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In the Life Log - Day 19
Today was one of those days yet again. Despite having a good 7.5 hours of sleep, the wave of sadness hit me for almost the entire day. Work was very light again - had a couple touchpoint meetings...
In the Life Log - Day 18
Nothing special happened today. I got to sleep a good 7.5 hours in total - a bit over, even. Work was particularly slow today, save for a couple calls that I had with regard to the project that a...
In the Life Log - Day 17
Today was so-so; I was able to get ~8.5 hours of straight sleep. I dreamt about her again, and in said dream, we were chatting about our next date plans. ‘Twas really nice, until I got kicked bac...
In the Life Log - Day 16
Today went pretty well. I was able to sleep for 10 hours (most of which were straight), which I haven’t been able to do for about 3-4 weeks. Maybe the fiasco this past Sunday (among many others) ...
In the Life Log - Day 15
Today was a really bad day; not the worst, but certainly part of the top 5 in the past couple weeks. I woke up about 45 minutes into my sleep, only to realize that my bedroom was starting to get ...
In the Life Log - Day 14
Happy Easter! Today is a day of rejoicing, as Catholics all over the world celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ. This festive event reminds us that light will always triumph over darkness, ...
In the Life Log - Day 13
Sleep last night went quite well again, having about 8.5 hours of sleep total (2 + 4 + 2.5). Maybe I should really implement a cut-off for water too so I don’t wake up just to go to the toilet. T...
In the Life Log - Day 12
I slept well last night; got about 8 hours in total, with 7 hours being straight. I’d like to think that going to mass yesterday and having my confession contributed to it. If the opposite holds ...
In the Life Log - Day 11
Sleep last night was horrible again. I was only able to get 5 straight hours of sleep and took me about another hour (or an hour and a half) to squeeze in that elusive 6th hour. Thankfully, there...
In the Life Log - Day 10
Sleep was slightly better last night. I had a solid 6 hours of straight sleep, then it was all tossing & turning until I got another hour. Won’t say it’s my best, but it’s somewhat of an impr...
In the Life Log - Day 9
Another instance of not sleeping well the night prior. It’s been.. about 3 consecutive evenings and I worry the trend would continue. I’ve also had a mini-episode of a panic attack. I hope the in...
In the Life Log - Day 8
I didn’t sleep well last night again. After getting about 5 hours straight of sleep, I kept dozing off and waking up every hour or so until it was finally time for me to begin work. I do hope tha...
In the Life Log - Day 7
I slept poorly again last night; after going to bed at 1:30 am, I kept tossing and turning to the point that I had to take a 2nd dose of chamomile tea - finally got to sleep at 3 a.m. Despite the...
In the Life Log - Day 6
No other way to put it than saying today is the worst so far. I can only pray and hope that tomorrow will be better. Overall rating for the day: 1/10
In the Life Log - Day 5
Last night’s sleep was quite lengthy again, clocking ~9 hours. I dreamt of her again; we were in a group and discussing which restaurant to try, when I suggested that we go to this place that we ...
In the Life Log - Day 4
Last night’s sleep was the most decent so far; I think I was able to get about almost 9 hours’ worth. While today did not have (much) crying fits, a huge wave of anxiety and panic hit me again ju...
In the Life Log - Day 3
I dreamt about her last night. In said dream, we were both a bit younger, and I had the chance to introduce her to my colleagues. Then I had to wake up, bringing me back to reality. I also decide...
Gray (A Poem)
(1) I take a look outside With my eyes open wide Why do I feel this way Everything seems so gray (2) I try to comprehend And try hard to pretend That all of these make sense All the while feelin...
In the Life Log - Day 2
Today was pretty much the same as yesterday - multiple instances of crying, minimal appetite, and just not having the mood to do anything at all. I had to call out sick again, lest my work gets a...
In the Life Log - Day 1
Day 1 is always the hardest, they say, and it couldn’t be further from the truth in my case. I’ve been feeling so out of it after the past Sunday’s happenings (it’s already Tuesday, 12:55 a.m. as...
Wish (A Poem)
I didn’t realize almost a year had passed since my last entry. I’ll make it a point to post in here again, with the goal of being consistent. (1) It’s quite sunny out there Yet all I do is stare...
A Good Month
Despite the mood of yesterday’s entry, March was still a good month overall. I was able to gain further insight towards how others perceive me, and what necessary attitude adjustments I need to m...
Of Work and Attachment
While majority of my day was pretty decent, something in my mind snapped again. I’m not sure what the trigger is - could be my new colleagues, the slow pace / development, or a mixture of these a...
Dreaming
I have been dreaming everyday for the past few weeks or so; some of which make sense, while some don’t. What I find intriguing is this has never happened to me (at least to the extent my memory s...
A Quiet Day
Today was one of the more quiet shifts I had at work. Since I started my new job a month ago, my time was focused on meetings left and right, studying and contributing to the establishment of our...
Book Description
A collection of my thoughts, however random they might be.
