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Diary of a Useless Lesbian

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June 11, 2024

Well Hello

I am so happy to see you all. Or.. write to you all. Things really are changing over here in my little useless life. I feel like a new woman. A new timeline even. My little self would not beli...


December 28, 2022

Well

Christmas was wonderful this year. I think it really opened my eyes to how truly blessed I am. Everything has changed so drastically over the last few years, and made things so much better, now I...


December 02, 2022

Change

Things are changing, or rather I am changing. Definitely for the better but I must say it did take me by surprise, it’s almost like one day I just woke up and decided to be me again. To be confid...


November 05, 2022

Back Again

I think I might make writing in here a regular thing. I always need a place to gather my thoughts and maybe this is it. You see all my life I have done things and said I am a certain way because...


October 17, 2022

My Journey COntinues

Hello… It’s rather odd isn’t it, that even when we talk to a diary, we address it as a whole separate person when really our diary is a continues extension of our own thoughts and feelings and e...


January 28, 2022

Update - 28 - 01 - 22

Hello, I guess I just wanted to update you. Well I finally took the plunge and started my research and practice into witchcraft. It’s going wonderfully, I’m learning so much about myself and I’...


September 05, 2021

What am I proud of?

How far I have come in the last year. I am in a much better place mentally, I’m learning more about myself in order to make necessary changes and I’m starting my spiritual journey too. I’ve reali...


September 05, 2021

Duskwood

Alan - the chief of police in Duskwood called me wanting to ask questions about Hannah and Amy Louise Bell. Jake terminated this call. I suspect the chief is involved in Hannah’s disappearance....


August 31, 2021

27 - 08 - 21

My favourite animal, besides my two beautiful cats, are Whale Sharks. I want to start a career in fashion however I am looking forward to learning a lot in this work placement about social media...


August 27, 2021

26 - 08 - 21

I want something that captures the genuine love for each other whilst capturing how much we want each other. How happy we were then and how happy we still are now. How much we wanted each other ...


August 13, 2021

Sea Witchcraft

Sea witches are very in tune with the magic of the moon. Meditate on the water, “spend time in silence and listening to your chosen body of water for as long as possible. Understand the weather...


July 25, 2021

17 - 07 - 21

Something is changing. Something is already different. I have a much deeper connection with the water of the Ocean and with the moon now. I can feel it. Could it be after all this time I real...


July 25, 2021

21 - 06 - 21

I’m just so happy right now. AJ is wonderful as always but definitely getting a little sassy now too. I adore him though <3 Sim - I really do think I made her in a computer! She loves me so m...


July 21, 2021

Weird Coincidences

Thought about if Peanut was on tinder and then a couple days later I matched with him on tinder. Thought about Hayden from Primary School and Koren reminded me of her. I had a dream Kyle broke ...


July 16, 2021

28 - 05 - 21

We should get a private4 beach somewhere. Travel the world and then pick the perfect place for us to live, a beach where we can build our forever home. Keep all our belongings there and all our f...


July 13, 2021

28 - 05 - 21

I have a theory. This summer and Sienna thing must be getting in my head a bit. It’s not because I feel I relate to them personally - well maybe in some ways - but they have both done very crazy ...


July 11, 2021

01 - 02 - 21

Sim came up with the idea to dye my hair red, orange and ginger. We came up with the idea because I saw Bella Thorne with something similar.


July 11, 2021

Day 1 - Cat training

keep food away from litter tray introduce him to litter tray as soon as he arrives to the house place him in the litterbox first thing in the morning, last thing at night and after every meal....


July 11, 2021

DUSKWOOD 01 - 04 - 21

Hannah visited a family and in that family there is a Woman named Iris and her daughter is Jenifer. She was accompanied by an unidentified male whose support meant a lot to her. They were talking...


July 11, 2021

DUSKWOOD 01 - 04 - 21

Hannah visited a family and in that family there is a Woman named Iris and her daughter is Jenifer. She was accompanied by an unidentified male whose support meant a lot to her. They were talking...


July 11, 2021

01 - 04 - 21

My worries about Wolf are fading. I know that with Sim by my side I can do this and that we will make great cat parents.


July 10, 2021

01 - 04 - 21

Things are still bad with Edwardo. I guess that’s why he was in my nightmares. But I won’t give up on him. We need each other and whilst I don’t want to have to compete to stay in his life with S...


July 10, 2021

23 - 02 - 21

I’ve never actually tried to put my feelings for Sim into words. Probably because there are no words good enough and great enough to describe them. I am just so in love with her and there are no ...


July 01, 2021

23 - 02 - 21

I’ve never actually tried to put my feelings for Sim into words. Probably because there are no words good enough to describe the deep routed feelings I have grown for her in such a short space of...


June 28, 2021

1:07am 12-03-21

I have a theory that Sabrina was pissed at me being all over Edwardo and she was even more annoyed at Edwardo for hugging me back. And even though she took the picture she was mad that we are hug...


Book Description

This book will simply just be thoughts I have written in my journals or little bits and pieces that are in my journals that aren’t dreams. (My dream journal is my other book)

I am here editing this book on 2/12/22 as I would like to make it more of a diary than just a random thing. I find having this diary really helps with my mental state and I am really hoping to make positive use of sharing my thoughts with you all.