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Bittersweet

by ChainedChrysalis

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August 07, 2019

A thing

My baby did a thing. She cut her hair. No she didnt do it herself. Rather we took her to a salon and got her hair cut for the first time. Shes 5. Shes now sporting hair just below her armpits in...


August 03, 2019

Laugh with me

me- posted publicly about the move for the first time. Cue 200 facebook messages, omg you cant leave, ill miss you. What are we going to do without you, we have to hang out! blah blah blah. two ...


August 02, 2019

Thyroid Ultrasound

yesterday morning i had my thyroid ultrasound. The tech spent a long time looking at the right side ( where the swelling is). Turning blood flow on and off. She could barely find my lymph nodes. ...


July 27, 2019

The things that scare us

Perhaps those are the things we should really push for. The things that scare us… They scare us for a reason. But digging deep what is the reason.. So back it all up. Ignore the move idea. If i ...


July 26, 2019

Antibodies

My thyroid antibodies are nearly 600. They were 250 a year ago. They should be 0-35 lol. So yeah. My body is fighting my thyroid. No wonder i feel like absolute crap…


July 23, 2019

Check list check in

Check list of THANGS Animals 1. Pare down rabbits, Have 40, need under 10 to travel. Cue heartbreak Currently at 20!! 2. Vet check for both dogs Low cost vet clinic will do rabies shots and v...


July 20, 2019

Locked and loaded.

I prob wont check in tomorrow. My booth is halfway set up, Security on site, so i left my stuff. Set up my photobooth. Come to find out the people running the show didnt know about it? What? I w...


July 20, 2019

Almost show time.

Im not sure if its that im trying my best to take my meds daily, ( well alternate. I cant take both or i get sick so ill take one or the other every day) Or if its excitement for the move. Or ju...


July 19, 2019

Almost show time.

Im not sure if its that im trying my best to take my meds daily, ( well alternate. I cant take both or i get sick so ill take one or the other every day) Or if its excitement for the move. Or ju...


My one friend found someone closer to her, and now like i guessed. Im just out. No point in talking to me anymore, someone is closer. I cant tell you how many times in my life, ive been edged o...


July 17, 2019

Manifest it

I said i would need 2 clients. I booked 2. I said i need to get some income. I sold 9 oz of raw angora, Paypaled me right away and im shipping tomorrow. I paid my back taxes and got my business...


July 13, 2019

Can i come back to this?

Check list of THANGS Animals 1. Pare down rabbits, Have 40, need under 10 to travel. Cue heartbreak. 2. Vet check for both dogs 3. Rabies shot for both dogs. Before Sepetember. Adults 1. Passpor...


July 12, 2019

cabbage

Ok so purple cabbage dye job. Very cool! No really it is. For one thing. Boiling the cabbage for 45 minutes. SUCKS. Oh My God. It smells ugly. Like.. Boiled cabbage. Its hot heavy and reminds m...


July 11, 2019

Getting a pasport

Ahh today we go to get the passports. Im getting the passport card. Its good for North America. I dont plan on any outside trips any time soon haha. This 3500 mile drive will be my vacation, hell...


July 10, 2019

Lonely. Wow.

The one friend i talk to online all the time, has gone offline for a while. She left last friday and popped on to tell me today she wont be around for a bit longer. Im shocked at how lonely i am....


July 09, 2019

Like minded folk

Its really hard to find like minded people. people who think the world turns too fast. People who think that you need to take a step back and slow down. People who dont mind throwing clothes on...


July 08, 2019

This blessed heat

Its 80 at 11 30. It finally peaks around 3-4 pm and then SLOWLY goes down after 9. I have a session at 6 30 today. Hopefully we dont die. I offered to reschedule but the mom is on a time frame. ...


July 05, 2019

The funny thing

The funny thing about heat. When we have these weeks and weeks of drought and no rain. Its 100 degrees and you are wondering what it was ever like to be cold. But then in winter. we have endless...


July 01, 2019

Escape

We drove through the mountains to escape the smoke. Its a beautiful location. We had to stop at multiple rivers just to get out of the heat and into the glacier river! And stopped at the lake a...


June 30, 2019

102

Ok how do you people in the southern states live with tempratures over 90. Seriously. My poor little Alaskan heart is dying! Its 9 pm. Its 89 in my house, 81 outside. Alaskans dont have AC. We h...


June 27, 2019

words of wisdom?

Readers don’t care what happened to you: they care about what it means for them. Indeed, what does this mean for any of us? What universal truths can we take from this, and how can it help us liv...


June 26, 2019

The need to be sad

So sometimes you just need to be sad in order to get it out of your system. Its a deep ever consuming feeling where you just have to let things go. If you dont let them go, then how will you ever...


June 26, 2019

A series of events.

Life is a series of events, in which one terrible thing happens, you start to recover and another one hits you. We got bad news again. Its been less then 2 months since my last bit of bad news. ...


June 25, 2019

Another heat filled day

I was once told that Alaska doesnt get over 80 degrees. Well today folks. it was 95 outside and 86 inside. come to look now, at 9 pm, Its 84 inside and 75 outside lol! It takes hours for the hou...


June 24, 2019

The thunder rolls

Sunday night. Its been a good weekend. We went for a drive some 50 miles north yesterday, Decided to check out a big river and showed the kids. Happened to be a pride festival going on this weeke...


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