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*Update!* Divorce costs too much. Don't get married kids.
I met with the attorney today and let me just say that divorce is expensive. The office I met with only does uncontested divorces. Meaning my ex and I would have to agree on everything before the...
Quick update
Got my first vaccine shot yesterday. My appointment was at 4 pm. I got there about 10 minutes early. It is at the fairgrounds here and you stay in your car the whole time. I finally got my shot a...
New Year, still married :/
Here I am a little over a year later since my ex and I separated, and we’re still married. So frustrating. I finally got a zoom meeting with Legal Aid in January. And because I had a few question...
Been a minute..
I didn’t realize it had been so long since I had written an entry. I actually had to go back and read the last two entries to see what was going on at the time. Things haven’t gotten any worse, s...
Emotional Wreck
I don’t like that I am having to write so much again. Things had been going so smoothly, I guess it was due for something to mess up and cause chaos again. I called Legal Aid yesterday and left a...
Blow up
Why do things seem to be going pretty good where my ex and I are concerned and then BOOM, a blow up happens? He sent me a text earlier asking if I had plans for the kids on the 18th. That’s my we...
Bigger person
I know I’ve said this before, but I’m going to say it again. It is SO hard to continue to be the bigger person. No matter how hard it is though, I know it is the better course of action. As I am ...
What am I thinking?
So in the midst of everything going on in the world, my husband sent me a message on FB saying basically he’s sorry for everything. And that if I can give him time he would like to reconcile. If ...
Mother's day
A woke up at 6:30 this morning. The earliest since we’ve been stuck at home that he has woken up and of course it’s on Mother’s Day. We let the dogs out of the door to the backyard from my bedroo...
Going stir crazy
It’s happened. I have reached the point in this pandemic where I am going to lose my mind. First let me say that I want everyone to be healthy and I want to follow all guidelines. But if I can’t ...
Incredibly frustrating
I am incredibly frustrated with my ex. He put us in this situation and takes it out on me, like I chose it. B is having a hard time with having to go over there to visit him. I think part of it i...
Surviving
Taking things day by day here as I am sure most of you are too. I’ve made small accomplishments while being sequestered away in my house. I finally got my ex’s desk cleaned off. Now if only I cou...
What a world...
What a fun couple of weeks it’s been since I last posted. I’m sure everyone’s daily lives have been interrupted from this COVID-19 pandemic. B’s been home from school since last week. The governo...
Trucking along..
Well my family function went fine. By the time I got to the restaurant the table was already full so we had to start a new one. My mom came and sat by me and my brother and his kids. So that save...
Family
Today will be the first day I have seen my extended family since my separation. I am really not looking forward to it because I know I will be bombarded with questions. Questions I really won’t h...
New normal
We are settling in to our new normal around here. It’s been pleasantly drama free (for the most part) since my husband moved out. I’m getting used to not having anyone here at the house except fo...
Heartache
Can anyone tell me when the nausea and heartache subside? I was fine all day today until I got a notification from Facebook. He re-friended me on FB. I never got notifications from posts before ...
More of the same.
I feel like I want to vomit and cry all at the same time. I don’t want to cry because I don’t want to have the kids come running to see if I am okay. They’ve seen enough of me crying lately. So...
You guys...
Y’all. He came home tonight to pack up his stuff. He gets the key to his apartment tomorrow and will be moving tomorrow and Saturday. He had told me earlier today that we needed to talk about her...
Here we go again..
As much as I enjoy being able to get my feelings out through writing on here, I really wish things would calm down enough where I didn’t have an entry for every day. Last night my husband came h...
Blow out
We had a huge blow out last night. On Sunday I got him to agree to have the kids two weekends without his other woman there at their apartment. She would go stay with her dad while the kids are v...
Taking the high road
I feel like I have done pretty good taking the high road, especially on social media. But today for some reason I could see posts that the other woman has tagged my husband in on Facebook. They w...
😕
I just want to crawl into a hole until this whole thing is over. I am super emotional today. Probably because I finished the Legal Aid paperwork last night and mailed it by my work today. I didn’...
Seeing red.
I’m really tired of being pissed off. My husband has just started thinking more and more about himself and not the kids. This is out of character for him and it is really irking me. He’s itching ...
Legal Aid
I called Legal Aid today and thankfully they do help with divorce cases. After giving them some information, the gentleman said I should qualify for help. He’s sending me a 10 page packet in the ...
