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Finals are nearly over. Guh. While I appreciate the necessity of studying library management and administration (on account of, you know, having to work with people to get the things you want), I...

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Spent the early morning imagining someone else could see through my eyes. Looked at the colors differently. Found every blue thing in the room. A good thing.

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I miss making wine disappear with Mike. That's all!

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I bought him a book. I bought him a world. Several. And I lent him worlds too.

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He's dead. It's awful.

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David told me about a clever way these history majors rate girls: the girls are ascribed years. It's a four point system. The first is 0-1, 0 being not hot and 1 being hot. The second rates the f...

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Plotinus on the essential nature of virtue is nice and clever: "If a fire is to warm something else, must there be a fire to warm that fire? Against the first illustration it may be retorted that...

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We have always known that we are fighting something, when we strive to be noble. I have no patience for the despair at the biological/neural drives behind man's action. The Greeks knew that a man...

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My grandfather died on Wednesday, which I found out last night. "Aubade" is in my head and I'm sad.

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That was a singularly gorgeous, oppressive novel. Christ.

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I was thinking about how we choose our friends more or less arbitrarily when we're little. Then something changes, and we look for friends who suit us (whether or not we find them is, of course, ...

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A gust bends the hair Into a spindly halo While we are walking. I wish you wouldn’t notice Me tame it back into place, Worried you will see yourself.

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Wasn't accepted to Brown. I knew it was a long shot from the outset, but I'm still sad. Only two schools have contacted (and rejected) me out of the nine at this point, but I'm still nauseating...

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I have these moments where I'll browse memories, and then all of a sudden, I'll think I'm living in the days I've been thinking about. I thought it was late autumn during my senior year of high s...

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Joyful yesterday and today. Last night, Willow and I made spaghetti, and Kalil came over to watch The Hedgehog. I wept big, unattractive, German tears. Manly tears. It was incredible. Of course, ...

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Yesterday was good and vibrant. Woke up with news mitigating the disappointment of a grad school rejection: I was nominated the outstanding graduating senior in the Philosophy department. Hooray!...

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The facial expressions can be a bit much, but his range is incredible and he does a fantastic job. Let It Go Cover - bearded man

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I made a fort in the break area at work. It's enormous! Also, spinning in circles. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NwHOW51b5uk&list=PL46945DF360C68094

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Anxiety's returned. Yesterday I got my first grad school rejection...via email (classy, Northwestern University). I applied to seven other schools, and it's a good thing no one else has gotten in...

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My room has the ghost smell of wine and a hint of cinnamon, which I'm liking and hoping won't go away. Josh and Adam's friends are long gone. I met one of Aaron's doppelgangers tonight, which was...

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Nighttime makes nearly everyone melancholic. "Remembrance, like Rembrandt, is dark but festive." In the winter dark and in the chill from the bare and pretty iced window I'm annoyed because I've ...

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Today we watched Jenseits der Stille and I got to cry in front of all those classmates. Nun ja. Weinende ist, was ich tun. I love the clarinet, which doomed me. I get that perverse jouissance fro...

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