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I am overcome with sadness and sit here crying. It is a combination of me being disappointed in myself and also being disappointed in others and they way they treat me and how I let them treat m...

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The Steelers won the AFC North championship yay. Also happy that I have one week with nothing, but fun things to do and to write a real entry in here on all the craziness that has been going on ...

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The clock is winding down and it’s almost officially Christmas so Merry Christmas, for those who don’t celebrate well Happy Holidays I guess is said for you or Happy Kwanzaa or Happy Hanukkah wh...

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So I haven’t written because the weeks leading up to Christmas are crazy for me. I completed my gift to my German friend and started making my cards. Here is what I did two paintings and home m...

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Close your eyes and imagine the kind of world you would like to see. What is it like? A place where there is no suffering, no pain, and lots of love. Poverty would not exist, hate, and violence ...

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If you could become an expert in any subject or activity, what would it be? In making money so that I could help myself and others who need it. Or in weight loss so that I could lose weight lol

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When did you feel truly independent for the first time? My freshman year of college, I was away from home, making choices with no one, but myself to answer for.

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I love Thanksgiving and I love turkey and I was too sick all day to really enjoy them. My irritable bowel syndrome killed me today. I lost track of the trips I had to take to the bathroom. I real...

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Write a letter to be read by each of your loved ones after you’ve passed away. Dear Loved Ones, It’s ok to be sad for a little while because I am gone, but know that I am in a better place with ...

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I have much to be thankful for, more than most people in this world might ever have. I wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving for whether you celebrate the holiday or not, we all have something to be ...

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Write a letter to someone who believed in you even when you didn’t believe in yourself. I often don’t believe in myself, but I keep it secret and I really don’t have anyone to write to. My pare...

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What is your most vivid memory of the kitchen in your childhood? Helping my grandma make apple pies

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First off I can’t believe I have stuck with this and that brings us to What’s your first memory? random family gatherings.

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If you could go back in time and change one things from your past, what would it be? I would not take calculus in college that is the only reason I didn’t graduate with honors. I had departmental...

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If you could live anywhere you wanted, where would you live? I assume I would have the money to live anywhere I want and will answer that I would have an actual house in my small town now that wo...

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This I always did with my mom when I was little, that would be spending time with grandma (mom’s mom) baking and visiting.

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Things I always did with my dad when I was small…he would do a lot of farm errands for my grandpa and so I often tagged along. This one time will live on through the ages. I was maybe 7 or so a...

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What is the dominant emotion in your life right now? Confusion and stress with a mix of bit of happiness

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How easy is it for you to forgive those who have caused you pain? Well I won’t say it is super easy, but I have learned over the years that the longer I hold onto the pain and anger that someone...

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How do I deal with anger…it depends on the situation. I mostly get quiet and withdraw from others. Sometimes I do yell, but it is rare. I tend to hide all of my emotions from others.

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Some things that make me happy are....traveling, my family, my friends, doing crafty things, books, music, my bed, pajamas, good food, good drinks.

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The saddest moment in my life, these are the top in the order in which they happened. Obviously the death of my family hurt worse than that of my pet, but I loved my bunny too. The death of my b...

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So I have this friend I met through FB. We shall call him B. He is in the UK. He is engaged, was not when we met. I’ve always known he thought I was attractive. He is a nice guy, but not my ...

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So in a previous entry I mentioned a crazy day in Vienna, however the craziness actually occurred in Salzburg. While studying in Germany when I was 19, we had Friday’s off and so my friends and ...

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The most disappointed I have ever been…I like any person have dealt with disappointment at many different times in life, but I think one of the most disappointing times in life is when I felt bet...

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