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A fellow pb’er mentioned ribs and now I’m hungry. I’ll be watching Client #2’s dogs till Tuesday, and then will clean their house. Wednesday I’m supposed to be with Client #3 but I have that stup...

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My brain is going crazy again. I tried to stay away from the clonazepam, but right around 2 the anxiety hit my chest hard. A few things are causing it. The pain (as usual), the fact that the nurs...

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Well, the email I sent to the dog sitting scam never got answered. I thought as much. However, the pharm really wants me bad, so I’m going to stop by and make them look for the applications so I...

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I got pissed off before I even got out of bed today. This is not good. My Masshole is sure to show all damn day now. I noticed that when I’m standing I don’t stop moving. I tend to sway side...

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I got pissed off before I even got out of bed today. This is not good. My Masshole is sure to show all damn day now. I noticed that when I’m standing I don’t stop moving. I tend to sway side...

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The flare just hit me yesterday after the stress of the past couple of weeks. Yesterday it was all about pain. Today it’s all about exhaustion. Ya know, the kind where you sleep 12 hours and wake...

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We were on our way to Louisiana to meet someone from Open Diary, and stopped at a tiny hotel in Arkansas for the night. Pam was in the shower, and I started watching TV. I honestly thought it w...

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I had to endure another four hours of Fox news yesterday. How the hell did I end up working for two Republicans? Listening to that crap all day made me angry and gave me a headache. At least cli...

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Because it felt like a twelve hour shift. Husband of client#2 followed me room to room, talking everyfuckingsecond I was there. It basically was all about how great Drumpf is, Crooked Hillary (...

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That mouse has trapped himself in the garbage bin twice within two days, so I had to look it up. Symbolic Mouse Meaning I’ll be back to write more later.

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One of the pop up storms they keep talking about on the news actually happened here. As if it wasn’t muggy enough before. And it’s fucking with my fibro. A little stress at lunch time. Nothing ...

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In case I need something to read (right now I’m plodding through Dostoevsky) fourteen books to read from Dose

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I’ve been dreaming about having a tiny house commune type thing for years now. A bunch of tiny houses in the middle of nowhere, lots of land and farm kind of stuff… cows, chickens etc. A huge gar...

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I’m going to meet with possible client #3 around 1 pm today. She sounds pleasant on the phone, outgoing. As long as her home isn’t like some museum I think it will be great working for her. … … T...

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So the doctor faxed over two scripts on Monday. When I called on Tuesday, they said they had them ready. I go up, and neither one is ready. While I was waiting for them to fill the fuckin’ things...

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But I’m taking a break from cleaning out the fridge. What a fucking mess. But hey, at least I’m tossing out leftovers that we’ll never eat. I don’t even know why I put leftovers in the fridge. Th...

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So we had these 10 foot tall (not kidding, 10 feet) weed things growing through the shrubs in the front yard. Ugly fuckers. You couldn’t see the forsythia bush because of them. Today is really ni...

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So, the pharmacy that I used to work at changed hands. The owner decided to fire Loan and Thuey, the pharmacists. Now they only have one pharmacist and one tech working there. The owner offered m...

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My sister had to put Sadie to sleep and she is devastated. I know the feeling all too well. Sadie was a cool little dog even if she did want to chew your face off if you got too close to my siste...

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Mysterious light over Arch

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These almost obsessive “what if” thoughts are going to drive me insane. They’re repetitive in nature, and crowd out anything else. If I didn’t have a schedule to adhere to I’d get lost in them, a...

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