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September 10, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 177

Today was an ok day. I think I got to sleep more than 7 hours; while I did not have any weird dreams, I woke up panicky once more to the extent that I had to take my anti-panic medicine. I’m not...


I wasn’t able to log yesterday as things weren’t going well for me. While I got decent sleep, I was trapped in my own mind, and woke up feeling very anxious and panicky. I had to take my anti-pa...


September 07, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 174

Today was an ok day. I woke up a little over 8 hours, and while I did not (at least to the extent I remember) had weird or disturbing dreams, I still felt a bit panicky and anxious leading me to...


September 06, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 173

Today was not a good day for me. While I was able to get almost 8 hours of sleep, I had bad dreams once more and experienced brain fog for almost the entire day. Work was busy once more, as I h...


September 05, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 172

Today was an ok day. I had to wake up early because of my pre-employment medical (despite me having worked in my new company for a month now lol). I don’t remember having any weird and/or distur...


September 04, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 171

Today was an ok day. I got to sleep a little over 7.5 hours and also had good dreams. However, I couldn’t help feeling down when I woke up; must be due to the rains we’ve been having lately. I’l...


September 03, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 170

Today was an ok day. I was able to sleep a little over 7 hours; I did have another dream, a bad one at that (which I forgot), that it made me wake up in tears. No waves of sadness or panic attac...


September 02, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 169

Today was an ok day. l was able to sleep a little over 7 hours and had no waves of sadness or panic attacks, compared to yesterday. I did have a weird dream again, but thankfully nothing unsettl...


September 01, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 168

Today was below average for me. While I was able to get about 8 hours of sleep (well.. 6 hours uninterrupted + 2 extra hours), I felt anxious and lonely pretty much the majority of the day owing...


August 31, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 167

Today was a good day. I was able to get a good 8 hours (or almost) and didn’t have any panic attacks or waves of sadness. I did have another weird dream, but it was nothing alarming so I’m still...


August 30, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 166

Today was an ok day. I got a little over 7.5 hours of sleep if I remember correctly. I did have another weird dream - one that left me in a panic around in the middle of my sleep but thankfully, ...


August 29, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 165

Today was a good day. I was able to get a little over 7 hours of sleep with no interference in-between i.e., no unexpected speeches compared to yesterday. I did have another dream (nothing too we...


August 28, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 164

Today was an ok day. I was able to get almost 7 hours of sleep, more or less, but some of it was interrupted owing to some guy making a speech outside my place of residence. I hate it when that h...


August 27, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 163

Today was an ok day. I was able to sleep about 7.5 hours and while I had vivid dreams once more, I kinda forgot the context. There were no waves of sadness or panic attacks today too, so I’m grat...


August 26, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 162

Today was another good day. I woke up quite late, still feeling exhausted from Friday’s leg workout. In fact, I dozed off for another half an hour or so before I finally decided to get up. There ...


August 25, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 161

Today was another good day. I did have another set of dreams - once more, about a possible return trip to Japan. I did not have any waves of sadness or panic attacks today once more so it’s also ...


August 24, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 160

Today was a good day. I was able to get a little over 7 hours - in fact, I dozed off abruptly last night which is most likely is a result of my leg workout. There were no waves of sadness or pani...


August 23, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 159

Today was a good day. I didn’t have any instances of weird dreams, and didn’t have any waves of sadness or panic attacks. Since today was a holiday, I focused on getting a bit more rest than us...


The past 3 days were so-so. Sleep was adequate, but there were instances of having weird dreams once more. This is not to mention that I had a panic attack earlier when I woke up. Work was also...


August 19, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 155

Today was a pretty good day. I slept somewhere in the lines of 7 hours and while I had vivid dreams once more (this time involving my elder brother and vacationing), there were no waves of sadnes...


August 18, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 154

Today was a good day. I slept a little over 7 hours, and had no weird dreams (or at least to the extent I remember). There were no waves of sadness or panic attacks as well so all is good. I was ...


August 17, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 153

Today was a pretty good day. I had a little over 7 hours of sleep, and while I had another set of weird dreams (mostly revolving around school and the usual final exams for math), there were no i...


August 16, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 152

Today was an ok day. I had more or less >7 hours of sleep. I did have dreams again last night, but nothing weird this time so it didn’t left me unsettled. In addition, I had no wave of sadness...


August 15, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 151

Today was an ok day. I almost got 8 hours of sleep, although only about 6 of which was straight. Afterwards, I kept waking up in intervals. I also had a set of weird dreams; while they did not ma...


August 14, 2024

In the Life Log - Day 150

Today was another ok day. I was a bit lacking in sleep since I slept late, but was still able to get a little over 6.5 hours. I did have weird dreams yet again (forgot it already as of this writi...


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A collection of my thoughts, however random they might be.