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Just Ugh...
So I haven’t really written much lately. The world has just gone crazy. F… the guy I used to date at work… well his side chick, who I guess is now his main chick though I think he’s still paying...
Weird...
So a kinda weird thing happened today. I used to write a lot about M way back when but not so much anymore. He’s still with his gf, they had a baby, he still seems mostly miserable with her but h...
Blah...
I haven’t written in a bit. There’s not a terrible lot going on. Still cutting carbs, though I cheated with ice cream today. I still haven’t had soda. I made a pizza with zucchini crust. I made a...
Dr...
So yesterday the bf and I had our tele-appointment with the fertility dr. Basically just going over stuff and next steps etc. He asked the bf a lot of personal questions about whether he had eve...
Dreams...
I took today off and stayed in bed til nearly 11. I was hurting a lot and having weird dreams. Some of it involved M from work. It was intimate but not sexual if that makes sense. And in part of ...
Conflicted...
I’m having some conflicted feelings lately. Don’t get me wrong… I love my bf and it’s not about him. I think I just haven’t really ever fully gotten over my previous bf. It’s hard to do that when...
Good Weekend...
It was a pretty good weekend. I got out of work early on Friday for whatever reason. Came home and my dad was here cutting the grass. It needed it terribly. Then I spent like the next 5-6 hours c...
1 Year...
I’m feeling really grouchy. It popped up on my newsfeed today. I knew it was coming… but still… tomorrow will be a year since I had to let my bestest puppy go. I miss her so much. I was looking a...
Old...
I’m officially old. On Tuesday I ordered a thumb brace on Amazon bc I think I have arthritis in my thumb and it’s been hurting a lot the last couple days. I’ve been on RA meds for a few months no...
Good...
The bf started his new job. He was hating it a little bit for the first 2 weeks but it’s gotten better. He’s currently working Monday through Friday 6-2 but that will most likely change after his...
Annoyed...
I am so freaking annoyed with everything. I guess I had fun at the convention. I enjoyed some food. I enjoyed getting books. I did not enjoy my bff annoying the absolute fuck out of me. I know s...
Kittens...
Well for starters, I was super worried and stressing that the momma cat (Trixie) was going to wait until I was out of town to have her kittens. Plus she’s such a tiny cat in the first place (prob...
Really...
As if today was not stressful and crazy enough.... I found out earlier that my ex that I work with apparently knocked up his side chick. I hate hearing about people being pregnant, but idiots li...
Work Stuff...
Ok, so I got a new boss.... for all of a week before he apparently up and said fuck it I retire. So now everything is super crazy no idea what is going to happen next. All I know is now I have to...
Work Stuff...
Ok, so I got a new boss.... for all of a week before he apparently up and said fuck it I retire. So now everything is super crazy no idea what is going to happen next. All I know is now I have to...
Sorry...
First of all… sorry to anyone that just got a million updates from me where I was moving entries into different folders because I realized all my entries were in the 2018 folder. I really just w...
Sorry...
First of all… sorry to anyone that just got a million updates from me where I was moving entries into different folders because I realized all my entries were in the 2018 folder. I really just w...
Plague...
Yeah so first a tornado and now coronavirus. My work is seriously considering quarantining operational only staff at work for 2 weeks or more. I got a call from my boss last night saying to stay ...
Twister...
So just in case anyone is wondering, I’m fine. Tornadoes really did a number on Nashville but I live northwest of the city. My parents and sister live like a mile from one of the touchdown spots ...
Spaz...
So the pupper is now just over 11 weeks old. She was born December 7th. She’s gotten all her puppy shots and should be ready to be spayed in another week or two. Last Wednesday at the vet she wei...
Just Did It...
So I found a puppy I liked on cl and just went to see it and ended up liking her sister better and brought home a puppy. The bf went with me. Of course my dogs are still being jerks to her bc the...
Again...
It’s been forever again. I haven’t exactly bounced back and am still in a perpetual funk. Grieving sucks and it hasn’t gotten any better. The holidays were bleh. My sister’s dog had bone cancer ...
