I wrote this to keep alive
by Sara Crowe
Entries 208
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Feb 7 2023
Everything is fine but why my sister is home???
Feb 6 2023
Cant believe i’m actually late. I’m not dead. Just busy
Feb 5 2023
It’s tiring everyday. I want to move to his place ASAP
Feb 4 2023
I wonder if he really love me. But i guess he does. He contacts me almost everyday after all
Feb 3 2023
I’m still in love but i need rest
Feb 2 2023
Please don’t let me down. I get lots of acne because of you
Feb 1 2023
Quite late eh? I personally have ton of things need to be done now. Room for thinking about my own partner doesn’t getting small tho
Jan 31 2023
… … … What is love? really
Jan 30 2023
The intention is clear. Everything is always in my hand since beginning anyway Ah really…
Jan 29 2023
Let’s see what will happen next
Jan 28 2023
I’ve become much more independent now and never think about whether my partner will be gone or not. If he really love me he will contact me. If not i’ll be sad but what can i do?
Jan 27 2023
I can play Flowers song for my birth family. Really even my coworkers call them toxic. My partner do too. I really don’t need them at all they can remove me from family register
Jan 26 2023
I want to be a tree when i die. But i wonder if i can do that
Jan 25 2023
Reminder reminder Sometimes i forgot how my partner mind works So reminder to myself to just leave him be. If he want to see me he’ll jump right away to my place. If he doesn’t wanna, hmm well. ...
Jan 24 2022
You know what realistic? No one love us unconditionally. Even our parents love us because we come from their seed and egg. If someone doesn’t fit our condition just leave
Jan 23 2022
Cant wait anymore…
Liars
One guy said he liked me but date someone else and eventually marry her One guy said he loves me but he broke his promise with my parents My parents said they love me but they keep getting in the...
Jan 22 2023
If Homura said love is peak of human emotion, then the peak of love is suffering, suffering in the name of love, suffering for thinking about love. My mind is in shambles really … Can’t i just li...
Jan 21 2023
Whenever i go home to parents house i always feel like i had never gone to Jakarta, Surabaya and Malang to meet him. Really it’s weird.
Jan 20 2023
I wonder what’s on my partner head. I hope he doesn’t choose me because of pity. If he want relationship with girl with large boobs he should have gone to her and never see me again
About genshin
Kadang ga main genshin karena jadi mikir hal yang udah lalu. Tapi setelah lihat orangnya jadi mikir “kenapa aku harus sedih karena orang kaya dia?”
January 19 2023
I don’t want to think too hard anymore. If i’m not to your liking just go away and never come back. I wish my family would do so like that. They just after my money
Jan 18 2023
Susah kali cinta sama orang yang dikelilingi banyak cewek. Kalau ga ada aku dia masih ada stok lain sekeliling dia. Kalau aku biarpun banyak sekitar aku ya aku pilih dianya aja. Ya udahlah ya. As...
January 17 2023
Recipe for creativity is madness. I’m madly in love with… Well you know I also become mad because i lack of money 😂
January 16 2023
Do i love too much? I wonder. I feel like if you love someone you’ll be looking forward to see your beloved. If you don’t…well…
Book Description
If i stop writing here i either ded or no signal