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Never Fade
12/31/22 1:30 pm written early this morning before I forgot it Fucked up dreams again 12/31/22 My god I never remember my dreams and this is the second night of some really weird but really inte...
We Who Walk In Light
12/21/22 5:35 pm Yes, I am alive. I guess. Haven’t been really ill. Had the sniffles last week, per my yearly routine, but nothing insane. Not very busy. I kicked one of my clients to the cur...
There's something going on.
I get a TON of spammy psychic emails. I usually pluck out the spells and meditations and throw the rest away. They always have these “Urgent message from your ancestor Beula!” subject lines. Thi...
Witchy shit for 10/10/22
From one of my spammy witch emails The energies of a full moon lasts for 3 days. And This full moon is about reflection, slowing down and being vulnerable. I can’t “power through” this part. I ne...
Bolt to the Head
10/02/22 6:51 pm Just got out of the shower after coloring my hair. Which has decided to become a silly looking faux hawk. Which I don’t really like. Not on me. I need to shave the sides complet...
You Can't Rely
9/7/22 6:52 pm Again, I had a ton to say earlier when I posted the news clips, but when I come back, my brain is an echo chamber. Not one damn thought around. So. I’m not much in the Cult anymo...
Morbid Fascination
8/9/22 5:15 am I’ve not been spending much time online lately. Haven’t been chatting, haven’t been doing anything in the Cult or the Coven. Very limited presence on social. I just keep fuckbook...
They're banning on social media
Facebook Is Banning People Who Say They Will Mail Day After Pill
Protesting tips
If you are protesting in a state where a ban is in effect, here are some tips. Immediately delete all digital tracking of your menstrual cycle. If you want to continue tracking, use a handwrit...
21st Century Bitch
My cousin asked this on fb “Anyone have any tips on how I can calm my mind? Even working in the garden isn’t helping because I’m too fucking angry. I’m angry that the work of all the women befo...
I Think its Time For me to Emerge
4/18/22 3:30 pm So. What’s up? My brain keeps glitching. Not just here, not knowing what to write , but in other, worrisome ways. Like. I’ll put the water on in the sink to get hot water, go g...
Omen
4/15/22 6:18 pm Shit. Hold on. I need my coffee. I am so feckin’ tired! Yes, I could lay down, but there isn’t a TV in the bedroom here, so I have to set this thing up on the bedside table to w...
Gonna leave this here, too.
https://fb.watch/bNmI2JUk0v/
Voodoo
I started this entry yesterday morning, but just deleted it, because … well, just because. I am trying like hell to avoid the news today. I got sucked into a horrible depression yesterday, and ...
Just gonna leave this here
Chipmunks on 16 speed. In the late ’80s someone pumped out an “Alvin & The Chipmunks” cassette tapes of ’80s new-wave and pop hits. 30 years later some guy found it, slowed it to 1/16th spee...
Ashes to Ashes
3/6/22 1:16 pm This bullshit with Russia invading the Ukraine is making me feel nostalgic in a really fucked up way. Having grown up in the 70s and 80s, I went through the fear of the Soviets b...
question
Maybe a real entry later. I have a question for my GenX friends. If you had to pick just one song to explain our generation to someone, what would it be?
Choke
I know coming here to write is pointless. I have so much I could write if I … could. But I can’t due to the consequences if I do. I am not in a good place at all.
spammy psychic email hit it straight on.
Dear Diane, Here is your daily Numerology mini-forecast for Jan 17, 2022 The card I drew for you today is: 23 Mice (7♣) Today’s Overview: Two mice stand near a bit of grain – a feast for creature...
Dead and Gone
4 pm Nothing much is happening in my life. Spent Saturday doing nothing. Spent most of the day yesterday sleeping. Oh. I did meet with the new owner of the Chalet, though. Nice guy. Felt a litt...
The Tradition
6:32 pm Ok, why the fuck do I suddenly feel so exhausted when I sit down to do something I actually want to do??? It is soooo frustrating!!! And now I don’t even know what I wanted to write. I...
Avalon
5:28 pm I’m fucking exhausted. Even though Pam kept Ty upstairs so he wouldn’t keep waking me up, I could not sleep. I think I finally drifted off around 3-4 this morning, then got up at 6. I ha...
Ziggy Stardust
9:23 pm Been on a Bowie kick the past week. Happy New Year to all y’all. Betty White died. 99 years old. Would have been 100 on January 17th. I’m kind of glad she went out with a bang (or a wh...
MAKE THEM SUFFER – Erase Me
4:18 pm Trying really hard to stay on task here at home, but I keep getting fucking distracted! Fuck! I hate that! I’m still not done in the kitchen area. I can’t really call it a true kitchen ...
Leaving Tonight
2:00 pm I hope everyone had a decent holiday. Ours was good. I didn’t get enough presents for others, and I got too many myself. It’s usually the case. Not one of my blood relatives got in touc...
Book Description
A really boring look into my life.