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Press pause
I have no idea where to even start. So much has happened, and it makes it feel impossible to just jump in and start talking, with no preamble, but then I don’t have the time or the energy for the...
Spoofyginger
I love my husband because he walks around in his pants singing songs to the cat about being ginger, to the tune of Gold Finger. Real entry coming soon.
Long overdue update of ALL THE THINGS
House We have finally moved in to our very own house, a house we actually OWN! (Or, you know, own the debt for). I sort of can’t believe it’s really ours but at the same time it feels as if I’ve ...
Stop
I feel like my body has decided I need to just stop for a few days. Stop playing roller derby, stop spending hours of the day in a car, stop feeling overwhelmed with the amount of things there is...
Still
Let me preface this by saying, I am not unhappy. I have no regrets. We are hopefully moving in to our new house soon and there are job developments on the horizon and I am beginning to feel a lit...
Oranges are not the only sofa
I bought a sofa. Originally, when looking on the internet, I wanted this one: Pretty, non? However, it was "pleather" and I have a 3 legged cat who occasionally grabs at the sofa to pull himse...
The opposite of destruction
Earlier I spoke to my mother to find out what happened in the process of my sister getting her mortgage. We're trying to buy houses, mirror image but otherwise identical houses that are semi-deta...
3.1
I got my 21 day progesterone levels back today after my second cycle of clomid. It was 3.1, almost exactly the same as last time. Which confirms what I pretty much already knew, that I still didn...
Rage and sads
I am angry and tired and emotional and irrationally angry at pretty much everyone, but especially smug motherfuckers whose lives always seem to come up smelling of roses no matter how much shit t...
Further thoughts
I think I kind of ran out of steam on the last entry and didn't explain everything especially well. Thats the trouble with not writing for ages, there is so much to say that you can't give enough...
Passing by
Yeah, so, updating. Thats not a thing I do anymore apparently. Life is.... muddled. Its wonderful, and amazing and everything I could want. I have a wonderful fiancé who treats me like a prince...
Eh Jupiter, you don't got a song
Last day of the holiday today, it's been lovely. So wonderful to just relax, eat, drink and do rudes. I stil marvel that I love sex now! Who knew?!? I finally understand what all the fuss is abou...
Eh Jupiter, you don't got a song
Last day of the holiday today, it's been lovely. So wonderful to just relax, eat, drink and do rudes. I stil marvel that I love sex now! Who knew?!? I finally understand what all the fuss is abou...
To the sea
A lovely meal in a restaurant by the sea, cocktails under the stars. We went for a walk to "look for the moon" apparently. The moon has been huge and beautiful the last few nights but we couldn't...
Roller derby hurts
Feel like a massive bellend tonight. Feel like I'm pretending to be all YAYS cause we did a win n shiz and it's about the team, and not the individuals but I feel like I was just the dead weight ...
Hiraeth
I miss my job and my city and who I was when I was in those things. I miss direction and having a plan. I miss Cardiff. I miss it so much it makes my heart hurt.
This. That.
I am totally useless today. Sometimes I just have days where I faff about and achieve nothing, and I think today is one of those days. I really need a job where I’m not able to do that, like a nu...
Panic
Today has not started well. I was completely disorientated and confused when my alarm went off because I thought it was Sunday, so I felt out of sorts from the start. Then I went to get in my car...
Champagne Tuesdays
Last night I drove home in beautiful sunshine. It is moments like that which make my heart happy and remind me that some things ARE better outside of Cardiff. I wish I could take a picture but I'...
Mini adventures
I can drive now, but it still scares me. I am ok with driving my normal route to work because I do it twice a day. Its fine. Its 30-40 minutes but its fairly straightforward and I know there will...
Back to work and PSP
I couldn't delay it any longer and have had to return to work today :( I am much better and perfectly capable of being here but it doesn't make me like it. I am still grotty and snotty. On the pl...
Snot, snow, sperm and other shizzle
I am at home, vageuly watching the winter olympics and trying to do some work but I have the concentration span of a gnat with ADD and I still feel like an epic pile of crap. It started as a slig...
Books in Boxes
So this evening I shall be packing all my major life events of the last 13 or so years into neat little PDF files and saving them away. The good ship OD has sailed her final journey and, whilst I...
Froffee.
God damn it I am shattered today. I went to a friends 30th birthday on Saturday and people buying me large glasses of wine led to me having a slight case of the wine flu yesterday. Jonny had to w...
Ovulation station
I went to the Dr today and he was awesome and fabulous and gave me drugs!!!! YAY!!! So now I have progesterone to take for 10 days to make me have a period, then after that I take the Clomid to h...
