. I used to have a bunch of stuff saved on my computer (back in the Napster days) of monks throat singing. It’s...


April 20, 2019

Take Me To Church

4/20/19 6:13 pm Happy 4/20 day! I sure wish I could celebrate, but yeah, still can’t partake here in MO. Medical is coming, though. Some day. Been a half-assed busy day. Not like, work myself t...


April 17, 2019

Update on Tick Man

Well! The manager was in today and gave me an update. While the guy was acting normal, but ticking while I was there (I mean he was completely coherent, having convo, ticks slowed down) He totall...


April 16, 2019

Short entry.

Every day I go into town, or through it, whatever, I stop at the BP station on the way. I get free coffee when Donna isn’t around. Sadly she’s back from sabbatical so pay I must. Anyhoo, when I ...


April 16, 2019

English Boys

4/16/19 3:00 am The above song is by my friend, Ciel Gloss. Give her a like and a share, m’kay? I’m super annoyed that I am awake right now. Granted, I went to bed and actually fell asleep quit...


April 12, 2019

Do you like dance?

Then watch the video. 5:07 am I didn’t hit snooze :) Some days I’m really good at not hitting it, but other days I just feel like complete shit and want to stay in bed as long as possible. Yes...


February 26, 2019

In a Broken Dream

Simon Le Bon 4:41 pm Yeah. I kind of dropped off the radar and out of FMM. I may just post the rest whenever I feel like it. Or something. I got a bit depressed. Not like “need to be admitted” ...


February 01, 2019

Fuck the Rain

Ryan Adams 5:39 am I didn’t think that I was going to sleep last night. Not that I thought Chad was going to do anything. I know he thinks that we don’t have a clue, but it just kicked my anxiet...


January 29, 2019

FebMusMo? with favor added

Is anyone doing February music month? So, No one is doing FebMusMo again. Looks like I just posted a song a day last year. Well, I do that already (most of the time), so I need you guys to give m...


I’m just trying to distract myself, y’all. These are the pins I got off of Ebay. Now I know why Pam was all “where did you get those pins?” yesterday. here is one batch of the pins Pam got me....


January 14, 2019

Shapeshifter

Celldweller 12:41 pm I spent the majority of the day yesterday in bed, dozing here and there. I just couldn’t make my body cooperate. Because of that, my brain decided to be depressed over it al...


January 11, 2019

Covers

I’m totally into looking and listening to cover songs. Well, usually bass covers of Duran Duran songs lol but I happened across this totally fucking insane cover of Billie Eilish You Should See M...


January 10, 2019

Kundalini Yoga

I got a couple of notes about the yoga class that I took, and of course I talked to a couple of my friends about it too. I figured I’d post a beginners video for everyone. Now, some of these mov...


January 05, 2019

2019 horror scope

YEAR OF 2019: It’s not easy carrying the weight of the world, is it, Capricorn? But with Saturn and Pluto staying put in your sign, the load won’t get any lighter in 2019… unless, that is, you l...


December 31, 2018

A Question of Time

Depeche Mode 5:46 am Did I mention that HR called me while I was at Doc’s house on Friday? He called here at home first. Then my cell. I’m surprised he figured out how to get to the second numbe...


December 30, 2018

Running in the Night

FM-84 10:04 am I’m seriously having a hard time waking up in the morning. No matter what I do, I hit snooze and fall back to sleep. I can’t keep doing that! Grrr It’s still chilly out, but in a ...


December 22, 2018

Lady Xanax

“Lady Xanax” Here comes the morning light you can’t face Lie on your bed staring into space Watch the time slip gently by Don’t ask why So many friends but nobody calls Can’t be alone when ...


December 08, 2018

Send Me an Angel

Real Life 4:45 pm Really feeling old this past week. Just thinking way too much about my birthday coming up. Did I already talk about this? Dementia is setting in. This birthday is just waaaay ...


October 29, 2018

Won the contest

There was a costume contest in town this past Saturday. I’ve never been to this place (it’s a bar) and I really liked the energy of the place. Reminded me of Witches Brew back in Salem before it...


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A really boring look into my life.