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Wednesday Morning
Well I am u0 and faced with another day. I will not let depression and anxiety ruin this day. I have tooo many things good in my life to let that shit happen. Always remember the positives. 1 I h...
Tuesday Morning
I am doing a lot better today. Life is good. I do not know what hit me over the weekend. Saturday anxiety was through the roof. Then on Sunday I felt so depressed . Chocolatechip came up to see m...
Monday Morning
I was having thoughts of suicide yesterday. They were fleeting and passed. I was thinking some very bad thoughts. Mostlly I thought that I was no good and a complete failure. I was thinking tha...
Sunday Morning
I had a very bad day yesterday. Depression and anxiety were very high. I felt so anxious all day. I wasn’t thinking about anything in particular. I just felt very bad. I took an anxiety pill yest...
Saturday Morning
Well Friday morning went ok up to a point. I was up early last night. I took an anxiety pill. I made it to the bank and Wal Mart. I I was doing ok in Wal Mart. Then I ran into this couple who use...
Friday Morning
I am up. I had some weird dreams. I was dreaming that Nazis were after me. I don’t remember too much about it. It woke me up a couple of times. Then when I went back to sleep I think the same dr...
Thursday Morning Part 2
My worker reported off sick today. I have been spending the extra time reading and browsing books. I would love to be able to buy one more book. It is only $3.99 but I dare not put any more charg...
Thursday
This is the last day of the month. Yay. I will be getting my check tomorrow. I can’t wait I will be getting out of my apartment going to the bank and Wal Mart. I am not too worried about going ou...
Wednesday Morning
I slept fairly good last night. I had some strange dreams. I was dreaming about being in an accounting class. The teacher was up there and for the life of me I couldn’t understand what she was sa...
Tuesday Morning Part 2
I am really not doing very well. I feel very down this morning. I don’t know what hit me. I guess I am in a shitty mood. Thinking about going out on the first and I’m already getting anxious abou...
Tuesday Morning
I had a really bad night with nightmares. I woke up a couple times from them. I remember one time I woke up screaming you worthless piece of shit. I do not remember these dreams and i’m, kind of ...
Monday Morning
Well I survived the weekend. I am happy it is Monday. I had a pretty good one with no depression or anxiety. I was upset with what Chocolatechip was telling me. She had this one friend in the bu...
Sunday Morning
I had a good day yesterday. I wa s up early I read most of the morning. Then Chocolatechip called She wanted to walk down to the Salvation Army. It is sort of a bad neighborhood and was wonderin...
Saturday Morning
I am up and above the dirt. I had a really bad day yesterday. I felt very anxious in the evening. I had a hard time settling down for the night. I laid on my couch hugging a pillow and eventuall...
Friday Part 2
Well I am back. I have been sitting in front of the computer I am feeling kind of down this morning. I do not know what hit me. I was ok when I got up and then all of a sudden my mood took a down...
Friday
Well it is a new day. I am glad to be above the dirt. I had a good day yesterday. I had a little bit of anxiety. I was kind of worried about how I’m going to get to Gumby’s. I called Healthways. ...
Thursday
I am above the dirt. Life is good. I’ve been feeling pretty good lately. I found out I still have money in my bank. I am not broke and it is the nearing the end of the month. I am going to hang o...
Wednesday
Yesterday was a sad day. I was on Facebook and I fund out that one of my nephews who lives in New Jersey died. He was my brother’s oldest son. I do not know any particulars since we do not talk. ...
Tuesday Morning
Monday was ok. A terrible event happened in my local area yesterday. I live across the river from Steubenville. Yesterday morning a judge was shot five times in front of the Jefferson County Cour...
Monday
I missed a day yesterday. Sunday was kind of doles. I was very worried about Chocolatechip. She has been very depressed. She was better yesterday and seems to be back to her 9old self. She has...
Saturday Morning
Well my worker came yesterday. Things were a bit crazy.. To make a long story short I do not qualify for the waver program. They were telling me that the program is for people who are mobility i...
Friday Morning
I am up and blessed with another day. I had a good day yesterday. I read most of the day. I wasn’t thinking about anything. I wasn’t depressed or anxious. I just enjoyed my time with my book. I...
Thursday Morning
It is good to be alive. I am up. I had a good day yesterday. I just chilled out. Kelly didn’t come. She called me and said her car was in the garage. I felt a little sick at my stomach. In the af...
Wednesday Morning
Well I am up and in one piece. I made it to my doctor’s appointment. I am proud to say I lost six pounds. The checked my vitals and everything was ok. He came in and asked a few questions. He ask...
Tuesday Morning.
I had a few moments of depression yesterday. I don’t think I was depressed just sad. I was missing Chocolatechip. I didn’t see her yesterday. There is a big difference between depression and just...
