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Feeling down again, this time more so about my self worth and wondering if a man will ever see what a wonderful person I really am or am I destined to be alone. Right now it feels like I will be ...

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So for me I started on March 21st counting that as the day life changed for me the most because of the virus, so that is where day 38 comes from. Technically I guess it really began the 14th so ...

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Feeling alone, feeling tired, feeling emotionally drained, feeling anxious…you name a negative emotion I’m probably feeling it. Not sure what triggered such a huge barage of emotions, probably pa...

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Well my brother had to return home this morning, he just pulled out of my parking lot. I am sure I can manage taking care of my parents for now since my hours were cut, but it has been helpful h...

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I know not all of you celebrate Easter, but for those of you do I wish you a blessed Easter. This is the first year I can remember not being able to attend the sunrise service at my church. Alt...

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So I had been holding onto hope that maybe we would go back for one month in June. That hope was shot down today when the governor announced that schools in PA would be closed the remainder of ...

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20 quarantine questions. Answer truthfully. Are you an Essential worker? Yes, the services I provide are considered medically necessary for the children I provide them too, but we are fortunate t...

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So although I had said whatever happened with Don and I happened or not happened I still had hope that things would work out. But I was a fool and was making excuses for him and his behavior and...

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So we are all hanging in here. I started my third week of telehealth with my kiddos and I miss working with them in person and it is just not the same. I am getting less than 10 hours a week an...

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Well hello my friends what a crazy world we are living in right now thanks to this virus. I will start by saying I am praying that you are all able to stay happy and healthy during this time of ...

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So this entry will update you all on my health this past year and some other random information. So I don’t talk a lot about my health, but I have been a type 2 diabetic since I was 19 or so. I...

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So part two will be family issues My dad in general is in pretty good health, but did give us a scare in August when he got out of his car and collapsed. Thankfully it was just dehydration. We ...

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So this entry will be part one of a summation of 2019 and obviously the beginning of chapter 40 in my book of life. This will be very long sorry, kinda letting everything out, but will do it in ...

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Wishing you all a wonderful day filled with love and blessings. Life since I last wrote has been a roller coaster of emotions, life events, and both good and bad times, but overall I have much ...

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This will be short. I turn 39 today. I am not ready to be 39. There is so much I wanted to have in my life by now that I don’t and I question if I ever will. This past year has been a rough one....

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I’m still so very sad. There are times I find glimmers and sparks of joy and other times my sadness over whelms me so much I begin to weep. I’m so far behind in reading most of you and when I do ...

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It’s funny how you think you’re doing ok, plugging along and then something out of no where triggers everything you thought you had dealt with or had moved past and you’re sitting alone at home s...

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Happy new year....2018 was one of the worst years of my life completed by being stood up tonight. Im hoping 2019 is a better year. Love you all.

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Wishing all of you a day to appreciate all that you have and all the people in your life, you can celebrate these things even if you aren’t in the US. I am thankful for you all here who support ...

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Short sweet and to the point. I am still struggling, mom was in the hospital this week, but is home now. I am just so hurt for her. I just want her to feel better. I am stressed at work. I am ov...

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I’m struggling with a lot of things right now. I think I’m over my ex and then out of no where I’m overwhelmingly upset and cry over him. My brother has been living with me 6 weeks now and I need...

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I know I’ve been silent. I was healing, moving forward from my breakup and the drama and stress that had come with it. I can say I’m over him. Not over the loss of what I thought I had. I want th...

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So as usual I haven’t written in awhile, but have big news. Embarrassing as it is to admit at 37 years old I finally have a boyfriend. We celebrated one month yesterday. I am so smitten by him...

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depression and anxiety and unhappiness, but oh how I hide it well from everyone because although I love everyone in my life they never get it. I say some small things about having a bad self est...

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Merry Christmas to you my lovely friends. May your days be filled with love, joy, and peace. I will be celebrating with my mom who has been in the nursing home since her latest surgery at the be...

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