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July 05, 2015

that was a bad idea

I’m wasted. I have had way too much. There is a guy here I find very interesting. I’m really not even sure why. He’s just interrsting. Somehow we ended up pulling each others hair. Something is m...


Before I move on with my day I want to go over yesterday. I spent most of the day with Kimmy doing nothing. Well, not nothing because we did run out 3 times. Though none far.... Destiny didn’t g...


July 03, 2015

nothing realy

I have no idea what I’m doing today. Destiny is working till 2 and Kimmy said she needs to go to Richmond which they seemed to make a big deal about but is only 30 mins away. However, it is easil...


I hate TV have I told you guys that. I do not like TV because I zone into it and nothing gets done.... it sucks because I just zone.... I get emotionally involved in what ever is on. I saw an ep...


June 28, 2015

early start

Woot. Out early on a Saturday.... no work Sunday.... boss moved the hours so I will still get holiday pay . (You have to work the last day before a break and the first day after in order to get h...


June 22, 2015

Tom disenchantment

Friday- was working in quality at work and one of the guys in canning was late so I had to cover that.... then he arched a battery and ended up taking a trip to medical so I had to cover it again...


So I have been painfully slowly reading The Vampire Chronicles. I pick up the whole set aside from the one that just came out at a good price, almost all lovely paperback, used but gently, hardly...


June 18, 2015

bad bad lesson

Something Joshua said to me this morning bothers me alot. It’s not entirely untrue. for background I must tell you my mother has given Joshua the name “Sissy” to call his mother. This is really a...


June 17, 2015

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Yesterday we had to kinda hang around home waiting for mom to tell me weather or not I needed to pick Joshua up from Daycare. This is going to be the new norm. She claims not to know anything unt...


June 09, 2015

First day in 10/car news

I haven’t been home in 10 days. I mean I have physically been here… sleeping, showers, getting dressed. No time… no time to clean, make food, there has been a place to go and a thing to do that j...


June 09, 2015

1st day of Daycare.

For US.... So mom called me and asked if I could take him in on his first day. Kinda sucked because after 3 days of 12 hours at work w/roughly 6 hours of sleep a night I then got 4 hours of slee...


June 05, 2015

He's back.

Mom was awarded a 90 day trial period in her home on Monday. This unfortunately had us scrambling because it wasn’t expected so soon. We were honestly thinking a good month off. So, Monday, Tuesd...


April 19, 2015

Restart on weight loss

I don’t know what I was reaching for but suddenly it felt like there was a whole person in front of me. Everything seems like it should be closer… except there is this other me in front of me… O...


April 19, 2015

Updates

Car- Tony fixed the lights, though they are now wired wrong they work. No more worrying about the brake lights. now instead I get to worry that there is a new “feeling” at 45. It’s familiar to me...


March 03, 2015

I am not to blame here

Rocky took my car to work last night so that right after work he could drive it to Tony’s and work on it today. He took a change of cloths in case they had it all torn down and there was no way t...


February 27, 2015

Social anxiety

Tonya asked me Monday about going out with them for a few drinks Thursday. She told me where but failed to mention who else was going. Only today did I discover 3 others and that this apparently ...


February 26, 2015

Solace I snow

I don’t like bad drives, the cold, and the general lack of understanding for an exaggerated “I don’t want to leave the house” feeling. Now that the heater is fixed in my car though I find somethi...


February 25, 2015

On the way

So a couple of months ago I decided to listen to all my fave songs in alphabetical order. These are song I already picked to go on my Zune. Nothing new is to be loaded until I’m done. I also deci...


February 23, 2015

wow WOW

Really wow. … So Rocky and I are going to start playing WOW again. For those not in the know that’s World of Warcraft. We loved it until his computer started overclocking like crazy and he quit m...


February 19, 2015

Extra time this morning.

I left my lunchbox in the SUV, Rocky went to work last night. Now I have to leave nearly an hour earlier to go to his work to get my box. I wouldn’t except that I need a lock in there. A lock tha...


February 18, 2015

I was begging I think lol

I was looking for any excuse to call out today, and I love the lady at the gas station who reinforced it. She said “If I would have slid one more time I would have called out.” and “They closed C...


February 16, 2015

That's a good reason right?

I feel a little sick. I’m feeling sick because I’ve had to call out… not the other way around. You see I let my car heat up an hour before I had to leave.-15 mins because I decided I should leave...


February 14, 2015

This new group, ugh.

New group… new boss… new mini boss… well sort of. One of the leads likes to think himself in charge. He was talking to a guy in a tone that to me said “I could fire you” then when I made a small ...


February 08, 2015

Thankful for car problems?

Kind of a mixed morning but i would say I’m a good bit happy and thankful. Rocky’s SUV needs to go to the shop. It needs new bearing on the drivers side. It is currently grinding and I’d prefer ...


February 03, 2015

Today's ring adventure

It’s almost 1 am Tuesday. I screwed up the sleep thing now I’m just trying to get it to where I’ll be okay. Really I’ll be fine. We are going to get groceries here whenever Rocky gets up. He said...


Book Description

Being completely honest this may be my only. Like many I am a tad worried about OD going down for good, but I have been away from OD many times and always end up going back because of one thing or another. I was asked what I intended to do if it ever went down and I am a woman in preparation. If I have a plan there is no need to worry. So I’ve backed up my diary to an external hard drive and decided to explore the options.
That brings me here. Simple is good. I did look at thoughts.com but …you can give and get karma points…judge much? So no the rest looked good though. I see many ODers taking refuge here....do they even understand? As we flood this site with traffic it will become more like OD with it’s downtime and problems.
I read an entry that said they are troubles but the guy who runs it makes it his top priority where at OD no one is sure anyone still gives a crap. True but we are talking about the difference in a site that’s been around for more than a decade and one that’s barely a couple years old.....
This is turning into a real entry and all I ment to say was:
Hello, I’m Jennifer. I am an ODer. I do not intend to leave OD unless I have to. This is to ensure I have a place to go. If you would like to read up on me I can be found at Opendiary under the same name JHkerriokey....