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so. i'll never fully recover. a bit sad.
well which I knew before. 60% of anorexics don't. I don't want to die. I have before. a month ago I wanted to. and that might change I don't know. I'm not ready to go. I have been before. And ...
evan, helpless again.
yeah so for. awhile evan's been going through some stuff. I'm not too sure what since he's not that open a person. but this isn't about that. I don't do well when I can't er. 'fix', things. like...
evan, disheartened, hurt.
yeah so. frankly i'm a bit disheartened. So, evan. we're. we're not as content as we could be. I think we're actually better when we're in each other's company than just like. talking on the pho...
helpless, in the words of neil young.
well I have news. So ever since my roommate Christopher got back from the hospital he. well yesterday and today he hasn't been doing well. it's not as bad as I'm making it out to be honestly. Bu...
aurora mall, pet store
yeah so last Mon. Jessica [again she's my mentor] and I went to the Aurora Mall. being that I now live in. Aurora and have since March 4th. we've been there before but not in awhile. So we went ...
Susie
I've mentioned her before. So, my friend Susie. good friend of mine we've been friends for at least 10 yrs. met in middle school. She's awesome. We talked last......um Sun. which was a wk. ago. ...
i feel like i should have something interesting to say.
so i'll write about this. 'this' being the reason I left my last house and my feelings on it and everything. well I didn't like. up and leave. I left involuntarily and unknowingly. yeah so appar...
yeah so yesterday. I woke up and my gums were bleeding. not like, profusely or anything. this is the 2nd time it's happened in 2 months. the last time was june 24th.
evan
yeah so like I said. [yes more catching up]. evan and I've been talking. well really we've been talking since may so it's not all that new. he's been alrite up and down just like he usually is. w...
engagement. get together.
yeah so. on the 13th which was last Sun. I went to my cousin's engagement get together w/ my parents and my grandfather. it was up in the mtns. and I love the mtns. it was nice their house is nic...
arts fest
yeah so the weekend of the 4th. I went to the arts fest. in cherry creek. I've gone every yr since I can remember. i'm, from cherry creek we moved when I was 4.5. [oh 'we' being my family and I]...
christopher
So like I said. on the 13th of last month my new roommate Christopher moved in. he was w/ Jared's sister Justina [Jared is married to Nicole who's Jennifer's sister] who. couldn't take care of hi...
disney
yeah so like I said which I haven't written about much. from the 14th - the 20th of last month my family and I were in Disney. it was nice. on the 14th my parents and sister got to my house at 8 ...
birthdays, back & forth, movies.
here's what's been happening since June 10th. 1: we - my parents, sister and I - all went out for my dad's bday lunch the 10th. it was. nice we went to a Mexican place. that's the 1st time I've...
by 2 people. Jessica and evan. which is funny cause evan and I talk all the damn time. [yes we're back on this ride]. oh and my friend Lee. well he's not like. ignoring me he just. didn't have th...
Happy 4th.
yeah so. Happy 4th everyone. although it was. Fri. and whichever holidays I've missed since Jan.
anyone else having this problem?
so I just wrote an entry which I'm 70 - 99.9% sure I saved. only now. it's not there. it went away. I don't understand. is it just me?
yeah cause keeping me locked away is so much better.
for me then letting me out for more than an hr. no. no it's not. I have depression and the less i'm able to go out the more I get depressed and in turn. the less I want to go out. it's like the...
so we're. dating?
well er I mean no. no we're not. But I want to try 1 date just to see how things go. [which means i'm hoping it'll go well and we'll go on more]. [oh 'we' being evan and I].
um so yeah. i'm back.
from my holiday which btw was nice. I did, a lot down there. in uh. Disney. I do more on holiday than. any other time. er I mean when i'm not. on holiday. omygod FL was so good for me. nothing, ...
so, i'm goin on holiday today
to Disney, w/ my sister and parents'. I'll be back the 20th. <3
w/ evan. w/ my ex I actually had to work, at being in a relationship. bc I was in one. and now. I don't actually have to. bc we're not. it's so easy and comfortable. I don't actually have to tr...
I, generally have news when posting here. not to state the apparent or anything. so, there's this guy. that I'm interested in. and I think we already know who I'm talking about. [well I mean Ido...
"no it's a butterfly!"
omygod. So the other day. actually it was the day I got my dresser and the day I met Nicole, Jen's sister Stephanie's daughter. So Kris, Jen, Stephanie and I get the dresser and then we go to Nic...
um so saturday.
I went to Jessica [she's my mentor] 's birthday party. well it was more of a get together. it was nice. her boyfriend was there being that they live together. he's really nice. oh and their dogs ...
