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Posing a Question (Hypothetical)/ And then an Entry :)
First, there are elements that must be accepted as FACT and not up for debate. (1) Any form of Solitary Confinement has the potential to be psychologically damaging. (2) Many violent offenders al...
Truths and Changes
I think it is quite telling about the state of our country how far Left people think I’ve gotten. In truth, the differences between who I am now and who I was in 2005 (politically) aren’t that l...
Defund... Defend... Defy
As I have been cataloging… too many in my profession and my office vehemently object to BLM and DefundPolice. Which, as I keep repeating, is ridiculous because here’s the bloody truth: My office...
Presentation Trend: Advocate Waiter
Title Chosen by Random Word Generator. Apparently… I have a lot to say today. Let’s get to it....... Yesterday actually worked pretty well. I spoke with Nancy about possessions and we’re both pr...
Talking For Sanity
So yeah. Lots of big heavy large over-the-top things happening in the world and my sphere. I mean… the fact that my county has been a perfect example of the disease truly threatening America ha...
Can't Get A Break
Holy. Shit. I just can’t get a break. I thought I’d be okay today as I am in court. Y’know… not that being required to be in open court is a SAFE place what with MID outbreak; but I figured at l...
Positive or Negative?
Real Entry to Follow: Those who follow me on Facebook already know this but… As you know, I live in a county that believes their worship of MAGA and the fact that we are a mid-size rural Farming ...
Long Day
Well… it is almost 1:00 on Saturday and I still have a long day ahead. :/ I’m wrapping up in the office and then… mowing, walking the dog, cleaning the house, all the fun “Free Time” shit that c...
Nightmare
I don’t tend to watch Eli Roth movies (though I may have to since he’s attached to the Borderlands announced film.) Ultimately, I don’t need to watch the Cabin Fever movies or the Hostel series ...
Today
Today has been… emotional and weird. I certainly woke up on time to get to work today but I figured between how tired I was and the impending doom of next week and the next six months; I figured...
Grump and Bah
Man… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m just… tired and unmotivated and stuck. It’s like… I don’t know. There are so many things I want to do but I don’t have time… then I get tired and “c...
There's Always Dreams
As I am writing from my phone, I won’t go into appropriate detail for this but it was unique enough to write down. Last night’s dream was me going on a proper date. The woman was a combination o...
Painfully Honest
I am going to be painfully honest here. I have a mild fever. The fever being mild likely means it is NOT COVID. But what it does mean is that… yeah… duh doy… I have a shit immune system. I’ve...
Well, expletive
Last night my personal laptop died. Like… sparky fire fray in the electrical wire shocked me and burned me died. So, I don’t have a computer unless/until I get replacement stuff for the dead la...
Nites
This will attempt to cover a fairly large amount of time so if this gets long… fair warning up front: Friday, before I had to skidaddle to MBFITWW’s; I had phone therapy. There we kind of drille...
NBD
It’s not a big deal really. In fact I probably wouldn’t have mentioned it at all but my Mom sent me a text to tell me she was thinking of me, wanted to make sure I was okay this evening. You s...
Bureaucracy and the Law
Truly, working inside the government in any fashion proves just how unlikely LARGE SCALE conspiracies are. Small scale? Like the CIA killing US Citizens or the FBI planting agitators in the Bla...
THE FUN ENTRY
Yes, I’m writing a lot today. But after yesterday, I was so abysmally distraught over the sheer URGH of everything I was running into that I didn’t even have it in me to write the fun, silly, of...
Come Now The Weekend
I am so glad I’m visiting MBFITWW this weekend. Seriously… if, and obviously this could happen… if this gets cancelled last minute: I’ll just use all of my vacation time accrued and disappear f...
The World and More
Unfortunate Necessary Warning: Today… was A DAY so this is pretty damned long. What a world. Woke up this morning and had an interesting idea for a fun entry (will still post eventually), took a...
Sharing Again
I am sharing this again because it can’t be shared too much. If you love someone, take care of them and care for them.
The Last Monday of June 2020
Today is shaping up to be a fairly mediocre day. Couldn’t sleep last night, which obviously sucks. Didn’t get Nala as much exercise as she needed yesterday which also sucks. Honestly, the dog ...
M'Day
So… my day didn’t start out so hot. Basically… I woke up and figured my day was going to be drinking, jacking off, walking Nala, Anime, and video games. But at 2:00, Victoria invited me over. ...
16 Seconds on Therapy
AFTER one session, so far I like my therapist. Typically when I discuss service and my life to this point… I hear all sorts of shit about wanting to control others or narcissism or things of tha...
Decision Made
Well… the decision was made. Despite me taking Friday off and preparing my house and making sure everything would be just right for my parents to visit… So of course they called me Thursday nigh...
Book Description
I was 20 when I first started taking pills that let me see the world with a little less pain. A few months after that, I met a woman that I thought was beautiful and interesting. When I was 26, I proposed. We married when I was 27 and moved to Omaha. That is where our marriage ABSOLUTELY fell apart. That was 2011. For the last many years; I had been trying to salvage the marriage. At the end of 2019, I told my wife that we needed to separate. This year we file, she moves out, and I try to figure out how to get my shit sorted.
