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Bittersweet

by ChainedChrysalis

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February 22, 2024

Back to the doctor

I went back to my original GP. Shes an ANP. I had to stop with the Kaiser insurance because she didnt take it. Since I went to cigna, I can go back! So I went back in. She refilled my meds and ...


February 02, 2024

Phone options

Trying to pick a phone case. I like this style a lot. I like the moon and the purple flowers. Ive had one like the moon one before, but it had some other designs on it. I really like this whol...


January 29, 2024

Not fired lol

Well she didnt fire me. Logically I know she wouldent, however I know its a huge blow. Her concern. If there were any client checks and we would have to contact them and say something like “we lo...


January 27, 2024

Do you even know me?

Ok, i know im going to sound ungrateful. I KNOW I sound ungrateful. But im getting it out of my system. The husband traded in our phones for the newest model. He asked me, I said no, its fine, Mi...


January 20, 2024

Oh-Hi-whodawutnow?

My kid has been on this Ohio sucks kick for a while. There is no rhyme or reason behind it. Just ohio sucks. And so in my unhappiness. I start looking at houses to buy elsewhere. Its a thing. I ...


December 20, 2023

Does he suck or do I?

B moved out. He told us the other day he was putting in for an apartment and today he signed the lease and got his stuff and left. This is the second time hes moved out and did it while I wasnt h...


December 13, 2023

Snow day

Looks like tomorrow will be a snow day. Its been snowing all day and the roads are SLUSH wet nasty. Its slowly getting colder and Its going to ice up SO bad. 3/4 ths our people called off or tele...


December 10, 2023

Cheap ass

Man I am a total cheapass. I found a wool coat i really loved at Dillards. It was over 200. It fits nicely and the size is perfect. A hair tight but im shrinking slowly anyway. Like I LOVE this ...


November 12, 2023

farewell halloween

We packed up most of the halloween decor today, Except Skelly. He is staying up a bit. I need a christmas hat for him lol. The kids grabbed all my winter paintings and brought them all out and h...


We net 1300 on the side hustle this month. Its going up every month. This takes into account shipping and fees, not supplies. But thats ok too :) Its cool that we are pulling something of a profi...


October 28, 2023

Not me.

I didnt win the award I was nominated for but my company won the award they were nominated for. Totally valid and awesome! :) I didnt think I would win and im happy for the person who did.


October 26, 2023

Award take two

Tomorrow is the other award ceremony. This one I was nominated by my CEO for a personal award. This award is designed to recognize an outstanding individual with lived experience who works to im...


October 24, 2023

Gala

The gala was actually really awesome. I did end up French braiding my hair for texture and took the Wednesday adams and pipi longstocking jabs all day. I swept it back on.one side and called it g...


October 23, 2023

sadface

I made a mistake and the awards arent till tomorrow night. I did some trials for some updos. Oh god its almost hilarious. I was crying it was so bad. Not only do i have babyfine hair but its s...


October 21, 2023

eep

Best of city awards are on monday. We changed our outfits up entirely. Good thing I bought three formal dresses. I decided to go with the lilac over the blue sequin gown. T is going to wear his b...


October 14, 2023

Talking with kids.

T is outside washing the windows so we can see the eclipse. L- When did we hire a window cleaner. Me- about 20 years ago. Somehow i ended up with 5 kids from it. L- Window cleaner did a weird job...


October 11, 2023

Butthurt

I had my BHRT injection today. For some reason I thought it would be like a syringe/needle and they stuck it in that way lol. Like I have NO idea why i thought that. This thing is the size of a ...


October 10, 2023

Lucked out

Dang. I ordered like 5 skirts and 8 tops online. I managed to pick a bunch im going to keep. Whattt? Im returning 2 shits. 1 is way too big. Ill get it 2 sizes smaller. The other is just a we...


October 09, 2023

Bra shopping

I had to go find a bra for under my ballgown. Its low cut in the chest and spaghetti straps so I need a strapless push up bra lmao. Do you know how HARD it is to find that when you are a busty ga...


October 03, 2023

Oh what the fudgesticks

We had an incident. The kind where my ADHD brain kicks into superpower mode and im all action. I got at test from one of my gals at around 9 30 am that one of the therapists was weak, dizzy, coug...


October 01, 2023

descent into weirdness

T bought me a bread machine. Ive been griping about it for MONTHS. I wanted one ha-ha. Like seriously. He finally bought one for me. Im pretty excited about it haha. We have milk bread going alr...


September 28, 2023

Laugh with me

Yall. I got my billing statement from Kaiser. They said im at almost 3k to my 5k deductible. WTF. Like I havent paid for much. Turns out the ajovy shot, counted as CASH price. 2K worth of Ajovy ...


September 25, 2023

I got my shots

I already injected myself too. My copay was $15.... for 3 shots. $5 per shot. Lawd


September 18, 2023

Headshot

I took a new headshot for work and best of city gala. My boss also put my name in for an award. Its for overcoming adversity and rising above. They wanted a headshot. Im not sure if im going to g...


September 14, 2023

day 9

still alive. Still in pain. I called the neuro crying. They wrote the letter. My heartrate spiked to 198 during a pain wave. I called the nurse line for pain relief and they were concerned i was ...


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