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one word at a time

by serenesunflower

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5 hours ago

Blue

I like the color blue Whether the monday blues I shared with you Or the blue skies of a city you once visited Even the blue scrubs that looks great on you With that blue bangle you always have w...


5 hours ago

three

I want you to know that you made this life worth living. I thought my world ended when I failed myself and yet, there you are, shining so bright to my eyes. Like a moth drawn to a flame, I flew ...


December 06, 2019

Sky

I had always like the sky. I like how the clear sea-blue sky exudes calmness and serenity. I like how the glistening starry sky of a pitch dark night emanates complexity and intelligence. I like ...


December 01, 2019

Game

Sometimes it feels like I am living a life predetermined, pre-programmed, like how you played a character in a video game, restricted to the rules of the game and preset set for you. At times, I ...


November 29, 2019

Blessings

Last month was like a rollercoaster ride for me. Was it enjoyable? Yes. Was it scary? Somewhat. Would I ride it again? I’ll guess I have to think about it once the need arises but for now, I woul...


October 15, 2019

Lily

You, the one I grew up with. Your antics, your child-like personality, your naivety and everything that completed you had been and always will be one of the reasons why I walk on my path. Your ob...


October 06, 2019

Time

I am lost. I feel that I keep on losing myself as the days go by, leaving memoir at its trails and fragments of who I used to be, who I aspired to be, who I am destined to be. A coward, I had alw...


August 01, 2019

Silence

It’s been a while since I enjoyed some silence and solitude in my life. Everything feels in place and I am in control. But what is this uneasiness inside of me? Is it the perky sunny side of me r...


July 04, 2019

Coward

I am one. I knew it since I was a kid. How I avoided fights with rationality or rather excuses sometimes. How I ignored my displeasure to avoid conflicts. How I solved problems with money as a me...


May 05, 2019

Infinite

How is it like to live life to the fullest? How is it like tapping your unknown potential, your exclusive peculiarity to reach the epitome of your branches of life, the king of your own world? Wo...


April 18, 2019

View

Here I am, lying awake, stomach growling, body shivering to the cold weather of Amsterdam dusk, I ponder upon the fact of how lucky I am. Had I said no to my beloved mother invitation, I would no...


April 03, 2019

Desire

I crave more than I can receive. I seek a material, a medium to satisfy my satiety of never-ending lust of consumption in a form that is ever-changing like how a water shapes itself to its contai...


Book Description

this is a collection of my feelings, what I had contained in my mind and what I have been waiting to pour out. all these entries are a mix of everything logical, everything emotional and everything nonsense I experienced whereby the titles may not mean what the entries are but are related to one another at time of writing, which I do not intend to edit but reflect. this book with entries will be my way to be a better version of myself, in channeling myself in something that I thought would be best at time of creation in which may improve my well-being mentally. hopefully. or not, teehee.

in summary, its mostly a hobby, teehee.