Friends With the Benedicts
by MemoryFails
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So. Much. Bad. and it feels so good.... lol
Umm… I know I haven’t written in like 42536 years. And I WILL be back soon, but there will be one major change, since my Mom currently knows my diary name, has her own, and violates my privacy. ...
News
Good stuff first: I always knew that the MS Society awesomely gave free cooling vests, etc. to people with the disease. But until last nite, I thought that you had to print a paper app and send i...
I'm Back in Rainbow Clarity Baby...
Hi! I missed yall sooooo much! I hope yall missed me! Here’s the deal, Imma be adding my back entries from the time I said I was leaving yall and hopefully my craptastic handwriting in my pape...
Goodbye For This Chapter....
I went with my Mom tonite to a semi-marathon run to Walmart. Got most of the stuff that is non-food to stock the house with while I will be gone. I already got her set on weed, and we get food ...
AWOL, MIA, LOL, MEH...
Let’s start with the good shall we? Dr. Allison, for all the hell she put me thru by making me wait ohhh sooo long for hormones, has managed to cure me with the last surgery I had. I have no mor...
Payday... (with Pics)
I don’t even think we can help ourselves. LOL. We just got our money on the 3rd, and yes, we DID need some stuff, but anyway… we have already bought like, 5 things on Amazon and eBay. One, omg...
KILL.
ME. OMG I have nooo idea why this recovery has gone back like 10 steps today and decided to torture me with excruciating pain, but alas, that is where I sit. My 2 week post op is tomorrow with ...
MENopause...
Yep, I am here. And here I shall stay. I haven’t decided yet if I am going to do hormones or not. I have to wait 21 days post surgery, which was on the 10th, to even start them if I decide to....
Winner Winner Chicken Dinner!
I just won $200 Off the same scratch off ticket!!!!!!!! Here she is folks!: (No it is NOT a joke, we are BEYOND happy right now!) So in case some of yall can’t read it, or you are like me and ...
Closer realizations...
This is just my FB status. I don;t have much more in me, and I am doped on xanax. Heh. 1/6/17 - What’s on my mind? Well, the fact that I am about to be a menopausal woman at 35, and it fuckin s...
Woo hooo
All sorts of good! I shall list them in order of good - ness. LOL I talked to Roger, my landlord, and he did agree to let us simply pay extra on rent in lieu of paying utilies! HUZZAH!!! I ca...
Oh, My.
Just got done puking. I am sooo hungover. What a looovely entry I blessed yall with on New Year’s Eve. LOLOL. I didn’t have a traditional hangover, I just think personally with all the probl...
The NYE Drunk Entraay
So I’m not AS oops drunk as I think I am. That didn’t make sense. Dammit my dogs want out. Umm… Yea, I’m not cut out for this drinking stuff. Wow. IO can still type well n stuff. Hmm… look a...
Yuck.
I felt yucky today. Stomach issues, rotten egg burps, gas, you name it. I did NOT wanna leave the house. BUT, I had talked to my Mom last night and her and my stepdad had decided that the dog ...
Quick like woah.
K, so this will be a quickie, since I haven’t gone to bed yet and it is 7:30am. lol. A. Talked to Roger yesterday, and he confirmed that we will not have to start paying utilities this month! ...
The Happs... (W/ AMY PICS!)
Hiyah. I have been a little eh, well actually that kinda describes me just fine. Just eh. LOL. Not really interested in Facebook, or friends, or anything really. It’s all got to do with the ...
I feel Like Turkey Tonite...
Yea, we’re weird, and doing Thanksgiving now. LOL. We do that sometimes. I just had to get my brother to bring my Mom’s can opener to me so I could, ya know, open cans n shit. sighs. Other t...
Yes, ANOTHER surgery. I'm even annoying myself....
So, I decided to go to my six week post op checkup, because things weren’t feeling right. After a very painful physical exam, she sent me to ultrasound, which found two new cysts, one on each ov...
One down, and one, two, three....
So court went well. Sorry I am just now updating. Stupid judge put me back in the diversion program. According to my friend Candace who works with law and knows it, if she woulda just made me ...
It's Almost Like Xmas Eve Right?
Well, I am at my Mom’s staying the night in preparation for my big court date tomorrow. Some, hopefully a lot, of you will be voting tomorrow. I will be hopefully just finding out that I have t...
Current.... STRESS!!!
I have noticed when something is going on that is stressful or bad in my life, I tend to retreat into myself and not let anyone know. Even this place. Surgeries do not count for me, as I don’t ...
I'm not dead, I just feel like it.
So, as yall may remember, or prolly not, I had surgery on the 4th. My bday was on the 29th, and that was also the day I had to do all of my pre surgical appointments so I had to stay the nite wi...
Chantix.
Yep, I actually am looking forward to vivid dreams. Watch it not give me any now. LOL. Anyway, Day 2 on it. Can’t even tell yet. My doc said it’s an antidepressant? That would make sense, s...
And Back Down Again... t
Despite my goofy/madhatter mood, (we will get to that lol) I am, indeed, staying the nite at my Mom’s house tonight at the behest of my wife. I dunno, she’s PMSing, and maybe I am not as aware o...
Ess EEE Ex.
Today/night, there has been lots. I am soooo not complaining. I am starting to get a tad bit tired tho.... lol So, I talked to Dr. Allison today and she did confirm that there are two cysts on ...
Book Description
Hi… I am Stephanie. A 32 year old lesbian, married to a wonderful woman for almost 14 years, since we were both 18. We do not have children and will not ever be having any because I have Multiple Sclerosis. Most days I wake up and have no idea what I am facing. That means one hell of a rollercoaster ride and I think I am ready to write about it… about all of it now. I am on full Disability and will never work again due to the way the MS affects me which is mostly cognitively. I have a lot of brain damage and cannot think the same way I used to. I went from a 120 IQ to an 80 IQ practically overnight. I have had a brain biopsy in Jan. of 2013 and that was to see if I had a tumor or if it was MS. I think I would have preferred tumor. I had no idea what the diagnosis would mean to me and to my future. My wife has been thru hell and back with me with my ups and downs and emotions all over the place. I have put her thru hell and she has been a trooper! She deserved a medal. Now I am here, ready to finally write again. If you will have me, I am a fiercely loyal diary friend and was at Opendiary from the very beginning till the very end. Some of you I have known for many many years. And some I would love to get to know. I have changed, for sure. But hopefully yall will like the new me just as much. Beware tho… there will be cat pics!!! LOL. I love you all so much! I have missed each and every one of you! :(
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