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Bittersweet

by ChainedChrysalis

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September 05, 2019

Boxes

a few more boxes packed, a few more bags of trash taken out, a few more bags of stuff to donate to the thrift store. I was oging to sell stuff, but its almost too much work! Im so tired of it all...


September 04, 2019

What's in a name

Im ready to change my photography name. I dont think the name ive had is going to fit with my new style and everything that is going to change. I dont think ill be offering the same types of sess...


August 26, 2019

Thyroid

I saw the endocrinologist today. He explained the differences between armour and snythroid medications and decided the synthroid would be better for my instance. He did a thryoid ultrasound in t...


August 25, 2019

hair today

I decided to do the thing. The thing you do every now and again… You walk into the hair salon and tell them. Take it all off… The look on the hairdressers face made me laugh. She took off 10-12 ...


August 24, 2019

Still in awe

Im still sitting in amazement at witnessing birth instead of giving birth. It was just SO amazing to watch. Understanding what she was going through. Knowing what she was feeling, being unable to...


August 22, 2019

Rainbow

36 hours of now sleep. Active and awake. 24 hours of laboring mom 22 hours in the midwifery. 2 hours of pushing 3 midwives, 3 attendants and me. 1 beautiful 8 lb 12 oz baby boy. I thought i want...


August 21, 2019

Sleep?

So i was starting to wind down for the night. Getting tired… Birth family messages me. Shes having contractions 15ish minutes apart and they suddenly feel different to her… Well… Sleep? haha. Now...


August 19, 2019

Fires

Not that it makes national news or anything but Alaska is on fire again. We do fires big and dangerous. 1 to the south, 2 30 miles to the north of me. The one to the north, my sons teacher from l...


August 16, 2019

7 weeks

My passport will be in the mail tomorrow. We got notification from the mail that its there. Only we get the photos the day before it gets here. I think its scanned at the hub. That means.. 7 wee...


August 15, 2019

What is one more thing?

I threw my name in a hat on someone looking for a birth photographer. Guess who is on call because mom to be is 38 weeks. This gal. lol. Actually she is super sweet and down to earth, her husba...


August 14, 2019

Flare

Ive been in the midst of a thyroid flare. Im napping regularly, I dont have enough energy to get up and do things. Im exhausted and feel like utter crap. I was realizing after eating a dinner ro...


August 12, 2019

Sigh computer

My fans are dying in my computer, so i havent been online in a few days. I can check facebook and instagram and whatnot on my phone, But its basically all i do other then play a game. Today i go...


August 06, 2019

A thing

My baby did a thing. She cut her hair. No she didnt do it herself. Rather we took her to a salon and got her hair cut for the first time. Shes 5. Shes now sporting hair just below her armpits in...


August 03, 2019

Laugh with me

me- posted publicly about the move for the first time. Cue 200 facebook messages, omg you cant leave, ill miss you. What are we going to do without you, we have to hang out! blah blah blah. two ...


August 01, 2019

Thyroid Ultrasound

yesterday morning i had my thyroid ultrasound. The tech spent a long time looking at the right side ( where the swelling is). Turning blood flow on and off. She could barely find my lymph nodes. ...


July 27, 2019

The things that scare us

Perhaps those are the things we should really push for. The things that scare us… They scare us for a reason. But digging deep what is the reason.. So back it all up. Ignore the move idea. If i ...


July 25, 2019

Antibodies

My thyroid antibodies are nearly 600. They were 250 a year ago. They should be 0-35 lol. So yeah. My body is fighting my thyroid. No wonder i feel like absolute crap…


July 23, 2019

Check list check in

Check list of THANGS Animals 1. Pare down rabbits, Have 40, need under 10 to travel. Cue heartbreak Currently at 20!! 2. Vet check for both dogs Low cost vet clinic will do rabies shots and v...


July 20, 2019

Locked and loaded.

I prob wont check in tomorrow. My booth is halfway set up, Security on site, so i left my stuff. Set up my photobooth. Come to find out the people running the show didnt know about it? What? I w...


July 19, 2019

Almost show time.

Im not sure if its that im trying my best to take my meds daily, ( well alternate. I cant take both or i get sick so ill take one or the other every day) Or if its excitement for the move. Or ju...


July 19, 2019

Almost show time.

Im not sure if its that im trying my best to take my meds daily, ( well alternate. I cant take both or i get sick so ill take one or the other every day) Or if its excitement for the move. Or ju...


My one friend found someone closer to her, and now like i guessed. Im just out. No point in talking to me anymore, someone is closer. I cant tell you how many times in my life, ive been edged o...


July 17, 2019

Manifest it

I said i would need 2 clients. I booked 2. I said i need to get some income. I sold 9 oz of raw angora, Paypaled me right away and im shipping tomorrow. I paid my back taxes and got my business...


July 13, 2019

Can i come back to this?

Check list of THANGS Animals 1. Pare down rabbits, Have 40, need under 10 to travel. Cue heartbreak. 2. Vet check for both dogs 3. Rabies shot for both dogs. Before Sepetember. Adults 1. Passpor...


July 12, 2019

cabbage

Ok so purple cabbage dye job. Very cool! No really it is. For one thing. Boiling the cabbage for 45 minutes. SUCKS. Oh My God. It smells ugly. Like.. Boiled cabbage. Its hot heavy and reminds m...


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