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2020s

by Jodi

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September 03, 2024

Storm & Fatigue

Surprisingly, we had a big storm yesterday. I was SO damn glad I was awake! I would have been woken up by several loud bangs of thunder and left exhausted. However, I’m pretty damn tired today a...


September 03, 2024

Quest S3

Saw something weird across the street today. Some woman was taking pictures around the honker’s place—she took pictures on both sides of the house, near the door. Then I saw her pulling weeds up...


September 02, 2024

Anger

I’m looking forward to trying the AI they’re going to add to Alexa once it’s available. Today, we’re going to remove the ugly black MLV from the exterior wall in the bedroom. Soundproofing is p...


September 01, 2024

Revising My Bio

Just when I was starting to think I would never get online, here I am. Not much to say, though, because we’ve been pretty busy. He finished one of the four bedroom walls yesterday. It looks grea...


August 30, 2024

Vaib

I wasn’t planning to do an entry today, but then I thought, why not? Especially since I slept a little better and have more energy today. I did have a bad dream last night, though, about losing ...


August 29, 2024

Damn Storms

Even more exhausted today as the sleep debt mounts, and the storms keep waking me up. Oh, to be able to sleep at night when the storms and motorcycles are much less likely to disturb me. I cras...


August 28, 2024

Both Exhausted

I’m not going to record my sleep on Google Sheets anymore. It’s too complicated due to my sleep disorder and the limitations of their sample template. I’m opting for a more straightforward appro...


August 27, 2024

Stormed Awake

Is speech-to-text trying to be my AI buddy or something? Every now and then, it inserts text when no one’s talking and there are no sounds. The last line in my story was, “She awoke bright and e...


August 26, 2024

Tom & Tink

Poor Tom and poor Tinkerbella. Tom has gotten too shaky to solder things. He’s always been into electronics, computers, and things like that; it’s always been his hobby to tinker with making elec...


August 24, 2024

Bad Dream

Another day of being tired thanks to staying up for a long time. I also had a dream that wasn’t a nightmare but still wasn’t great. It seems like it’s always one or the other for me—nightmares or...


August 23, 2024

Nightmare

Ugh, another nightmare—this one particularly worrisome. We were living in a large house, with the bedrooms upstairs and a basement below. The lock on the door was broken, and when Andy wandered i...


August 22, 2024

Just Whatever

Why oh why must the past always come back to haunt me? First, my nail is splitting again. But this is the second night in a row I’m spotting ants by the kitchen window, and we just fucking bombed...


August 21, 2024

Mulling the Inspire

Finished watching another episode of FBI. The latest VZ challenge is out. There are five rides ranging from 27 to 56 miles. I’m going to be riding through New York, Spain, Australia, Hawaii, and...


August 21, 2024

Pros and Cons of PB

I’m relaxing on my comfy little ocean—my waterbed—while waiting for my food to cook. Tonight, I’m making fish, a baked potato, and zucchini fries. The new PB update is a mixed bag. The new backg...


August 19, 2024

Inspire Surgery?

I’m allowing comments for this entry because if anyone’s had experience or knows someone who’s had experience with the Inspire implant for sleep apnea, I would like to hear about how it turned ou...


August 18, 2024

Silhouette Nightmare

Not much to report at the moment. Although I was a little tired yesterday, I’ve got good energy today, and I hope I do tomorrow too, even though fatigue is the main reason I’m going to see the do...


August 17, 2024

Bombed

So today was bombing day, and the rat was great. I sat in the back seat of the car behind Tom, and she was next to me in her little pink carrier, perfectly behaved. We stood in the driveway for t...


August 16, 2024

Knock Knock?

WTF just happened? I had a document open and speech-to-text was running in the background, but there was no sound other than the air cleaner in the other room, and it just printed the words “knoc...


August 15, 2024

Bailey, Bunny & Bombing

Miss Bailey now has lower lashes as well as upper ones, and I got the best Bunny shot yet. I was surprised it didn’t run when I went outside because it was so close to the door. It couldn’t have ...


August 14, 2024

Wall Tile Mishap

Ugh, I’m so frustrated! You’d think sticking 12”x12” sticky tiles to a wall wouldn’t be so difficult, but it is. Because they’re so sticky, it was hard to align them properly. Also, they’re thin,...


August 13, 2024

Disturbing Video

I considered going with Tom to his appointment later today, just to get out of the house, but I can still sit in the back and soak up some sunlight. It’s nice to have the house to myself every no...


When I was in my late 30s to early 40s and would sometimes get hyped up and act like I was still physically and emotionally quite young, I would sometimes chide myself for it and tell myself to “...


August 11, 2024

Kyle

I got a great photo of a rabbit in the backyard yesterday morning, as well as tons of snails on the fence to show Doc A. I also shared a picture of the tortoise with her. She and someone else wer...


August 10, 2024

Hopeless

Feeling hopeless when it comes to my fatigue and sleep issues and trying not to let them get me down. Not doing a very good job, though. My homemade cheese crackers came out awesome! I’m making a...


August 09, 2024

Guardian Angel?

When I’m alone in the dead of night, wishing I could always be on days, my mind starts to wander, speculate, and analyze. I’ve often been quick to say we live in a Godless world because of all th...


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Written in my 50s in California and Florida.