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I’m trying to write here haha. Work is great…rewarding and amazing. I am starting to feel like myself again,working out and eating healthy… Men are…well,men.Dwain and I are friends now…no sex or ...

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o I really want a full time job. I interviewed at a prison last week and a psych hospital this week. I think they went well. I did see a lot of others interviewing for the job! So, now I wait! ...

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I am having the best summer ever. I have been to concerts and I go out with friends. I don't feel lonely anymore. My dogs are awesome. We go jogging. My job is awesome. I have Chinese on the...

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Not much has happened. I stopped talking to my friend Maria m.I think the decision was mutual she just kept saying really insensitive things. Jay ignored me for a month and won't explain why......

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Wow, I haven't written and a lot has happened. First and foremost, my friend since high school ( my only male friend right now) shot himself in the chest last Friday. My other friend from high ...

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So,Ex bf has been texting me lately.He claims he loves me.Interesting how it's been seven months.He wants to try again,go to counseling...but he still doesn't get it.He said " we never learned ab...

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Dwain texted me all normal after the tire incident.Annoying.I told him if he really had wanted to see me he would have come to pick me up.He said he blames my car.Ummmm ok. So then this weekend ...

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So,I am prn at the hospital but usually they need me.My boss called today and said she doesn't need me and that the census was low and I worked too many hours last week.I didn't have to go into m...

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Alright so it's Sunday night and It's going to snow.Again. I'm cold and I want to go to bed but I have paperwork to do.I should start that.Goodnight.I will write a proper entry later.

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Alright I am a little lonely but it's fine.I had another amazing day at work and for the first time I think I know what I am doing at work lol.I have been working here since November and there's ...

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Today... Dwain has been texting since yesterday like nothing happened...normally would upset me but whatever.... I had an amazing day at work! Terrence sent me a pic of his kid with a caption ...

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I love Pink. Tonight my car needed new tires.Dwain and I had plans to go eat and he was in Richmond for a bar crawl during the day for his friends birthday.I told him I didn't have my car back a...

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I love that song. Alright....so here's how my crazy goes.Jay texted me a few times yesterday.I answered him but I told I was too tired to see him.Then I told him I wasn't interested in hooking u...

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Alright so I don't know if Anyone remembers Jay.He is my friend from college.Ive known him ten years.He convinced me to leave my husband and then after I did he told me he liked me.So began the m...

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So my dog is super anxious and hyper.I bought him a thunder shirt and it has already calmed him a lot.I am amazed. I haven't heard from the job....and my former coworker said they might not be a...

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Alright,the two part time job stuff isn't working for me anymore.i am not making enough money and the hours aren't consistent .I hate to give up the hospital job.MAybe we could work something out...

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I am so sleepy!I miss my crush,d.Hes out in the storm doing his weatherman thing.Weve been spending every weekend together.I enjoy his company.We laugh together a lot.I am not rushing to define t...

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Woke up to a text message from my ex saying"any chance we can talk about things At some point?"I said I didn't think that was a good idea.He said he has learned a lot about himself and he learned...

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It's snowing again!I wish that meant a snowday for me tomorrow,but I will be essential personnelling my happy ass to work tomorrow regardless of what the roads look like.Snow is scary to drive in...

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This weekend flew by!Friday night I went out with my dreamy crush lol.We went to Ruby Tuesday.He asked me to come back to his apartment with him. I went over to his apartment and we sat cuddling ...

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I mean,why?Just why?Every time my ex texts me,he puts me in such a depressed mood.It sets me back.I want to block him but I don't know how. I should probably let go of all my feelings for him,b...

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Alright,the weight isn't coming off yet but I do feel better.Except tonight I am extra hungry. I went out with my crush Friday night.We were out late and he lives sort of far away so he crashed ...

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I'm feeling better.It didn't hurt that I got to spend two hours with my friend's newborn baby today.That was so awesome!I love babies so much haha. As for my little crush,I am definitely realizi...

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I don't really have much to write about,but I feel like writing.I want to get whatever this is out of me.I feel...depressed.inadequate,angry.and more depressed. I had been doing so much better.I...

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So,last night after I wrote that entry,I went to sleep.my friend called and she was crying.We talked about her stuff and then she brought up how she didn't want babies.I said I really think I do....

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