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by Always Laughing

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May 13, 2014

Pantsing myself lol

So a funny anecdote about today. I was wearing capris and for some reason as the day went on they kept getting looser and looser as I stood up to get out of my car I thought oh my better be care...


So even if you don't want to learn more I am still posting it and you can read or not read lol A - 33 will be 34 or June 7 B - bed size: full C - chore you hate: cleaning pretty much anything,...


April 27, 2014

Last night

Last night I decided that what I need best is to be strong and be single and not worry about if I find love from a man. I am loved and it may not be the romantic kind of love, but loved just the...


April 26, 2014

Why A.R.J.

Why tell me this? Why when you'll do nothing and it means nothing because it isn't enough..."Relax Maria I love you as a friend and a little more and you know it xxx" No I didn't know it, I knew...


April 19, 2014

Happy Easter

Happy Easter to one and all. Whether you celebrate Easter or not take the time to be with family and friends and enjoy all the gifts that you have been given in this life. For me Easter is a re...


On my drive home tonight, I was stopped at the tracks by a train coming through and there was a truck next to me. We were waiting to go up main street. The lights changed and a man decided to run...


April 05, 2014

I regress

My title prb should be I am regressing. I find myself more and more isolating myself and becoming distant and disengaged. Part of me is doing this because I am feeling neglected by those who ar...


March 29, 2014

Down

I am feeling down today. I shouldn't be, but I am pretty sure this guy isn't interested in me anymore and well in general I am okay with it because I am pretty sure he wasn't the one, but it was...


March 23, 2014

First Date

So the title is obvious I ended up having my first date with Don last night kinda last minute. Let me back up a bit. Don was the 43 year old I mentioned in the last entry who I met on ok cupid ...


March 18, 2014

Update

Just a bit of an update. First things first I did write good bye to my friend. I couldn't stand the thought of calling him and him not answering or writing and not hearing back, but I would've ...


March 11, 2014

Grandpa

So I haven't written in a bit. I am still being positive and really enjoying it. I am trying not to tell people that I am doing it as a challenge because I don't want any recognition for it. I...


March 06, 2014

At peace

Well I am done, aside from this, talking about the situation with my friend unless he ever contacts me again and then I will update with that, but I am mostly at peace with things. I told him al...


March 02, 2014

I hate the unknown

I promise someday soon I will stop writing about this whole messed up situation. I say this because I don't want to have to think about it anymore, but until that day comes this is my place to v...


So I had written a rough draft of the letter I sent to him and I am sharing it here so that I can get your opinions as to why it has caused him to not communicate with me. I am using X as I don't...


March 01, 2014

hurting

This whole thing hurts way more than it should. I wish I had never sent the letter or package. The whole point was to express to someone how they are important to you because we never know when...


February 28, 2014

Is the friendship done?

So those of you reading lately know of the situation where my friend did something stupid that crossed the line of friendship and I wasn't all that bothered by it cause I've liked him and hoped m...


February 24, 2014

disappointed

I really need to stop believing in people who don't deserve it. As one of my readers told me I can't let others define my self worth or bring me down and lately that is all I am letting happen t...


February 22, 2014

Sometimes

Sometimes you just need to hear that you are loved, that you are appreciated, that you are cared for not for what you can give someone, but just because you are who you are. I am feeling that I ...


February 19, 2014

forgiven

My last entry was about a friend of mine that I have been friends with for 10 years, we have an odd friendship as a few years after we became friends he enlisted in the army and I have only seen ...


February 15, 2014

hypocrite

You tell me I deserve better and that you'll kick anyone's ass that hurts me or treats me in a way I don't deserve and then you turn around and become one of them, you damn hypocrite.


February 13, 2014

Just once

I know not having a boyfriend is not the end of the world and I try not to let Valentine's day get me down, but just once in my 33 years I really wanted to have someone special to celebrate it wi...


February 10, 2014

I cooked, therefore I can eat

Since you are all mostly new readers, I will tell you I work a lot into the evenings and by the time I get home at night am too worn out to cook, but I am trying to take better care of myself and...


February 08, 2014

picture test

This is a pic from my trip to Slovakia and the Czech republic this summer.


February 05, 2014

Down in the dumps

33 and single and I struggle with wanting to find someone special while just trying to live my life and just let love happen. There are three guys in my life who I have left into my heart and 2 ...


February 03, 2014

Why are men so _________?

I didn't have an apt word to use there for the description. I often write about my dating life or lack there of and this is just a rant on why I can find a billion men who want to have sex with ...


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The beginning of my writing at a new site