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The perfect drug
I promised I won’t return to you, my perfect drug, my darkest sky. All my dreams are primal, all my wants are primitive and void of material. Is it still possible to get lost in the forest? Would...
You know I'm such a fool for you
You have what you have, when you have it. Even my heroes have died and I keep living on. The salty-bitter taste of blood in my mouth, and it won’t stop raining. It rains all the time, nonstop, no...
I'll never get to heaven coz I don’t know how.
I’m desperately trying to buy my way into heaven coz I don’t know how to win the good graces to have good things in life. No amount of good is returning back to me or bringing me any worldly joy....
Somewhere in between where and why
Somewhere in between here and heaven Somewhere in between where and why Somewhere in another dimension I can hear you asking me why I’m still here, with this song, I don’t know where else to go....
Why
Stuck between my own regretful insecurities and wondering if it’s even worth achieving every happy thing in life. ساری خوشیاں مل جاون تے پچھے کی رہ جانا Somewhere in between here and heaven Som...
In the end
Ain’t it strange When everything you wanted Was nothing that you wanted In the end Ain’t it strange When everything you dreamt of Was nothing that you dreamt of In the end I realize how I much ...
Queen of Pain
Here I am, the me underneath.
The trick is to keep breathing
I sold my heartbeat to have my fortune told. I stop looking for you today. I will not stop loving you. With time the intensity will dimmish, the pain will subside, the memories will dwindle and s...
Tear me down
come and fill the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying t...
Reboot.
Finding my own voice after so many years is refreshing yet unsettling. When did I stop being curious and let my anxieties and insecurities make me blend in to fit in so much, until I was me no mo...
For the want of a kiss.
You were there, so close. Every day. I was a fool then I’m a fool now. For want of a kiss I didn’t know I had. Never thought I deserved it. Never even considered your feelings. But you were there...
You met me at a very strange time in my life
Two recurring dreams, with almost the same setting and nearly the same characters. It’s bizarre and frustrating that I can’t figure out what they mean and even why they are occurring. I understan...
Purple cat
I’m afraid someday my dreams are gonna jump at me, catch me off guard and I won’t be ready for the adventures. What if right? I’m absolutely not ready for that reality to become such a threat. W...
Crash landing into you
I fee like a storm is brewing. Far away. The air is getting cooler and humid with each day. The distant rumbling of thunder and lightning barely visible, hardly audible. I have neither proof nor ...
میں راضی اپنی ذات توں ، میں اتے اپنی اوکات توں
جو ہے تیرا لبھ جاوے گا کر کے کوئی بہانہ
Dear 2022,
I don’t know what to do with you. I can’t go touring any country because everything’s either closed or way too many restrictions. I go to the cinema fearing for my life. I can’t even lounge about...
Future ghosts
When a door closes, another one opens, your house is probably haunted. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know where I’m going. There’s always some new exciting adventure. Getting a fellowship...
NoJoMo Day 6
How have the past 2 dark years of the pandemic era changed you? I used to have a loud, chaotic life. At work and at home. I was used to the noise, in fact lack of noise gave me a ringing in my e...
I think it's strange you never knew
My dearest Valkyrie, I keep having dreams about you, mostly because of what I just went through recently. I remember our time together. I remember how I wasted all the years. You are tall, and yo...
No vax funerals
I’m tired man I’m tired of going to so many funerals. I’m tired of arguing with people about the vaccine. I’m tired of debunking their ridiculous claims about the vaccines. I’ve heard every moron...
You may not need me, but i still miss you..
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Have I found you or lost you?
The same two dreams repeating over and over and over again. As if all the happiness in my life is now sprinkled into the dreams and I must gather every speckle of it, one by one to make any sense...
Ain't no sunshine
Busy days are the best. Its the slow days that make me think so much.
J'te l'dis quand même
I understand none of it. I love all of it.
Find what you love and let it kill you.
So this is where you go from peace and tranquility. Yin Yang makes sense. There’s always chaos lurking in peace, there’s always peace lurking in chaos. In my case, going down a rabbit hole that ...
Book Description
Somniferous whisperings of scarlet fields
Sleep calling me and my dreams are wondrous
My reality is abandoned (I traverse afar)
Not a care if I never wake