Bittersweet
by ChainedChrysalis
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A thing
My baby did a thing. She cut her hair. No she didnt do it herself. Rather we took her to a salon and got her hair cut for the first time. Shes 5. Shes now sporting hair just below her armpits in...
Laugh with me
me- posted publicly about the move for the first time. Cue 200 facebook messages, omg you cant leave, ill miss you. What are we going to do without you, we have to hang out! blah blah blah. two ...
Thyroid Ultrasound
yesterday morning i had my thyroid ultrasound. The tech spent a long time looking at the right side ( where the swelling is). Turning blood flow on and off. She could barely find my lymph nodes. ...
The things that scare us
Perhaps those are the things we should really push for. The things that scare us… They scare us for a reason. But digging deep what is the reason.. So back it all up. Ignore the move idea. If i ...
Antibodies
My thyroid antibodies are nearly 600. They were 250 a year ago. They should be 0-35 lol. So yeah. My body is fighting my thyroid. No wonder i feel like absolute crap…
Check list check in
Check list of THANGS Animals 1. Pare down rabbits, Have 40, need under 10 to travel. Cue heartbreak Currently at 20!! 2. Vet check for both dogs Low cost vet clinic will do rabies shots and v...
Locked and loaded.
I prob wont check in tomorrow. My booth is halfway set up, Security on site, so i left my stuff. Set up my photobooth. Come to find out the people running the show didnt know about it? What? I w...
Almost show time.
Im not sure if its that im trying my best to take my meds daily, ( well alternate. I cant take both or i get sick so ill take one or the other every day) Or if its excitement for the move. Or ju...
Almost show time.
Im not sure if its that im trying my best to take my meds daily, ( well alternate. I cant take both or i get sick so ill take one or the other every day) Or if its excitement for the move. Or ju...
Irritating sad and expected.
My one friend found someone closer to her, and now like i guessed. Im just out. No point in talking to me anymore, someone is closer. I cant tell you how many times in my life, ive been edged o...
Manifest it
I said i would need 2 clients. I booked 2. I said i need to get some income. I sold 9 oz of raw angora, Paypaled me right away and im shipping tomorrow. I paid my back taxes and got my business...
Can i come back to this?
Check list of THANGS Animals 1. Pare down rabbits, Have 40, need under 10 to travel. Cue heartbreak. 2. Vet check for both dogs 3. Rabies shot for both dogs. Before Sepetember. Adults 1. Passpor...
cabbage
Ok so purple cabbage dye job. Very cool! No really it is. For one thing. Boiling the cabbage for 45 minutes. SUCKS. Oh My God. It smells ugly. Like.. Boiled cabbage. Its hot heavy and reminds m...
Getting a pasport
Ahh today we go to get the passports. Im getting the passport card. Its good for North America. I dont plan on any outside trips any time soon haha. This 3500 mile drive will be my vacation, hell...
Lonely. Wow.
The one friend i talk to online all the time, has gone offline for a while. She left last friday and popped on to tell me today she wont be around for a bit longer. Im shocked at how lonely i am....
Like minded folk
Its really hard to find like minded people. people who think the world turns too fast. People who think that you need to take a step back and slow down. People who dont mind throwing clothes on...
This blessed heat
Its 80 at 11 30. It finally peaks around 3-4 pm and then SLOWLY goes down after 9. I have a session at 6 30 today. Hopefully we dont die. I offered to reschedule but the mom is on a time frame. ...
The funny thing
The funny thing about heat. When we have these weeks and weeks of drought and no rain. Its 100 degrees and you are wondering what it was ever like to be cold. But then in winter. we have endless...
Escape
We drove through the mountains to escape the smoke. Its a beautiful location. We had to stop at multiple rivers just to get out of the heat and into the glacier river! And stopped at the lake a...
102
Ok how do you people in the southern states live with tempratures over 90. Seriously. My poor little Alaskan heart is dying! Its 9 pm. Its 89 in my house, 81 outside. Alaskans dont have AC. We h...
words of wisdom?
Readers don’t care what happened to you: they care about what it means for them. Indeed, what does this mean for any of us? What universal truths can we take from this, and how can it help us liv...
The need to be sad
So sometimes you just need to be sad in order to get it out of your system. Its a deep ever consuming feeling where you just have to let things go. If you dont let them go, then how will you ever...
A series of events.
Life is a series of events, in which one terrible thing happens, you start to recover and another one hits you. We got bad news again. Its been less then 2 months since my last bit of bad news. ...
Another heat filled day
I was once told that Alaska doesnt get over 80 degrees. Well today folks. it was 95 outside and 86 inside. come to look now, at 9 pm, Its 84 inside and 75 outside lol! It takes hours for the hou...
The thunder rolls
Sunday night. Its been a good weekend. We went for a drive some 50 miles north yesterday, Decided to check out a big river and showed the kids. Happened to be a pride festival going on this weeke...