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Therapy
I had my first ever therapy session recently. I woke up on Monday and realized I hadn’t showered in 3 days and the kitchen and my office were a total mess. I hadn’t posted anything online in week...
I can('t) see clearly now!
Contacts So my new contacts arrived about a week ago and they are AWFUL. I had never been so uncomfortable in my life, just felt like sandpaper in my eyes. The doctor told me they get much more c...
New Monitor
warning this is just tech nerdy crap so if you don’t care about that stuff skip… Something I didn’t mention in my previous entry is that in order to better play games together, I’ve basically giv...
Panic Attacks
I’ve never experienced one before, but last week I’m pretty sure I started. I had these weird deep shakes that would start deep in my chest and radiate out to the rest of my body. I was having a ...
bear
Yesterday was a difficult day. I took Bear in for his annual checkup and for the first time got some bad news. He has a heart murmur. We’re trying to get him scheduled with a vet cardiologist to ...
One Day At a Time
Weight Loss My weight loss is pretty much plateaued at this point. I’m losing a tiny tiny bit but it’s nothing to write home about. I haven’t really been overeating but I’ve had a few weak moment...
Weight Loss Update again
Kind of a shitty weight loss week tbh. I haven’t lost anything. I went with Jessica to Oklahoma city last weekend and while I didn’t stick to my diet perfectly, I also made really good decisions....
New Toys
Weight Loss It’s going pretty well actually! I didn’t work out as much as I should have last week but I still got a couple in and I’m about to go outside and do today’s workout. I’m only stalling...
Stoned
I tried edibles last night. It didn’t go well. I smoked a little bit back in high school and a few years after, mostly if my roommate Michael asked me to. For a long time it was just normal, we’d...
Fat Shamed
You read that right.... My scale fucking fat shames me when I step on it haha. It does this sad slide whistle sound with a bell it’s so funny haha. Whoever programmed this thing was definitely a ...
Update
Weight Loss Apparently I’ve lost more weight than I thought. Must have weighed at the wrong time of day or something, but it’s looking like it’s closer to 9 lbs so far! That’s kind of too much fo...
Slowly getting back into it.
Content Creation I need to start posting content again. I definitely don’t want to go back to a normal job, but I’m afraid I may have wasted away my opportunity unfortunately. We’ll see. I’m tryi...
Day 2
Another good day today! It usually takes me about 2 weeks to get over the ick of starting a diet. Bad news is that I have to drive out of town in a couple days. Once again… some bullshit hair app...
First Step
Today I worked out and I ate a healthy breakfast and lunch. Let’s hope this isn’t a fluke and I can actually get started. I haven’t weighed myself recently (out of pure fear of how bad it is) but...
Motivation
I have no motivation to post content to tiktok/youtube/instagram. I have no motivations to work out. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. If I could just sit in bed all day and watch YouTube I woul...
New Things
Keyboard My old keyboard had a dead key and I tried to fix it but ended up making it worse lol. So after 6 long years of service, it was time to retire my old one. So long king. 🫡 After a lot of ...
3 months
It’s been over 3 months since I’ve posted anything to tiktok. I just needed to step away for a while but I think I may be ready to return.
Almost done!
Unpacking So I’m nearly done setting up the new place! The living room is done and the bedroom/my office are like 90% finished. Jessica’s office is a bit further back but she’s busy studying for ...
Moving is expensive.
Uhaul - $800 Gas for Uhaul Truck - $120 Movers - $660 + $600 Moving Supplies - $280 Carpet Cleaners - $270 Maid Services - $310 Tips for Movers/Cleaners - $300 Hardware Store Visit - $130 Total -...
Moving
Move Out We finally have a house lined up! It’s a 4 bed 2 bath house. I’m a little hesitant on getting a house that big just for the two of us, but Jessica really wants the extra space so I’m wi...
Invitation Homes
Old House Seriously… fuck these people. I can see the writing on the walls already and I know what’s about to happen when we leave. They’re going to take our security deposit and then charge us a...
Oklahoma
We’re moving!!! Jessica finally got an interview for a pharmacy residency and they accepted her! She said “ALL I NEEDED WAS SOMEONE TO TALK TO ME” haha. She’s right tho, 99% of the time they just...
Less Busy Finally
NO DEADLINES For the first time in a while, I have no pending deadlines for tiktok/insta/facebook… etc. I am such a fuckin procrastinator god damn. Unless I have a solid idea ready to go, I kind ...
catch up
I have this obligation which I had 6 months to take care of… and I totally put it off until the last minute. So rn I’m just scrambling to get it all together so I can have it ready by the end of ...
Early Christmas
So I bought my dad an early Christmas gift. I missed buying him a gift for father’s day and his birthday (which in my defense are back to back and it was during a really crazy summer) so it was t...
