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More Health Issues
About 2 weeks ago I went to the doctor for my continuing stomach issues and she got me a new cocktail of medicine to try. I’m surprised they haven’t tried to refer to me a GI for a scan or anythi...
Stomach Pain
I have a new thing I’m getting to worry about health-wise. Stomach pain. It’s in my upper stomach (above the belly button) and seems to get worse throughout day. It’s better when I lay down and w...
Spoke too soon
Yesterday I had a pretty nasty tinnitus day again.... Damnit I thought this was solved. It’s 1000% my sinuses though. Every time I notice the high pitch is louder than usual, my ears start poppin...
Eureka
My high pitched tinnitus is finally gone. It’s still too early to tell for sure, but it seems like maybe the high blood pressure I’ve been dealing with is to blame for my debilitating tinnitus. M...
I'm falling apart
I swear my body has been falling apart over the past few months. Until around the end of October last year, I had very very few health issues. I felt fine most of the time and rarely got sick. Si...
LA
We just got back from our trip to LA yesterday. Honestly, most of the trip was really nice and not a whole lot went wrong, except for like 2 things. First of all, I flew separately from Jessica b...
Antibiotics
I’m on my third round of antibiotics now for my ear infection. The first two seemed to help while I was on the antibiotics, but the pressure feeling always came back right after I stopped. I’m re...
Tinnitus
So I’ve had tinnitus for a long time, like over 10 years. It does suck but I’ve been pretty good about ignoring it most of the time. I only accidentally focused on it when I was in an environment...
Therapy
I had my first ever therapy session recently. I woke up on Monday and realized I hadn’t showered in 3 days and the kitchen and my office were a total mess. I hadn’t posted anything online in week...
I can('t) see clearly now!
Contacts So my new contacts arrived about a week ago and they are AWFUL. I had never been so uncomfortable in my life, just felt like sandpaper in my eyes. The doctor told me they get much more c...
New Monitor
warning this is just tech nerdy crap so if you don’t care about that stuff skip… Something I didn’t mention in my previous entry is that in order to better play games together, I’ve basically giv...
Panic Attacks
I’ve never experienced one before, but last week I’m pretty sure I started. I had these weird deep shakes that would start deep in my chest and radiate out to the rest of my body. I was having a ...
bear
Yesterday was a difficult day. I took Bear in for his annual checkup and for the first time got some bad news. He has a heart murmur. We’re trying to get him scheduled with a vet cardiologist to ...
One Day At a Time
Weight Loss My weight loss is pretty much plateaued at this point. I’m losing a tiny tiny bit but it’s nothing to write home about. I haven’t really been overeating but I’ve had a few weak moment...
Weight Loss Update again
Kind of a shitty weight loss week tbh. I haven’t lost anything. I went with Jessica to Oklahoma city last weekend and while I didn’t stick to my diet perfectly, I also made really good decisions....
New Toys
Weight Loss It’s going pretty well actually! I didn’t work out as much as I should have last week but I still got a couple in and I’m about to go outside and do today’s workout. I’m only stalling...
Stoned
I tried edibles last night. It didn’t go well. I smoked a little bit back in high school and a few years after, mostly if my roommate Michael asked me to. For a long time it was just normal, we’d...
Fat Shamed
You read that right.... My scale fucking fat shames me when I step on it haha. It does this sad slide whistle sound with a bell it’s so funny haha. Whoever programmed this thing was definitely a ...
Update
Weight Loss Apparently I’ve lost more weight than I thought. Must have weighed at the wrong time of day or something, but it’s looking like it’s closer to 9 lbs so far! That’s kind of too much fo...
Slowly getting back into it.
Content Creation I need to start posting content again. I definitely don’t want to go back to a normal job, but I’m afraid I may have wasted away my opportunity unfortunately. We’ll see. I’m tryi...
Day 2
Another good day today! It usually takes me about 2 weeks to get over the ick of starting a diet. Bad news is that I have to drive out of town in a couple days. Once again… some bullshit hair app...
First Step
Today I worked out and I ate a healthy breakfast and lunch. Let’s hope this isn’t a fluke and I can actually get started. I haven’t weighed myself recently (out of pure fear of how bad it is) but...
Motivation
I have no motivation to post content to tiktok/youtube/instagram. I have no motivations to work out. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. If I could just sit in bed all day and watch YouTube I woul...
New Things
Keyboard My old keyboard had a dead key and I tried to fix it but ended up making it worse lol. So after 6 long years of service, it was time to retire my old one. So long king. 🫡 After a lot of ...
3 months
It’s been over 3 months since I’ve posted anything to tiktok. I just needed to step away for a while but I think I may be ready to return.
