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I find it hard to sleep
Now that I’ve been working this area of the plant awhile 4 days off doesn’t seem enough. I am constantly tired but I can’t sleep more than 4 hours at a time with 2-3 hours up before I can get bac...
He proposed.
Tuesday, July 29th Rocky decided he was going to pay for the last of the ring he's getting me. He wanted me to come, not to see it but to double check the ring size because he was unsure. I only ...
I usually have very little to tell you
This is not the case today. Not sure where to start. Though it will seem out of order I guess I will work backwards. Today I was supposed to take Alicen to an appointment at her psych Dr. It's ...
Rocky's latest
I managed to hurt myself somehow at work this weekend. I know it's not major and I know it will be fine by Friday but I will be taking it light this week. I got a bit of action in the form of "sp...
Work after 2 1/2 weeks away
I downloaded a calorie counter app last night before bed. Weighed myself this morning and apparently in the last 2 1/2 weeks I've gained 11 lbs. ....276... I messaged randy (the ex husband) and ...
I'm fat, just so it's clear.
Had my ultrasound for this recent bleeding that was so bad I went to the hospital. I was seriously scared that something was messed up in there. I was having to ask to use the restroom at work on...
Ugh
I intended on being up early to go do something's in the city where the OBGYN is but I decided to spend some time with Rocky instead so after a shower we went to get grub. By the time we got back...
Facebook confrontation.
Randy (The ex husband) I really do miss u alot most of the times. . And I really enjoyed the felling of the last hug we shared. Jennifer (me) I sorry randy. It honestly to a good bit of time ...
So far with Allie today.
The whole day will end up with family. I'm on a break right now while Alicen is with her docs. She will call when she's done but I will head back up to get her before she calls like usually happe...
When does this thing hit bottom?
I got turned down. I ...sigh...Rocky and I haven't done anything in nearly 2 months now due to the issue I've been having....and tonight I don't feel blah...I'm not all gross...I'm up later than ...
CDOCD
William at work has referred to this as a disorder I apparently have. I like having physical copies of music I own. I hate the direction we (as a society) are taking with music. I think for the ...
Attempting to not complain
I feel like now that I'm trying to get back into the swing of writing and reading all I am doing is complaining...but let me tell you how my day actually went without emotional words. Mom had co...
Unproductive
I've been on here way more in the last 24 hours then ever all together. I so badly wish to transform this into something more like OD was for me. Not being in MI as was planned and really findin...
More catch up tmi really
For those who have read me and know the deal here I realize this morning that I actually kinda left 2 thing out of the "stressed out" entry. First off so the fact that Rocky switched jobs becaus...
2:10 am
Haven't seen this early in awhile..... Scott wanted food on the way home so we hit the Waffle House on the interstate....he's loud and obnoxious when he's drunk, totally killing the mellow the gu...
Out here all night
So I decided to get an adrenaline rush and head outside. The air does nothing to sweep away the smell of tobacco out hear on the front deck area but there is a guy who has brought his guitar and ...
Feeling a little small now
I should have chatted up the guy who offered to refill my drink. I've been completely alone since he decided to leave. Luckily I've gotten to catch up on 2/3 of the peeps I have here who have mov...
Exit In
So I do not want to listen to whatever arty rock barely popular guy is at a very popular venue in Nashville called the exit in. My brother seemed a good bit excited and loves to catch shows there...
Stress much
I did go on vacation but left only a couple days after getting to MI. After I wrote that big thing in the previous entry Him responded with "I'm sorry but I love my wife. I don't think we can be ...
Because he's mortal, but the memories we make aren't.
I think I ruin everything. This is the thing I've been dying to say to Jim. This is the string of FB messages I just sent him. While I am home alone and feeling like getting things out of the way...
What a day!
For those of you who have read about Jim in my journal on OD you are miles ahead of anyone else who might read this. Long story short about Jim is that we have history and have loved each other ...
General junk
He hates me I tell you. Joshua (my 3 yr old nephew) does nothing but yell and cry when i watch him. For Rocky he's generally quiet. Not scarey quiet, but he's not so argumentative. He's got a bit...
Easter Drama UGH
We found out (via the cell phone bill) that my sister was still talking to John (my mom's ex boyfriend that Alicen, my sister, slept with) and mom decided that today was a good day to confront he...
I am tired.
I don't know how I keep managing to wake at normal times (7-9am) on days off... I'm getting only 4-6 hours a night and really running ragged during my days. I'm a very quiet person who keeps to s...
babysitting
So, today... all day long... I get Joshua... he's always a pain when I'm also with my sister. Then again... he doesn't do what she wants ans she yells at him. Turns out he's really a little angel...
Book Description
Being completely honest this may be my only. Like many I am a tad worried about OD going down for good, but I have been away from OD many times and always end up going back because of one thing or another. I was asked what I intended to do if it ever went down and I am a woman in preparation. If I have a plan there is no need to worry. So I’ve backed up my diary to an external hard drive and decided to explore the options.
That brings me here. Simple is good. I did look at thoughts.com but …you can give and get karma points…judge much? So no the rest looked good though. I see many ODers taking refuge here....do they even understand? As we flood this site with traffic it will become more like OD with it’s downtime and problems.
I read an entry that said they are troubles but the guy who runs it makes it his top priority where at OD no one is sure anyone still gives a crap. True but we are talking about the difference in a site that’s been around for more than a decade and one that’s barely a couple years old.....
This is turning into a real entry and all I ment to say was:
Hello, I’m Jennifer. I am an ODer. I do not intend to leave OD unless I have to. This is to ensure I have a place to go. If you would like to read up on me I can be found at Opendiary under the same name JHkerriokey....
