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Got some shit to work out
Coming back to write. Got some shit to process. First time in years that I’ve actual drank a bottle and a half of wine. I’m drunk, of course. Hate everyone that isn’t related to me. Ok...
biting the hand that feeds you..
In January, an acquaintance made a fb post that his dad passed away, leaving 5 animals needing to be rehomed. It’s been nearly a year since we lost one of our pup kids and I had been thinking ab...
They are getting married.
Why do I care? What feels so I actually have about this? Is it that I see him as a liar? Anythingforagreencard.com he used to joke. But was he really joking?? Good thing I have therapy today. ...
Well damn.
Though therapy appointment today. I feel trapped in various ways.
I am around
Feeling out of sorts today. Body does not feel quite right. Was supposed to go to a kink event today but I am not feeling it. Instead, I will chill on this heating pad. Going to a canning cl...
Back to vsg basics
When I first had vsg surgery, I was super aware of all the food that went into my body. I had to be - when your gut is only 2-4oz, you must prioritize what goes in it. While after these years,...
Nothing much here
So many of you feel inspired to write some shit, I don’t. Still though, I just wanted to pop my head up and say hi. How am I 47 years old? Where has my life gone? Why am I poly? Fuck, or ...
I went but later
Ended up having a date before karaoke. It was going alright so I stayed and enjoyed the chat. When I arrived many had left already. I chatted with the event host that I really like. She’s ...
I can do this.
This past Friday, I sent a text to the ex. Just saying “I know this is weird but it’s Friday, the flash opened and it’s weird we are not seeing it together because you were so excited about it. ...
Why are you angry?
I shall address this comment: “Why are you angry? Isn’t that what your promiscuous community does? If you want someone all to just you, be monogamous I checked my previous writing, no where does...
There was a break up.
Not how I expected it to go. I am polyamorous. I accept and welcome other relationships. However, I expect transparency about such things - especially when I’ve been encouraging it for months...
Price: kiss my boot, boy.
We met up with a fellow kinkster on Friday night - Lemon. He tells me he has a gift for me. He lays the peanut m&ms on the table. I eye him, glance at Prissy and then smirk. How delight...
slut shaming
Don’t hide behind the private comment button. When making a judgemental statement on my writing, own that shit and do it with pride. Let me recap it publicly (in paraphrase because I can’t be ...
Elope - are you nuts?
He’s driving and I’m staring out the window at 1145 pm. Me: i think I might love you. Him (softly) elope with me. Me: WHAT?!?! Him: nothing Me: what did you say? Him: nothing Me: elope as m...
Big sads
Been dating him what, almost six months now. He’s here on a work visa, for 17 years. His boss informed him that he is on borrowed time with his company. He is on a time clock to find another...
No title. cw; sex & cd chatter
Kink partner is on a time out - it may end up being a perm time out. He’s been moved back to my town now since early July. I’ve had 2 dates with him. I’ve been EXTREMELY patient. The final st...
I act out because I feel stuck.
While I AM poly and speak about transparency and honesty, admittedly I miss being secretive and the other woman. I like not having to be responsible for my shit and everyone else’s shit around m...
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Let’s start over.
