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Why cant i see him. I want to see him. I wanna

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I’m so sleepy that remind me i forgot to take the rice to refrigerator

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You are all fucking liar

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You know why i got easily? It’s lovesickness after all

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You wont know how much i want

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You think i can make it alive?

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Sometimes the diary is error?

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Would be glad if i can see him soon

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Dont wanna go anywhere if you not gonna be there

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It’s hard to breath

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I feel lonely a bit at least i have boyfriend

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I lost my capodimonte spoon

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I thought i would die. Really i got into hospital like that ..

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I’m worried about almost everything now. Really....

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I dun wanna be clingy af so i’ll just take care of myself now

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Soon i’ll be 31 i wonder if i’ve been good or not

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Only snacking can calm me down

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Pls just stay with me dont leave me

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I feel like no matter where i go i’ll never fit in anyway. I’m not even loved. Maybe i should just die die die die die

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I dunno why some video concept just sprout inside my mind

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I dunno why is it only you in my mind

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It’ll be normal working days again in two days… Hmm. You know guys i’m actually happy when he said he really want to come. But i wonder if it’s true

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It feels strange somehow no family or partner in eid. But its so lovely to have him vidcalling me

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I learn to be alone. Just all alone. Alone alone alone

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Not gonna love me? Fine then

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