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Everything and Nothing

by In Exchange

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February 25, 2020

In Weakness, I stand

Awkward reality I’m in pieces Words tearing constantly Through weakness I stand Suffering through it all I care too much Again I fall These promises They don’t make sense Not even a mark on the ...


February 24, 2020

Not Mine Anymore

I know my love is helpless Hollowed out empty can I drank it all today Buried my emotions Let me in I don’t care what it takes I want to feel today Emotions ride the waves away Emptiness I can’t ...


February 24, 2020

Suicide Whisper

little whispers they float the night Heartache buried inside This emotion ends tonight I want you here with me Inside Struggle Are these feelings only mine I sit here Stirring endlessly Emotions ...


February 24, 2020

Silence is Hell

I am silent I am you The boy unglued I felt myself slip So far away Grasping violently Grasping at anything My screams fade silently This isn’t my design I woke up a monster Crawled out of bed To...


February 24, 2020

Empty Steps

I cant stop I cant think You’re a part of me Meant to be Ink bleeds endlessly Full of empathy Pick up the phone I lost control Don’t change the channel Empty steps no more My heart Bleeding throu...


January 31, 2020

Nothing but Abyss

My birth severed God fights himself Until the end Looking back Nothing but abyss Immortals fight Lost in time Infinity The entitled right Lost inside Memories erased Emotion resist Do I exist? Lo...


July 15, 2016

This isn't Me

I gave in to the demon within me With its grip on me it’s so hard to breathe This shadow is chasing me I close my eyes The whispers grow louder inside The end in me Such honesty The lies on my fa...


December 12, 2015

Sheets of disrespect

Awake I dream of your defeat Like cowards They cower to your deceit Your words are such a mess Bleach can’t disguise their unrest Wash me away from the lies Dreaming Conscious of the tragedy you...


December 11, 2015

Just someone inside

I don’t know Mommy told me so It’s not your fault Daddy said and walked A little feeling But I can’t remember you The scars Asking you why? Forgiveness I’m tired Drop the weights and shut my eye...


November 28, 2015

I am ashamed

I am the fear I am the tears I am still the boy you buried inside I found the light and it wasn’t yours I am the dark I am the sacrifice Scare yourself from the immortals In you we all shall burn...


November 28, 2015

Cut yourself and die

Lonely and altered Carried away by tears of pain Your excuses need to die Our life is not your compromise Cut yourself and bleed out dry Every drop is our pain inside


November 28, 2015

Drafty

I don’t know what you want to hear You and I are well beyond the tears Beautiful girl blinking without her eyes It’s your fault, you believe the lies Something is so wrong inside You know I have ...


October 05, 2015

Fuck you I can't

Brain wash so empty and void Fragile stone and shell Once was left, innocence Shameless and over Your lies cast their tears of demise Once such a part of me So much of you I see in me Ignorant bu...


September 28, 2015

Sure

Such a lonely void Temptation rips Desire Crave those lips Emptiness it clings to me Inside you choose to see nothing Anything I speak is broken Perfect misery Only self worth to see Bleed the se...


September 25, 2015

Progress

When I look into those eyes Like a book Your story unfolds Chapter after chapter Page by page I read your demise Circling from the thoughts that we feel We cling to, we run to We all hide from t...


September 25, 2015

These Memories

Memories cling Shallow soul From inside we all call Misfortune Love From inside is leaked our hatred Whispers at night Feelings of light Forgiveness in sight Afraid of the fight Memories cling Th...


Circular flight Something lost inside Tragedy Yours not mine Cover me Weakness is hard to hide Twisted circle of dreams So lost inside Humour Laugh at my decline Hold me You want what’s mine The ...


July 17, 2015

I am

I am the boy I am the son I am the boyfriend I am the one in the way Hidden from the outside So much alive on the inside I am the mistake I am the regret I am the boy you wish you never met Pain ...


June 08, 2015

Begin a lie

Begin a lie Acknowledge self control Start the life Fuel consumes the soul Kick start your fears Listen close The edge comes near Fall from the cloud Look up Life is simple here Ignition co...


September 03, 2014

Not connected

I am sitting here Confronting the feelings that Aren’t me Sitting here Confronting The inner feelings That aren’t me I want to believe in something Family just doesn’t get me No fuss intended On...


August 18, 2014

Shame

Broken I seeInside you won't let meSuch insecuritiesHalf of you is me Memories take holdThey aren't all fantasiesNot dreamsEmbarrassing IndividualityTwo separate entitiesParallel path you ref...


July 27, 2014

Orphan is the new BLACK

My light, faint, weak you can't deny Emotions barreling In you I saw myself I saw too much You Too weak to handle the reflection Inside it feels like a dream So desperately Still scream...


May 06, 2014

Desires End

Ignorant hands play Emptiness you make Smile on my face Hides my aches and pains Inside I lose a little control Storms swirl inside I cannot afford to give Those emotions cannot exist ...


April 09, 2014

To ourselves we lie

Imagine a wildfire Embraced by flowers on the outside Outlined by sadness Bordered by a happiness that cannot burn Envision all sorrow wrapped in time Confused by light This can be a cataly...


March 08, 2014

(unfinished) 2

Put it to theory all you want There is just more to me then you thought I do not lie and I will not beg I will not be your project Object of mind I become the thought Twisted emotions Po...


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This is where I write. It is what it is and everything is most likely between the lines.