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So life has been a mixed bag of emotions lately and I have so much to say so I guess I will break it into topics by paragraphs. Family…still worried about my parents. My mom is being forced to re...

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This morning on my way to work my car was hit by a pickup truck. I am ok my car wasn’t damaged too much, but this was a shock and stress I didn’t need. That’s all I have to say for now. Thankful...

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I just give and give and give and when I need it back there is no one there to return the favor. How much more can I give without getting it back and giving up. I have to learn to walk away ev...

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Well as you all know I am not a frequent write on here, well I can when I make an effort, but I tend to keep to myself as in my own brain rather than even share on here my deepest darkest thought...

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Well a week has passed since my potential work crisis and it seems either the kid was lying when he said what he said or the mom didn’t really care about it. Things have actually been going well...

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For those of you not up on the current movies this stands for designated ugly fat friend…I have always been aware of my weight and that I was never ever really thin or even thick, but always over...

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First with the great news of the day…my brother and parents left a little while ago to bring my grandfather home. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. Now for the low…I am feeling low pa...

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His surgery went well and if he can go pee tonight yet he will be home Thursday. Now if only everything else in my life would straighten out. I am beat night all and thanks for all the well wis...

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So it's been with the wind chills as low as -40 here over the past few days. Coldest temps I have ever been in. The weather has matched my mood cold and bitter. I was supposed to have a date ...

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So so so much craziness going on in life since I last wrote and it all has me down accept for one thing and that despite the fact that I am broke and shouldn’t be going. my friend and I booked ou...

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you tell me and yet you are the one keeping me from being truly happy and I don’t have the courage to tell you this or to let you go so I can be happy. I try and try oh how I try, but I can’t se...

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So the funeral for my grandpa’s Helen was Saturday and now that the formal process of grieving is done, I can begin to move forward in my own healing in my own way. When a death happens in my fa...

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I just got off the phone with my mom and it wasn’t good news. She called to say my grandpa’s girlfriend Helen who has been a surrogate grandma for the last 10 years or so passed away a few hours...

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is going to get his ass kicked by karma. I just keep waiting for it to happen. He is seeing two women at once and both are crazy. I think one with snap and do him bodily harm and then I shall s...

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They are predicting it to be so cold tomorrow morning that school is already delayed which it will be nice to sleep in, but not nice that I will lose 2 hours of pay. The temps are to reach 20 be...

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Work is going ok, but I can definitely tell I was away from the two clients for almost 2 weeks. For the one it’s a good thing and for the other not so much. I love kids hope to have at least on...

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Life has me on an emotional roller coaster lately. One minute happy and with good self esteem and then the next down in the dumps and grouchy. I am doing my best each day to focus on the positi...

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Well the first dud of the night was my date lol. He was as I expected socially backwards and still not over the death of his father from last year which I completely understand, but the socially...

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at least I hope not lol here you go three shots in three different kinds of light enjoy. I got a trim just to clean the edges up, and the color is a special blend just for me lol. It has a hi...

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Well turns out James did reply yesterday to confirm the time and my phone never notified me. I went to text him again and there was the reply weird so instead of re-asking him I was polite and ...

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I said I would share why I was so busy over Christmas so these are things I have painted, made, and one for displaying all the cards I get from my many friends around the world. I believe the fir...

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I played a joke on my friends with social media today and my friend who does my hair and I almost peed ourselves with laughter. I started my making this post Going to get my hair done shortly…wil...

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I am sure many of you remember me telling you of the shattered friendship between myself and my friend in the military last year when he shut me out and never acknowledged the gift I sent him. W...

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So my friends and I rang in the new year by having an 80’s pajama luau. All of us girls were sporting side pony tails and blue eye shadow and we all wore pajamas and had leis or grass skirts. M...

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I am feeling better and have made a promise to myself to not let people treat me a way they shouldn’t and to make it known to them that they hurt me even if it isn’t on purpose. I hope that we a...

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