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Bittersweet

by ChainedChrysalis

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October 24, 2023

sadface

I made a mistake and the awards arent till tomorrow night. I did some trials for some updos. Oh god its almost hilarious. I was crying it was so bad. Not only do i have babyfine hair but its s...


October 22, 2023

eep

Best of city awards are on monday. We changed our outfits up entirely. Good thing I bought three formal dresses. I decided to go with the lilac over the blue sequin gown. T is going to wear his b...


October 14, 2023

Talking with kids.

T is outside washing the windows so we can see the eclipse. L- When did we hire a window cleaner. Me- about 20 years ago. Somehow i ended up with 5 kids from it. L- Window cleaner did a weird job...


October 12, 2023

Butthurt

I had my BHRT injection today. For some reason I thought it would be like a syringe/needle and they stuck it in that way lol. Like I have NO idea why i thought that. This thing is the size of a ...


October 11, 2023

Lucked out

Dang. I ordered like 5 skirts and 8 tops online. I managed to pick a bunch im going to keep. Whattt? Im returning 2 shits. 1 is way too big. Ill get it 2 sizes smaller. The other is just a we...


October 10, 2023

Bra shopping

I had to go find a bra for under my ballgown. Its low cut in the chest and spaghetti straps so I need a strapless push up bra lmao. Do you know how HARD it is to find that when you are a busty ga...


October 04, 2023

Oh what the fudgesticks

We had an incident. The kind where my ADHD brain kicks into superpower mode and im all action. I got at test from one of my gals at around 9 30 am that one of the therapists was weak, dizzy, coug...


October 02, 2023

descent into weirdness

T bought me a bread machine. Ive been griping about it for MONTHS. I wanted one ha-ha. Like seriously. He finally bought one for me. Im pretty excited about it haha. We have milk bread going alr...


September 29, 2023

Laugh with me

Yall. I got my billing statement from Kaiser. They said im at almost 3k to my 5k deductible. WTF. Like I havent paid for much. Turns out the ajovy shot, counted as CASH price. 2K worth of Ajovy ...


September 26, 2023

I got my shots

I already injected myself too. My copay was $15.... for 3 shots. $5 per shot. Lawd


September 19, 2023

Headshot

I took a new headshot for work and best of city gala. My boss also put my name in for an award. Its for overcoming adversity and rising above. They wanted a headshot. Im not sure if im going to g...


September 15, 2023

day 9

still alive. Still in pain. I called the neuro crying. They wrote the letter. My heartrate spiked to 198 during a pain wave. I called the nurse line for pain relief and they were concerned i was ...


September 12, 2023

Day 5

Day 5 of the migraine. It gets worse at night and during the day it calms down slightly. I havent slept in days, I feel like crap. My one receptionist had surgery on thursday, one was out of tow...


September 08, 2023

More dresses

Man, Im finding a lot of dresses now on Shein. Its just one night so I can probably figure out something if its scratchy, underdress or whatever. yes yes fast fashion yes.... I like this one and ...


September 02, 2023

When it rains

You find a termite infestation…


September 01, 2023

Well that is cool

My clinical director emailed me, She and CEO want to pay for me to go to the best of gala that our city hosts every year. Its only open to those who place in the top three companies based on vote...


For all my asshat karen neighbors who complained about my flowers and plants going crazy and the “wild” of my yard. I happen to adore my breakfast with the deer and the natural native plants im c...


August 15, 2023

Healthcare hell

Kaiser approved my visits with my neurologist. They approved for my 5 office visits. This will give the neurologist an attempt to cover my migraine medications. Kaiser wont cover it. because its...


August 11, 2023

Free Milkweed?

I ordered some milkweed seeds from this website. They were free/shipped free too. And They said it shipped today. Maybe ill get them and can grow milkweed next year for monarch butterflies! http...


July 29, 2023

New shrug

I dont know if i shared this. I made a new shrug. I want coverups for thin tanktop strap sundresses. I did pretty good I think.


July 20, 2023

Health insurance shit

Ok so there is a lot for it…Im not sure what the fuck im doing. Im on Kaisers website and they have some cool features. I can speak with a doctor on the app, or have a virtual visit. Have my meds...


July 16, 2023

human vs lake

So many people wont swim in the lake. There is a dam with hydro electric power and so it has a lot of currents. Most years people die. Actually I havent heard of anyone dying it in this year. Usu...


July 15, 2023

Glow in the dark

Im still ragey about the work stuff. But We made a pretty cool glow in the dark bobbin. and day time. its translucent.


July 09, 2023

Kids... So observant...

I told little girl I was going to get my hair cut yesterday. She said ok! Today, Mom Did you already cut your hair? Me… I cut 6 inches off yesterday… Not an insubstantial amount lmao.... Its not...


June 24, 2023

caved (ish)

After 4 years. I put hair dye in my hair. And I say ish because its conditioning temporary hair dye. The shit smells like fruit loops lmao. I now have pale teal streaks near my face. Itwill wash...


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