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The Abyss
I have daddy issues. It’s just a fact. I was doing okay, better than I ever expected I would. I was getting out there. I went to a hot springs/spa for the 1st time. Made an entire girls day out o...
Funky Fresh
I feel out of it. I slept okay last night. Better than usual, really. Still, I feel …off. I’m very likely gonna have go under the knife again. I’m having horrible GI issues because of all the adh...
Drunk
…but okay. I’ve had too much to drink. I feel good though. I’m going to the gym daily. I’m SWIMMING! It’s been amazing! I’m doing well. Better than before anyway. I’m gonna start meds soon. I hav...
Today
Today was a great day. It wasn’t anything spectacular either just a perfect example of what I want this new life to be. It started simple enough with good morning conversation that lead to fun na...
Therapy
I had a good session with my therapist today. I like her a lot. She seems to hear me & really pay attention. She also actually helps me problem solve. We’ve worked on a bedtime routine that …...
Bowling
I went to dinner with my son tonight. It was difficult but it was also pretty great. He has some pretty severe mental health issues. I do my best but I don’t always know how to handle it. I’ll de...
I Want to Dance With Somebody
I went dancing tonight. I got all dressed up & went dancing! Me. Dancing.
I got Botox today
I’m going to try getting waxed. I bought my first pair of fishnet stockings and a dress! I should’ve worn them together today but I’m waiting for the right shoes. I have a new apartment. The fanc...
Insomnia is a gross feeder.
I am so tired. I have yet to sleep a single night of restful sleep. It’s wearing on me. I am still putting one foot in front of the other but I kinda wish I could stop for awhile. I’m pushing mys...
A good time without any stress FINALLY
I am going to a work holiday lunch today! For once, I didn’t have to lie & pretend it was mandatory in order to have “permission” to go. I didn’t spend hours thinking & stressing about wh...
And it only took 30 years...
I did it. I left. It happened on Saturday but I’m already close to signing for an apartment. I’m THAT done. It should’ve happened A LONG time ago. We all know that. Luckily, I’ve been planning fo...
Book Description
The Stuff that came AFTER.
