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7. 2 months later...
Well it’s been 2 months sense i wrote anything in here on my changes. The foster kids are all gone, and after that happened, my wife couldn’t handle just taking care of our two kids and herself, ...
6. Weekend News
Well as the 3-day weekend hit we got the news that our 2 foster kids that are just a pain in the ass to live with, are getting re-homed today! So they will probably have a new home before i even ...
5. Slow Progress
So things have calmed down a bit, partly due to me just taking each day by day and trying to see my own anger for what it is. I am trying to see my wife for who she is and what qualities she does...
4. The Unhealthy Safety
I feel trapped between two realities.. I have lived over seas and have traveled to over 30 countries, I have seen so many cultures and lifestyles and living situations that I tend to wonder, why ...
3. A Step Forward
So I think some things came to a peak yesterday when I got home from work. She was upset and we just got done arguing on our phones about how things are just not going well with us and how I’m no...
2. Never Enough
It seems that regardless what I do, it’s not enough for her. Lets take yesterday for example, we got up and around, I got all the kids breakfast as she laid in bed, got all the kids ready for chu...
1. Overworked Inside
First off, I’m here to get this off my chest without a care in the world if anybody finds this or reads this, I just get satisfaction out of the fact that I’m typing it down and getting it out of...
Book Description
I will be blogging about my married life that I typically can’t talk about out loud, as it hurts feelings too much and will disrupt, corrupt, and/or destroy my marriage as it is. I usually agree with people when they say that I should just tell her everything, but unfortunately she would move across the country if we divorce and take my children with her, and I’m not risking that (for now), nor am I a cheater or will ever entertain that idea. I am loyal to the bitter end, and bitter it has become.