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And here we go.

by Dreaming Light

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I sold my heartbeat to have my fortune told. I stop looking for you today. I will not stop loving you. With time the intensity will dimmish, the pain will subside, the memories will dwindle and s...


July 27, 2022

Tear me down

come and fill the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying t...


June 09, 2022

Reboot.

Finding my own voice after so many years is refreshing yet unsettling. When did I stop being curious and let my anxieties and insecurities make me blend in to fit in so much, until I was me no mo...


April 21, 2022

For the want of a kiss.

You were there, so close. Every day. I was a fool then I’m a fool now. For want of a kiss I didn’t know I had. Never thought I deserved it. Never even considered your feelings. But you were there...


Two recurring dreams, with almost the same setting and nearly the same characters. It’s bizarre and frustrating that I can’t figure out what they mean and even why they are occurring. I understan...


February 16, 2022

Purple cat

I’m afraid someday my dreams are gonna jump at me, catch me off guard and I won’t be ready for the adventures. What if right? I’m absolutely not ready for that reality to become such a threat. W...


January 31, 2022

Crash landing into you

I fee like a storm is brewing. Far away. The air is getting cooler and humid with each day. The distant rumbling of thunder and lightning barely visible, hardly audible. I have neither proof nor ...


جو ہے تیرا لبھ جاوے گا کر کے کوئی بہانہ


January 05, 2022

Dear 2022,

I don’t know what to do with you. I can’t go touring any country because everything’s either closed or way too many restrictions. I go to the cinema fearing for my life. I can’t even lounge about...


December 17, 2021

Future ghosts

When a door closes, another one opens, your house is probably haunted. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know where I’m going. There’s always some new exciting adventure. Getting a fellowship...


November 05, 2021

NoJoMo Day 6

How have the past 2 dark years of the pandemic era changed you? I used to have a loud, chaotic life. At work and at home. I was used to the noise, in fact lack of noise gave me a ringing in my e...


My dearest Valkyrie, I keep having dreams about you, mostly because of what I just went through recently. I remember our time together. I remember how I wasted all the years. You are tall, and yo...


August 26, 2021

No vax funerals

I’m tired man I’m tired of going to so many funerals. I’m tired of arguing with people about the vaccine. I’m tired of debunking their ridiculous claims about the vaccines. I’ve heard every moron...


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The same two dreams repeating over and over and over again. As if all the happiness in my life is now sprinkled into the dreams and I must gather every speckle of it, one by one to make any sense...


July 02, 2021

Ain't no sunshine

Busy days are the best. Its the slow days that make me think so much.


June 15, 2021

J'te l'dis quand même

I understand none of it. I love all of it.


So this is where you go from peace and tranquility. Yin Yang makes sense. There’s always chaos lurking in peace, there’s always peace lurking in chaos. In my case, going down a rabbit hole that ...


All the turmoil, pain, anxiety, fatigue and hopelessness goes away once you’re across the finish line. That’s it, you’re done. You’ve done it, you’ve made it. Now what? I’m extremely grateful for...


I have made you suffer left you waiting in the rain While I was chasing demons in the deserts of my pain You know me better than the poison in my veins So my love remember when God forgets my na...


ham ghuum chuke bastī ban meñ ik aas kī phāñs liye man meñ koī sājan ho koī pyārā ho koī dīpak ho, koī taarā ho jab jīvan raat añdherī ho ik baar kaho tum merī ho It’s been over a year now....


The original had no charm until I heard this cover and it hit me. Feels like walking on razor wire. So hauntingly beautiful. That’s me in the corner That’s me in the spotlight I’m losing my rel...


April 26, 2021

sastanàqqàm

“There are certain emotions in your body that not even your best friend can sympathize with, but you will find the right film or the right book, and it will understand you.” ― Bjork I feel this...


April 20, 2021

mera pyar

*meri awaaz sun lay na meri geeton mein tum wo alfaaz chun lay na jo ho jatay thay gum mera pyar tumhi ho tumhi to ho jaana meray saath tumhi ho tumhi to ho bhulana na mera pyar tumhi ho*


April 19, 2021

Headlights on the parade

And if in love she cried Something wasn’t right I’m sorry Would be easy To say I love you Headlights on the parade Light up the way Headlights on the parade Light up the way I go, yeah Close you...


Book Description

Somniferous whisperings of scarlet fields
Sleep calling me and my dreams are wondrous
My reality is abandoned (I traverse afar)
Not a care if I never wake