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F.M.L.
Good Amy my day has sucked assssssssssssss! I had to take two of the babies to the vet, Amee (one of Parker's babies) and Wendy. (the only girl of Kataleah's litter) Amee still has not quite go...
More
So there is more crap I should prolly write about. Wow, there is a few items that are really front page news worthy ya know? And at the time they happened I had nowhere to go. Or so I thought,...
Pistachiooooo
Hiyah. I'm at my Mom's today, having just gone to run errands and shop n whatnot. Finally got my meds but had to go to two diferent pharms to get em. First we went to Walmart and I got my Fior...
I Mustache You A Question...
So our of the blue, Laura's Mom sent us $200. It really could not have come at a better time, and today I went to Walmart and bought a bunch of necessities, etc. We were going to get Kataleah (...
Torn
OK so some of you may know and some of you may not, that EWS' diary site Easy Diary has been up for a little while. I had been waiting for it... longing for it really because I missed writing so...
Just Go With It (ED Entry)
This is an entry I had written over at Easy Diary. I am moving them over here since I won't be writing there any longer. I had written a long entry last night and then I dunno what happened but...
Our Way (ED Entry)
This is an entry that I wrote over at Easy Diary that I am moving to PB because I am no longer going to be writing there. ~Our Way~ I can recall what I felt - when I learned enough, and full r...
Trying (ED Entry)
This is an entry from Easy Diary that I am moving over to PB since I will no longer be writing over there. I feel like I kinda lost what it meant to write in a diary when OD went down. I am try...
Doodie (ED Entry)
This is my first entry from Easy Diary. I am moving the 5 entries I wrote to PB since I won't be over there any longer. I wasn't gonna write tonite/today whatever, since I feel like crap but wh...
A Lot
There's a lot that I really need to write about. Like how my brother is disappearing into the grip of Bipolar disorder and I dunno how to help my Mom help him. They made a breakthrough today by...
Oh, MS Stephanie...
So I try not to let my MS take over my life completely, even tho it very much defines how my life is lived right now. That doesn't mean I am not fighting and it doesn't mean I am letting MS w...
Breaking Down
I just have had so much to write about over the course of whenever the last time I wrote was. I know this place is not evil, it is just a website. It actually only exists to give people like us...
Add A Rawl
Apparently there is an exception to my rules: when I am on Adderall. Hehe... So... today (minus the 1st half where I felt like my heart was still being pulled out my nostrils) turned out OK and...
No.
I can't do this I'm sorry. I can't be here. At least not right now. I got a note telling me to move on and be glad I have somewhere to write and I lost it on that person and if she/he is readi...
Lost
I have no idea what to do with myself. And grieving is proving to be very hard. I cried myself to sleep last night for a combination of reasons. I feel lost, Laura didn't sleep with me, she sl...
Notes lol
I have no idea how to use this site. This is kinda the reason why I won't be writing here LOL. Anyway, I guess I am doing this right... I just wanted yall to have an entry to leave me notes ba...
Book Description
Hi… I am Stephanie. A 32 year old lesbian, married to a wonderful woman for almost 14 years, since we were both 18. We do not have children and will not ever be having any because I have Multiple Sclerosis. Most days I wake up and have no idea what I am facing. That means one hell of a rollercoaster ride and I think I am ready to write about it… about all of it now. I am on full Disability and will never work again due to the way the MS affects me which is mostly cognitively. I have a lot of brain damage and cannot think the same way I used to. I went from a 120 IQ to an 80 IQ practically overnight. I have had a brain biopsy in Jan. of 2013 and that was to see if I had a tumor or if it was MS. I think I would have preferred tumor. I had no idea what the diagnosis would mean to me and to my future. My wife has been thru hell and back with me with my ups and downs and emotions all over the place. I have put her thru hell and she has been a trooper! She deserved a medal. Now I am here, ready to finally write again. If you will have me, I am a fiercely loyal diary friend and was at Opendiary from the very beginning till the very end. Some of you I have known for many many years. And some I would love to get to know. I have changed, for sure. But hopefully yall will like the new me just as much. Beware tho… there will be cat pics!!! LOL. I love you all so much! I have missed each and every one of you! :(
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