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Watching the inbetwreners pretty funny but might get sick of it. Broke up w slimy cook guy. Good riddance. I did go into the bar drunk on Friday though made some small talk he didn’t approach. I ...

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Tired of being blamed I’m not you’re punching bag I breathe I can fight back I’m here I can take it all in But that doesn’t mean I want to take it all in Doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt Just becaus...

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etflix Rupauls Drag Race. LOVE THIS SHOW.love me a good nflix binge. I love how they are so empowered funny witty enthusiastic and creative and fun. Its nice to see femininity embraced. Since la...

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Couldnt stop thinking about some bullshit my ex put me through before. But now that its kind of out of my head I don’t really want to rehash it. I went to my moms for dinner. It was okay. Good to...

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Lately I’ve been feeling kind of low and depressed. It peaks certain hours than I’m fine and baseline and happy even again. I’ve realized part of the issue comes from what I surround myself arou...

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I dont know how someone can be so cold. Oh well I guess. Um well I was kind of depressed before and wanted to stay in but now I really just want to go out. I get nervous going out alone but if I ...

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Ok so my christmas wasnt that bad really. it was pretty normal. no big fights or anything. it was laid back relaxed and brief. briefer than i thought it would be. kind of bugged me how brief it w...

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So im pretty upset. My job which is only two days a week has now decided to have me work one day a week. Its a cash job so the supplement was good. I have very little money. I was obviously tryi...

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I will never understand their reactions. Such of destain.such pissing and moaning.looking at me with such strain.im just trying to live.survive.because I want to eventually thrive.i wanna live a ...

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omg this 72 year old man on the streetcar was so wise to me. we struck up a conversation. i was nothing but happy and smiley and suddenly he said to me: “You are acting this way but I know you ha...

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one of his favorite songs was killing me softly. i wonder why now now i surely know he has no soul so he wants to take mine mistakenly he thinks its his but i know him too well but i will never t...

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got arrested for the first time. at 27 thats not too bad.... my week has been CRAZY and when i say CRAZY I mean CRAZY!!! first off i got arrested. nothing too bad. typical douche bag shit from my...

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I just wrote this now felt inspired What I would do What I would do if I was free I’d run into the open wild Scream on the top of my lungs With joy Jump cry sigh Look around and see All t...

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Tik Tok So I have been watching on youtube Kesha’s my beautiful crazy life a show about her life. It’s quite interesting she is quite inspiring and unique compared to a lot of the celebrities an...

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Three years ago today… 3 years ago today I almost lost my life And today for work training the training required me to walk right by the scene of the crime I had a panic attack I had to leave. I...

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I hate the system I hate that I live beside my abusive ex I hate that I’m broke I hate it all. :( I feel sad and mad. I hate that I talk to the cops and they can’t really do shit. He’s ruini...

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Under pressure So I had a mini nervous breakdown. Wasn’t pretty but it’s kind of expected. I’ve been under a lot of pressure with the new job, dealing with my teeth pain, going to the dentist a...

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Dreams So once again very positive dreams apparently. So vivid and huge. I dreamed about packing to move with an old friend of mine helping me. Apparently this means I am embarking on a very po...

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Dentist So I got hardly any sleep last night was up till 4 am, surprisingly I felt refreshed getting up at 9. I was up all night worried about the dentist. Which I really shouldn’t have much bec...

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Dreams So feeling a lot better today! I got the much needed sleep I needed. I got some cleaning done. Lately I’ve been having some really vivid dreams so I have been looking up online symbols c...

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Saturday night So I am at home not feeling too good tonight. My teeth are in pain I’m tired and sick to my stomach and alone. But I am happy to be home alone. I’ve been so social and surrounde...

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Story about twisted destiny About him my twisted soul mate partner in crime We met: In school three years ago Broke up: After he put his hands on me I saw him everyday than graduated and never...

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So busy day today! Woke up early which sucked at first I am have a sensitive stomach in the morning and threw up. But my air conditioning had to be fixed! Than I walked to the dr to get pain kil...

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Coolio So not been feeling the best physically but emotionally not bad. I emailed two prospective agencies. One is an employment opportunity for making jewelery and the other is a boxing class ...

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Test Went to get my blood tested today. Was kind of nervous actually. I’m testing for low iron and low thyroid. I kind of hope they are low because I want to believe my depression is not all men...

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