Bittersweet
by ChainedChrysalis
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Best boss ever?
My one receptionist spends wed in my building for 2 hours when the therapists have their team meeting. She told me today im literally the best boss ever lmao. For what? Listening to her? backin...
I Fainted?
I guess I fainted last night. Its happened before, um like when I was 16 and was mouthing off big time to my then boyfriend. Till he tried to punch me, and my best friend got caught in the mix ( ...
on taxes
We filed our taxes blah blah. We owed from last year. We got a big tax credit this year for putting in solar so we got a refund. Which paid off our back taxes. Yay and fuck. it would have been ni...
Monthly dr exam, work blah blah
I asked for my HIV test. I asked for it before my kids were in the room and she was careful not to say the words after they came in. She said my labs and the test lmao. I did laugh a bit. I would...
Diet ending
Well its been almost 2 months. The first month, i gave up everything. No sugar, no carbs ( except that in limited fruits and veggies) No fats, no grains, very low calorie. Here’s what I realize...
Processing the ENT
I finally had a follow up ENT visit for the MRI i had of my brain and face 18 months ago. At that MRI they noted multiple cysts in a salvatory glad on the right side. So she asked me about my HIV...
New clothes
T pushed me to buy some new clothes. 10 lbs means a fair chunk on my body really. So I bought about 200 dollars worth of clothes from Shein. Yes made in china sweat shop clothes. So are walmart c...
sigh
Did I say things were better with T an I. I would be wrong. Again. I make shit up in my head it seems of things going great, for me. And not so much for him… Figures.
Finally
I finally broke the plateau. Im down about a lb. Im so happy because I went down some. What fixed it? Eating more fat lol. Not just eating more in general, but eating more fats. I added in some b...
New diet plan
I told them i was having a REALLY hard time, emotionally, physically im going downhill, technically I gained weight. I met with a new guy, hes a nutritionist. I showed him my tracking and app and...
Stressed over this too much
Ok the diet shit is stressing me out so much. I got really frustrated at my friday weigh in, I still am at the SAME weight for the whole week. She told me i should stop eating the Ground Turkey ...
Fish gag
I tried tilapia, It dosent taste bad, I mean its like a fishstick but I cant bread it like the breaded fish filets i eat sometime. I was doing ok even though i over seasoned it and was scraping t...
Weight loss week whatever
I started this Feb 4th. So Sat will be week 5. Gosh its been a rough go.... 5 of 17 weeks total. I started at 174 lbs. Today I weigh 164. So I lost 10 lbs this month. Lots of little things chan...
sad face
My google drive filled up and it tells me I have 12 gigs of photos saved and have to delete some. Which is silly because i have a program that backs up my phones. But for some reason, google driv...
Fern, Marigold and Mushroom
We did yoga today. We found a yoga instructor on youtube and turned on an intro to Yoga. Holding my weigh on my hands is difficult but the stretches are nice. It was mostly variations of downward...
Kitchen colors
Ok here is my updated kitchen! my aqua toaster dosent match haha, Nor does my red kitchen aid. Its ok. and a closer of the blue. I have some tile picked out to go around as a backsplash and ...
Stevia
Ugh. After getting headaches for a few days of drinking Splenda in drinks I gave up. The headaches suck. So I got a stevia packet for my cirkul. Ugh it has such a funky after taste. Im trying to ...
800 photos later
And I took actual photos of Actual snowflakes.
Weekend work and resolutions.
Happy New Year. Im doing a bit of work today. We have a new person starting tuesday and we need to get our playlist orientation videos ready. I can only upload 10 per day, So I have to upload ove...
my role
I diffuse human time bombs. and no one holds me together… Today was so rough
Hello from Oregon
After 5 nights on the road, we are in Oregon and got our first hotel. We have been staying at campsites and roadside rest stops. Its been pretty nice actually. Free camping, So speending 100 buc...
The way I am
So this is hilarious. For one, It made me laugh that I went from in my life, homeless and eating from food banks when pregnant to buying a nearly 300 dollar pair of boots because I wanted them… ...
Skerry ghost
I work in 4 120ish year old houses ( some older) and you can really feel ghosts in the house. Some days are more then others. Anyway Today I’m downstairs in the basement which is also our kids pl...
Why
Why the hell can an insurance say, oh your doctor prescribed this medication and it works for you. But we don’t want to pay for it. We will prescribe this OTHER medication that doesn’t work the s...
Miles
Its 32 hours in driving and like 2K miles to get to Salem Mass..... The west coast is way closer.... But Salem… In Oct.....