New Diary
by John62
Entries 391
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Wednesday Night
This was a shitty day. I woke up feeling like shit. I was worried about finances for next month. I am making myself sick. Anxiety was through the roof. Then my fiancé was having problems with Com...
Wednesday
I chatted with Comcast last night. I wanted to find out what my bill will be for next month. I was shocked to find out that it was going up to $185.00. Fortunately, I was able to downgrade to a a...
Therapy Session
I had a doctor’s appointment today. My case manager from Healthways came and picked me up around 9. We went to the hospital. I had my ears flushed. They also set me up for a hearing test at on th...
Memorial Day Cook Out
I had a good day today. Apartment building had a cookout. Actually, it was in the community room. But we had cook out type of foods. I’m kind of proud of myself. I think I spent most of the day o...
Memorial Day
I am going to a cook out today. People in my apartment building are together for a Memorial Day party in the community room. My fiancé is doing most of the work. She is going to make iced, cook, ...
Good News
I chatted with Comcast earlier today. I found out that I do have Wi Fi through them. This is good news. If I buy a NOOK next month I will be able to set it up and use it. The only thing that is h...
I Blew it Yesterday
. I was very upset yesterday because I couldn’t access my books. I was obsessing over them. I was also obsessing about buying a NOOK next month. I kept thinking about it and thinking about it I ...
New Computer
I screwed up my old computer by opening up a Microsoft Account. When I turned it off it asked me for my Microsoft Account password. I typed it in and it wouldn’t accept it. I tried several times ...
Monday Morning
Well I am up. Life is good. I went to around 10:30 last night. I got up at 6:30. Weekend is over. I hardly left my apartment at all during the weekend. I sat outside with my fiancé while she wait...
A new Start
I haven’t written here in a long time. I lead a boring life and don’t have much to talk about. Also, things have been going pretty good. I haven’t been depressed or in some kind of crisis. Nobody...
Christmas Eve
This is the day before Christmas. Life is very good. I usually get very depressed this time of year. But this year is different. I am not depressed. I don’t feel anxious. I am doing pretty good....
Bad morning
I am having a bad morning. Arthritis is acting up. I’ve been sleepy and sluggish . I just can’t get moving I was up early then went back to bed. I was up again then went back to bed again. I just...
Weekend Update
I am doing pretty good. I had a fairly good weekend. Saturday gf’s sister came up from down the river. She took us out to eat and shopping. We went to Ponderosa restaurant. It is a steak house wi...
Weekend Update
I am doing pretty good. I had a fairly good weekend. Saturday gf’s sister came up from down the river. She took us out to eat and shopping. We went to Ponderosa restaurant. It is a steak house wi...
Bad Night
The title says it all. I had a very bad night . I couldn’t sleep. I made the mistake of drinking a cup of coffee late in the afternoon. That kept me up. I am surprised that I don’t feel tired or ...
Thursday
I had a good day today. I was up bright and early. I didn’t feel sluggish or tired and didn’t go back to bed. I must be getting used to the new dose of Geodon. I had a laid back morning. I spent ...
Thursday
I had a good day today. I was up bright and early. I didn’t feel sluggish or tired and didn’t go back to bed. I must be getting used to the new dose of Geodon. I had a laid back morning. I spent ...
Wednesday
I am still feeling sluggish in the morning. I was up early took my meds then went back to bed. I do not like this feeling of being tired all the time. But it is better than being depressed. I fe...
Another Day
I was up bright and early this morning took my meds and went back to bed. I hate getting up when it is still dark. Girlfriend and I made arrangements for the social service van to take us to Wal ...
I am back
Sunday
I have been very busy since getting home from the hospital. GF and I went up to WM Saturday. I put money on my debit card and then we stopped at Subway. We both had a foot long and then we did o...
It has been a while
Well I am sticking to my guns about not smoking. I haven't had a cigarette since last Saturday. I'm going pretty good with that department. How am I going to do it> I got sick as a dog. Las...
Saturday
Well it is Saturday morning. I went to bed early last night and got up around 2:30 this morning. I made it through the night with no smoking. Actually, I started to smoke a cigarette and then beg...
No More Smoking
I made up my mind tonight that I am going to give up smoking. I had a miserable day. I was so short of breathe this morning I could hardly move around without having breathing problems. I go thr...
Friday
We went on another bus trip yesterday. This time it was to the hospital. GF had to go there for some testing. We made it to the hospital and went to the x ray department. Test didn't take very l...