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September 13, 2016

No, Woman! No Cry!

Hiyah! So… the cleaning has slowed down a lot, and I have actually been getting some rest. I dunno if I wrote about it or not, but when I went back to my followup ultrasound appt. they actually...


September 08, 2016

My Life

Well, lately it’s been nothing but cleaning or shit, or cleaning up shit, so same thing. But we have made some headway. Laura has been the main one who has been cleaning, and she’s got the acco...


September 03, 2016

Let's See.

I have lots to write about, so let’s see if I can fit it all in here. I may cheat and let my statuses take up some of the slack here. We have been working very hard the last few days, just when...


August 24, 2016

My 2nd Home

Had to go back to the ER yesterday. My body pretty much made me. I have been in pain but avoiding it for over a week. I knew I had a UTI, but they did a CT scan of my tummy, and it turns out I...


Hi. So, I have never been great at giving ideas about what I want for my bday. Well, that I can remember. Maybe as a kid I was, but as an adult, so far I have sucked at it. I have always want...


This song has been stuck in my head for some unknown reason, so here you go, I dump it unto the, Prosebox! You called me from the room in your hotel All full of romance for someone that you met A...


August 09, 2016

Heeeere's Johnny!

First, a meme. Might be relevant to those who are up with me today/night. Altho I have been asleep, went to bed around 2:30, but I woke up because of a bad dream and of course discovered I ha...


First Name: Stephanie Middle Name: Lauren Were you named after anyone? I don’t think so, hang on lemme ask my Mom. Calls Mom. OK, Lauren Hutton or something, apparently back in the day, she use...


Well, I did get some sleep, uh thankya! I slept well yesterday with a nap in the afternoon as well as today, same nap. :) Loving it! I am loving Archer’s new sleep schedule because he is olde...


July 31, 2016

Sleep

Eludes me lately. And I know I am taking care of a baby, (Archer, kitten I am bottle feeding, who is now 1 month 6 days old!) but damn. I did not know it would be this bad. LOL. I feel for al...


Well, no other deaths. The remaining two kittens got taken to the vet right after, like the day after, extensive blood panel was run, everything. They all turned out fine, and they are both per...


I just got done feeding Archer, the kitten I am bottle raising who is not quite 2 weeks. So Imma let fb out on yall… This is not one of those cases where I was fuckin around with my boob and fo...


I don’t really wanna talk about it much, but I am prolly goin in the hospital again because I have another UTI and my leg/knee is hurting really bad with my knee being swollen and red and hot to ...


Hiyah. I am outta the hospital. Doing OK, the pain is better but still here. When my Mom came to get me from the hospital yesterday, she had a flat tire on the truck right when she got there. ...


June 19, 2016

Hospital Agaaaain

Arrrgh. I went for my post op check up and this happened: Well, I went to my post op appt. and they think I have an internal infection. They are not sure where, but I have a fever and when they...


OK, so. I feel fine. Except for this one little tiny thing where they just haaad to put a catheter in me after my hysterectomy (I know it is standard, hush. lol) and then rip it out way later t...


June 05, 2016

The Surgery

K, so… I survived. LOL. And yes I feel sooo much better and am so very glad I went thru with it! I got out the very next day, so I only stayed in the hospital one night. The fact that I was n...


May 31, 2016

Nervous x2

So, not only do I have the surgery coming up on Thurs. But tomorrow we will be going to a small concert here locally, downtown. It’s for Buckethead, who, if you did not know, is my wife’s musica...


OK, so can I just say that finally getting to cook in your new electric skillet and being excited about it is depressing enough, but when you finally do, and the cats knock the whole thing off th...


I wish you could make this shit up. Well, you can, technically lol, but I am not. Last, oh I dunno when it was exactly, sometime last week… I found a lump in my right boob. I went to the gyno ...


March 24, 2016

OK fine, I'll write.

I just want to make it clear that this entry is being written against my will. LOL. Anyway, the surgery was postponed when I went to my appointment on the 19th of Feb. I was disappointed, but ...


March 07, 2016

Well...

For the most part, you all were very supportive and understanding of the situation between my wife and I and what happened. I should have explained a little further, but in all honesty I don’t f...


March 03, 2016

Blind Fool.

I’ve been going over and over in my head whether or not to even write this entry. For the most part, I don’t come here to talk bad about my wife. I don’t believe that anyone should, even when a...


February 29, 2016

What happened with it all....

K, so. LOL. I went to my GP appt. and after testing my blood sugar that day and it coming back at a whopping 341, (I know, right?!) she did go ahead and put me on the Lantus insulin pen. I inj...


February 17, 2016

My Father and Tomorrow/Today.

Ello there chilluns. How all you be? LOL. I’m OK… just very nervous right now. Well, I think I left off with, oh hell lemme check real quick since I can’t remember for shit. lol OK, so I di...


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Hi… I am Stephanie. A 32 year old lesbian, married to a wonderful woman for almost 14 years, since we were both 18. We do not have children and will not ever be having any because I have Multiple Sclerosis. Most days I wake up and have no idea what I am facing. That means one hell of a rollercoaster ride and I think I am ready to write about it… about all of it now. I am on full Disability and will never work again due to the way the MS affects me which is mostly cognitively. I have a lot of brain damage and cannot think the same way I used to. I went from a 120 IQ to an 80 IQ practically overnight. I have had a brain biopsy in Jan. of 2013 and that was to see if I had a tumor or if it was MS. I think I would have preferred tumor. I had no idea what the diagnosis would mean to me and to my future. My wife has been thru hell and back with me with my ups and downs and emotions all over the place. I have put her thru hell and she has been a trooper! She deserved a medal. Now I am here, ready to finally write again. If you will have me, I am a fiercely loyal diary friend and was at Opendiary from the very beginning till the very end. Some of you I have known for many many years. And some I would love to get to know. I have changed, for sure. But hopefully yall will like the new me just as much. Beware tho… there will be cat pics!!! LOL. I love you all so much! I have missed each and every one of you! :(
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