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Bittersweet

by ChainedChrysalis

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April 14, 2020

Closer to home

Welp. The first case of corona hit closer to home. At least that we are aware. Our local walmart which is the closest shopping center. An employee is positive. It feels a tiny bit more real. The...


April 13, 2020

Tizzy fit over

I feel better now. I went ahead and went to the room and stayed there for hours. I threw dinner in and went back to the room. Eventually papa came down and did the rest of dinner and yelled at ev...


April 12, 2020

Happy Easter

Happy Easter for all the levels of celebration. We did our egg hunt yesterday when it was 70 out. Today its 30 and cold and cloudy and snowing off and on. I have to go feed critters and i dont w...


My kids have decided its now the Ninja Apocalypse and i made them the ninja shaped face masks to play with. its a step up from sacrifice. The last game they played. Im sewing some of them for whe...


April 02, 2020

An Elder

So if you dont know TOO much about native culture. Elders are kinda pampered a lot. They get their way. They get to do what they want, They dont often listen to youngers and ignoring a female is ...


March 23, 2020

Ranty ranty

I wrote a huge rant about the corona virus and decided to make it public. The truth is, it would offend people and im just venting. So i removed it. Im sitting here on my computer watching my rai...


March 18, 2020

Day WTF ever

So as of Friday we will have been trying to self restrict. So far ive failed every day. I had to go to the bank today, then lowes. Moms fever is gone but her cough is nasty. Ive started a dry ti...


March 16, 2020

Day one

We… Did not honor quarantine protocols. haha. Husband went to work. He came home around 1. I tried working on his birthday gift, Im not going to finish, even though its a month away. Because he ...


March 15, 2020

lockdown

Im trying to be good. I went to costco. Took the kids for a couple mile walk. Walked the doggos too. Bored out of my freaking mind. Im a homebody half the time. But i can tell you im NOT when i n...


March 13, 2020

Time for shopping

So with a big family. We dont shop like smaller families. EVERYTHING is bigger, more lol. We usually do two costco runs a month, My mom does a sams run, then we do smaller runs throughout the mon...


March 12, 2020

staying home

Ahh its spreading. The IT. You know the It. They are canceling schools all over the place. stores are sold out. We are trying to figure out when is the best time to do food shopping. Tomorrow or ...


March 09, 2020

Just so blah

I havent really felt like talking lately. Its not that i feel like i need to hide away. Just havent really felt much like actually writing. I go through phases. For so many years i wrote every da...


March 03, 2020

Blankets everywhere

My friend is expecting and found out shes having her third boy. Shes having a hard time of it. They were not expecting to have any more kids and having a third was a hard blow in a way. So she wa...


February 25, 2020

Boredom

Ugh im bored. I was hoping to go to the parks but its alternating between 40 mph gusts and snow. No they dont hit at the same time. Its weird weather here lol. Its non stop windy, but those gust...


My current goal is to try to figure out how to be a homebody who is ok without having friends. Im just struggling so hard with being in such a new place. Even though ive now been here 4 months. ...


February 14, 2020

The flu for valentines!

And we all got sick. Yesterday i spiked a fever. My heart rate jumped and i was down. I couldent sleep because my body just hurt so bad. I was coughing a dry cough. Now its a wet couch and my h...


February 03, 2020

Why i dont make friends

I made a joke about how Colorado people cant drive in snow. Literally they shut down everything for 1 inch of snow. No school, husband was sent home from work early. And i was laughing because im...


February 03, 2020

Fucking Monday

Its got to be a Monday. First off my period is about 6 days late. So already im feeling like something bad is going to happen. My periods arent late. And no i cant be pregnant, hubby got the V 5...


February 02, 2020

Pure weekend exhaustion

My husband keeps complaining his lower blood pressure is making him tired. And when i try to tell him I understand. He just snaps at me, i dont get what it feels like. No i dont. I have days wher...


January 31, 2020

At least he tried?

Ok so im a picky eater. Take that in mind. I cook really well and i like my food. Everyone says they love it. People ask for my recipes. Im happy to share. I LOVE seasoning. Get that seasoning NO...


January 30, 2020

Stop and help

I went to the 7 11 for my morning soda. Im getting good at just drinking a fountain soda again and not in the house. But i run down and there is this older lady sitting in her car crying hood pop...


January 27, 2020

A different level of petty

So T and I when we want to talk. We text each other. Sitting next to one another on the couch and chair and ill text him, he texts me. Keeps the prying ears out of it. My sister, brother in law, ...


January 26, 2020

Nature center

I showed the hubby some of the nature center today. We went back to the place we were at on friday. Anyway im not photographer with my phone haha. I need a real camera for that. But a few shots o...


January 22, 2020

That was needed

Today was our new biweekly homeschool meet up. This time a park i havent been to yet, ( most of them!!) But i really needed the interaction. Nothing to say about the kids. I NEED IT lol. Im too ...


January 21, 2020

Procrastination

I have a list of things to do today. I need to do my farm chores. Critters need feeding! Need to prep and cook a beef stew! I have photos from the canyon drive this last weekend. I have a sha...


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