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The Greenhouse
After a few weeks of heat and thunderstorms, the weather today was very pleasant. Finally, I was able to continue my daily walking routine after being more intermittent for a few weeks. Apparentl...
Health and Choices
We bought way too many treats. Had invited Crush out again to grab some food, and we ended up making several stops, getting drinks and snacks at each spot, joking about being bad influences on ea...
Just A Moon Looking At A Sun
Thanks to a certain celestial phenomenon, I got to hang out with my crush for a day. It’s honestly so weird to think of having a crush in my 30s. There’s a part of me that kind of rolls my eyes a...
Fear
FDR once said we have nothing to fear but fear itself. Fear can be paralyzing. Fear itself is not an inherently bad emotion; fear can provide a useful “gut check”, to warn us of potential dangers...
Neurotransmitters Are Crazy
Returning here after some months, this time with reinforced neurotransmitters from antidepressants. First time I’ve ever tried them in my life. I always thought that I didn’t need them, that I co...
Pyramid Schemes and Groceries
Watching a few videos on YouTube about searching for jobs, I clicked a few videos about creating YouTube channels themselves, curious how people even get started making all these channels about j...
Jitters and Cake
Maybe it’s psychological overload but I’m feeling a bit of a hedonistic streak this weekend so far. Spending the week being more sad, concerned about events, taking care of chores – in a word, ad...
Eggs and Actions
We have some chickens in our small suburban area. Not big enough to be a farm, but “homesteading” I suppose. We get eggs and the chickens are honestly so much fun, they have personality and emoti...
Awkwardness and Desire
As I alluded last entry, I have always been very awkward at social interactions because I’ve never quite grasped neurotypical social convention. That has often left me awkward, frustrated, and/or...
Being Special and Excuses
I went grocery shopping and made a little dinner tonight. Thinking of doing some kind of baking. Muffins perhaps. Pretty sure I have a packet of muffin mix for being lazy, but also I’m trying to ...
Where Is Next From Here
A long time ago, in a galaxy far away, there was a man who did the best he could to keep up with life and then one day just… broke. Okay, maybe it wasn’t that long ago. Certainly not that far awa...
