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December 2021
THURSDAY, DECEMBER 30, 2021 Woke up with more energy today which is great, but before I even got halfway into my day, I was tired. This fatigue has me worried about my health in general. I just h...
November 2021
MONDAY, NOVEMBER 29, 2021 So I had this dream where I noticed a green line running along my thumb beneath the tip of the nail at the base. I turned my finger so I could see underneath and noticed...
October 2021
SUNDAY, OCTOBER 31, 2021 Margaret emailed me to say that Dixie’s son tried to tell her that she’s not getting Diane back and Dixie, always in a constant state of denial, went off on him. He’s abo...
September 2021
THURSDAY, SEPTEMBER 30, 2021 I have so much to write about so I better get started before I get even more backed up. I’m sure I’ll forget some things but I’ll try to remember the basics. I’ll als...
August 2021
TUESDAY, AUGUST 31, 2021 Slept well last night and I’m looking forward to going to the beach at sunrise this morning before our grocery order arrives! This is the one that’s 7 minutes away but on...
July 2021
SATURDAY, JULY 31, 2021 I knew that getting good sleep the night before last and having energy was the exception and not the norm. Some strange thumping sound woke me up in the middle of my sleep...
June 2021
WEDNESDAY, JUNE 30, 2021 I’ve been feeling many things more and more often these days that are hard to put into words. This relentless boredom is really getting old. I have no drive or energy to ...
May 2021
MONDAY, MAY 31, 2021 Just sitting here waiting for today’s internal shitstorm to begin. Sipping cohosh and primrose tea for whatever good it will do me. Plus I took a Gennev. This is the third da...
April 2021
FRIDAY, APRIL 30, 2021 Finishing up watching Season 22 of Law & Order SVU. I can barely stand to get through it since it’s all political shit I’ve had enough of along with constantly blaming ...
March 2021
WEDNESDAY, MARCH 31, 2021 As expected, the anxiety is back. Knew it would be, but hey, I just have to learn to live with it and accept that yes, it really is a life sentence for some of us. Parti...
February 2021
SUNDAY, FEBRUARY 28, 2021 Delay #1 is going to be that my schedule is all wrong for contacting the realtor the second week of March, pigs gone yet or not. :( The only dream I remember from last n...
January 2021
SUNDAY, JANUARY 31, 2021 Going to end up having 6 anxious days in January and tomorrow will be my third skip since I still don’t feel 100% better. I have zero hope of ever overcoming this. The ol...
December 2020
THURSDAY, DECEMBER 31, 2020 On with my last entry for the year. A year that was shitty for the world in general but ended up working out well for us. I figured that if we’re going to have to wear...
November 2020
SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 29, 2020 Feeling kind of bad for Aly who has had more health issues than anyone deserves, especially her and especially for one who is still relatively young. It makes me realize...
October 2020
SATURDAY, OCTOBER 31, 2020 If I don’t come up with a decent idea for NaNo in less than 24 hours, then I’m not participating. I haven’t been able to mentally flesh out the very vague idea I have i...
September 2020
WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 30, 2020 A site that had one of his email addresses and a certain password connected to it was breached so we went and changed any account associated with that password regar...
August 2020
MONDAY, AUGUST 31, 2020 Another day of good energy. I’ve been on a roll with not being tired for over 2 weeks now for the first time in months. I’m not sure why I have spells where I’m exhausted ...
July 2020
FRIDAY, JULY 31, 2020 Couldn’t find the meaning of my maiden name but I read that it’s an Ashkenazic variant of a similar name. So was Norma wrong in telling me I’m not Ashkenazi? Well, 23andMe w...
June 2020
MONDAY, JUNE 29, 2020 It’s a chilly 73 degrees in the house right now. I don’t like it under 75. My lymph nodes have shrunk but they’re still noticeable. At least the one in my neck is. The soren...
May 2020
SUNDAY, MAY 31, 2020 Congratulations, assholes. You’ve made some of us look down on you even more. Keep on hurting innocent people while you are (understandably) angry at those who screw you over...
April 2020
WEDNESDAY, APRIL 29, 2020 Wished Christiane a happy birthday in public. I was curious to see if she’d notice and respond but of course she didn’t. I also couldn’t resist messaging Doc H and Holly...
March 2020
TUESDAY, MARCH 31, 2020 I’m now thinking the coronavirus death toll is going to be a lot higher than I first guessed it would be. I didn’t think it would get close to 1/4 mil, but if things keep ...
February 2020
SATURDAY, FEBRUARY 29, 2020 I see a worktable with wood/saws set up in Dahl’s driveway. It’s amazing how many people don’t give a shit about those around them. Even in a retirement community. Giv...
January 2020
FRIDAY, JANUARY 31, 2020 Ready to give up on The Killing and perhaps TV in general for a while. I’m tired of the unfair and unrealistic portrayal of society in general, even though I should proba...
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Written in my 50s in California and Florida.
