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I don’t know if that’s the right word. I have so many friends, and I am incredibly grateful for each one. I’m lonely for myself I suppose. I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I want someo...

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Or why I am single. I went to a bar a few weeks ago and met a guy…totally out of character for me but whatever. I was really into him and we spent a lot of time together over the past few weeks...

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I will be 32 in five days, which isn’t a momentous occasion. It’s not a special year like 40 will be. I am celebrating regardless. Any excuse to get some friends together and stir up some trouble...

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I’m not going to make excuses. We all do our best with what we can, right? I don’t know what that means anymore. I’m just doing. I’m just living and trying to be happy. I feel content, and that’...

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I’m watching George Lopez because I love older tv shows . George W. Was president when the show took place ! Then , friends is on ! Love it ! Anyway , I have to take a dating break . I mean , I ...

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I sometimes believe I am in control, but I remember I’m not. My moods are all over. I wonder if maybe I am not supposed to be in control. I have been doing well. I have been eating well. I have...

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So, I am super excited about things right now( that’s where my title came from)! I am taking a Lyra class tomorrow night at the studio. I have never done it before. It looks really hard, but fu...

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I love Bishop Briggs. Can I post videos hereZ? [enter link description here] () Did that work? I don’t know. The vocals, the lyrical genius, the…boom…shut your mouth and run me like a river… lo...

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Why is it that I can’t talk about things without getting upset? I am in such a foul mood because two of my coworkers were talking about the best sex they’ve ever had and sex in public places. My ...

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I just forgot to document that I did two inversions unassisted and two leaning pole sits last Friday! I felt so proud. I missed class this weekend because of work…I’m worried I have lost my skil...

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First, pole update : Nobody’s gonna pay to watch me do this, BUT I am definitely getting better....worked on pole sits, inversions, and learned some little spinny tricks. SO MUCH FUN ! Serious q...

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It has settled in. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo old and exhausted right now. TODAY IS MY FRIDAY! I am going home Saturday to see my Dad for Father’s Day. I need to find a present f...

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I love, love, love ” Afire Love” By Ed Sheeran. I could listen to it seven billion times. It makes me cry sometimes. Listen to it. Ed wrote it for his grandparents. His grandfather died of Alzhei...

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I’m lazy. I don’t feel like making a title. I don’t even really feel like writing, but it has been a long time. I need to write. I am in a mood. That’s really the only way to describe this. I do...

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Ok, so, things I am proud of myself for : 1) I texted Mr. Car Salesman that I am not interested because he is ignoring me( maybe I am not proud of this. He is clearly not interested, also, but ...

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Well, tonight is my last night of work for the week. I did not do well this week. My anxiety was high as a kite. I worked several hours over and ended up not sleeping well, which resulted in me m...

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Such a bitch. I’m not lonely- not actually. I am accustomed to being alone. I had a gloriously frustrating period of no sex for nine months. I had decided I wasn’t going to have sex until I foun...

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I think I really needed a rest day today, because I was supposed to go to barre , but I could not make myself get ready in time. I felt guilty, but took pup to the dog park. We made new friends i...

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I am a crazy person, by no stretch of the imagination. People say to me several times daily: “you’re crazy.” They laugh. I am actually crazy, but I’m funny too. I’m learning to embrace my Bipola...

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My dog has a mast cell tumor…cancerous.... My cat is nowhere to be found .... Busted my nose when I fell up the stairs.... That’s all for now .

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I wake up every two hours ,gasping for air ,Choking on air -not really sure How to describe it . My dad had a stroke in June .it was devastating.he went to rehab and he is doing better now ,but m...

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Tonight concludes day 7 of my douchebag cleanse .Tonight I feel like I could just cuddle up with someone.Dont worry - no one is interested in that . I am so grateful for my job.I feel passionatel...

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If you knew me from long ago ,you know that I have a boy who comes back like a cockroach,one I allow back . If you know me now ,you know me as someone who is strong and someone who should never ...

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So much is going on-not much is happening… I spend most days trying to maintain.I went through a pretty dark depressive episode ,isolated myself and stopped working out,although i knew that was c...

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I swear I will try to write more often. Where do I begin ?For whatever reason.i have trouble writing on my phone.It doesn’t feel The same as a computer,but I don’t have my computer right now.I le...

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