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Middle of the road
I'm at a crossing point in my life. I don't like making choices, but I feel like if I stay complacent much longer I am going to wake up and be 52 and wonder where the hell the last 20 years went ...
Sad fries
My roommates cat has cancer. I've lived with him for the past 4 years and he is a sweet kitty. One of the sweetest ever. He is declining-- we have him on supportive meds to keep his food down and...
Weigh In 6.9.14
01/13/14: 229 (starting weight) 01/20/14: 224 (-5) 01/27/14: 222 (-2) 02/03/14: 221 (-1) 02/10/14: 218 (-3) 02/17/14: 216 (-2) 2/24/14: 215 (-1) 3/3/14: 213 (-2) 3/10/14: 210 (-3) 3/17/1...
Still not feeling 100%
and my god, jailbait package guy is getting on my nerves. Like, I get it, your new to the job and have questions. But wait.... Didnt you do this same job all last summer? Fuck. I want to punch ...
Im a tired guy
So, I slept like 9 hours last night. still feel really tired. My throat is better, but still grumpy. Dang it Jailbait package guy. ugh. it's just 9am. I am at work til 6pm. 9 hours left. Methi...
My throat burns...
ugh. I think I am getting sick. The little man in my office who wears too tight of pants... (I need a better name for him... jailbait package man?) was sick all last week. And I think he has pas...
Gypsy Blood.
Seriously. I think part of the reason the cruise life sounds so good to me is that I love to move around and reinvent myself and space. I have been in St. Louis since 2007 and in my same apartmen...
Im alive
So. Past couple weeks have been nuts. I graduated. I officially have my master's degree. woo-hoo! Now lets see if that translates to a better job... I went on a cruise. That was AMAZING. I reall...
Just finished my thesis
Now. I want to drink. Or have random sex... But trying to be good... But if I drink my morals go out the window. meh. Bed instead. Brain= mush.
I need the help! ;)
Hello Everyone! I have a huge favor to ask! I am currently working on my capstone project for my final class at Webster, If you could take a few seconds to answer this survey, it would help out a...
3/17/14 Weigh In
01/13/14: 229 (starting weight) 01/20/14: 224 (-5) 01/27/14: 222 (-2) 02/03/14: 221 (-1) 02/10/14: 218 (-3) 02/17/14: 216 (-2) 2/24/14: 215 (-1) 3/3/14: 213 (-2) 3/10/14: 210 (-3) 3/17/1...
Grumpy Fries
One of my coworkers drives me batty. She is lazy. She is also... dumb. But she has been here longer than most and makes more money than most. Also she is the only racial minority that we have in...
Tinkerbell's Vagina Smells Like....
Grapefruit Bergamot. Sometimes, I find myself to be quite giddy, and to a point, immature. rewind. So When i was at Disney, i stole some lotion from my hotel room. It has Tinkerbell on it. I ...
Reaching out.
Daniel, crystal guy and massage therapist, has stopped talking to me because I said I wanted something more than casual, but not rushing into anything. I am picky, methinks. So. yeah. Im get...
My heads under water.
This John Legend song really is amazing. "All of Me" Go check it out. So I promised a real entry. Yo. Hey, What's shaking Proser? My life is... uneventfully hectic. Is that possible? My car has...
2/24/14 Weigh In
01/13/14: 229 (starting weight) 01/20/14: 224 (-5) 01/27/14: 222 (-2) 02/03/14: 221 (-1) 02/10/14: 218 (-3) 02/17/14: 216 (-2) 2/24/14: 215 (-1) Total lost: 14 Pounds! Goal: 190
TGIF again
I feel zapped off all energy. I don't know what the deal is and why I can't focus on anything. But... I want to go take a nap. Only 6 hours til I can go home. well, go to the gym. I feel very b...
Other duties as assigned...
So Apparently in my extra duties, I am now "Watcher of the Dog". One of my doctors is out of town and I am currently at work. In a hospital. With a dog in my office. A cute chocolate lab puppy. ...
Sucking day
Im over today. So started out with me at the dentist: I have horrid teeth. Growing up poor and not having dental insurance for like 16 years does that. I mean, they are perfectly acceptable teet...
Audition went well...ish
I bombed the first one. The part was boring and the "lover". The second one... I think I did ok on. Actually, the other people reading starting laughing in how I made the character. The director...
ugh. tired.
I could not fall asleep last night. I tried and tried. Around 2 am, I went to the bathroom. I feel asleep sometime after that. Was up at 7 for work. Im dragging. I am leaving at 4:45. I am rea...
TGIF
Really. This has been a shit week. I have a ton of work to do today... and I am just over it. Seriously... going to be the longest, laziest day at work. I listen to Pandora at work. I have bee...
Od is in it's final hours.
It's weird. a huge part of my life... gone almost. I went back one last time. looked through my memories. Sad that it had to end, though I do like this fresh space to open up in. I was ready for...
Sunday Funday Review
Well, today was a lazy day. :) I liked it. Have to go back to work tomorrow.. Which I don't really like, but oh well, thats life, eh? I went to the gym today... trying to get buff, you know... h...
Sunday Funday
I just got back in from church. had been a while since I had gone... Was nice to be back. Today is looking like a boring day. Laundry is done.... I need to go to get groceries... but I am trying...
Book Description
Well. this is awkward.
I wrote on opendiary, on and off, for 13 years.
and now, It is gone. This makes me sad, because while I wasnt the most active writer… I felt sense of belonging there…
It helped me when I was 18 and coming out to my family.
When I was going through some major depression in my early 20s.
The community supported me through college. My move from small town Cape Girardeau to St. Louis.
and finally through me loosing 100 pounds.
I have met ODers in real life. I have hugged there babies and laughed along side of them.
My sister met her husband on Opendiary.
Just funny how a little website can change your whole life.
So.... checking out this new site. hoping to track down some old favorites and make some new connections.
“The only thing constant in life, is change.”
– JF
