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liking
He picked on me via text because he said I didn't like hub and I said I kinda like him."ok then marry him" then "okay you like him then I will leave the two of you alone " 'don't you dare ' "huh?...
Don't even know
What is going on...We blew through 100 of the new 700 cell minutes in one Day! If we aren't texting we're talking.And he said he just wants to go places and do things with me..that he doesn't wan...
Ouch...
Having some nasty cramping here...have a call in to the doctor, but I know she'll just tell me to take an extra pill. So just propped up resting, can't do much else. Of course F tells me to have ...
And this afternoon...
Another hour or so on the phone. The earlier call included him going into a store and saying to the clerk something like, "yeah, my lady just told me about that." (meaning...me). And I told him t...
This morning
Spent most of it on the phone with F. He talked to me as he ran all his errands, getting upset when I had to hang up to go get a follow-up mammogram from the biopsy 6 months ago. Wanted me to tal...
Twitterpated..
Ya know, like in Bambi when all the animals had spring fever and were falling in love? Well F is acting all twitterpated today ..calling or texting constantly...babytalking me etc..Telling me he ...
Laughing
So, by last night when I knew he'd call on his way home, I was almost (dreading?) it. But once we started talking, I settled in. We had a LOOONG conversation - almost and hour and a half. He said...
The other shoe?
Has it dropped? Well, his behavior yesterday could be attributed to "Old F", I suppose. And this morning he started off with replying to my goodnight text with "No. You did not talk tome yesterd...
Today
Started out relatively normally. F texted good morningish messages and asked what I was doing today, so I told him hub and I were going out for lunch and to some antique shops I like. Which proba...
of course
after totally frustrating me all day, he called on his way home and reeled me right back in. Telling me he's upset because now its the weekend and he can't talk to me for two whole days.. Wanted...
exhausting **edited (OMFG)
He can just be soo exhausting at times...I know he was annoyed that I had dinner with my friend /hairdresser last night and he is on his hubby annoys him tack. I texted that my friend said I have...
Calming...
Things are calmer with Hub, if only because F has been "behaving" as far as phone calls and texts...well, at least at night when Hub is home. Yesterday we probably spent a good chunk of the day o...
Oh yeah, last night....
I told hub that my life has been one dissapointment after another, and that F is one of the few things I have, and he can deal with that, or leave me if he wants. That I would be as discrete as p...
Disjointed entry..
I'm sure that's how it will come out because that's how I am right now... I'm just gonna rewrite some of what I put down on paper. .. And, has the master manipulator been at it again? With two da...
letter
I kinda think I want to write what I want to say to hub in a letter, this way I won't get over emotional and accuse him of ruining my life or anything. I need to make him understand that I am pr...
Quite the day
Had some fascinating conversations with F, and he urged me to stay on the phone with him as hub got home, which enraged hub, even though I was just saying goodbye. So he went into a fucking snit,...
he said....
He just called me and said that he would unhesitatingly push me out of the way of a train, sacrificing himself. He insists he did not insinuate himself into a happy marriage... that he is a cata...
Husbands and Lovers
It is so not easy trying to balance two men. Especially when one is not particularly stable in the first place. F was annoyed yesterday because he could not call me on his way home because it wa...
Saturday
While nursing my cold/cough on Friday, I watched a 1970 version of "Wuthering Heights", which sometimes frighteningly feels like my life. So on Saturday morning, when the texts started with how h...
more mind games
Didn't hear from him til the end of the day and he was mopy picking on my husband and my life and oh -so -casually throwing in that he had to go see "the ex " tonight as she is having some troubl...
Now I am sick...
and no, I don't think it is the Wrath of God, or anything like that! I only hope F doesn't get it. Have a cough and a slight fever. Even if it were the Wrath of God it would be worth it. I told...
with him....
For the first time in over five years...that was pretty nice...and he held me after for a significant amount of time and we hung out for awhile after. He was here for about 2 hours all together.
trying to see me...
The texts started during my breakfast with my friend..."miss me?" "I want to see you" Then ,"and what do you want to do when we see each other. Go to a movie?" (see, I think he wants me to be the...
Last night
Our conversation on his drive home included the statement, "I have so much to make up to you for." And he talked about sending roses to the house - I first said, would you be doing that for me or...
a morning "kiss"
That's how F started my day...with a kissed texted to me... Yesterday, while on a "field trip" with Hub and his Club, I discreetly texted back and forth with him a bit. Went to bed last night de...
