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Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

by Park Row Fallout

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March 08, 2019

On Motivation

Well, bollocks. This morning, I was in a mood to write in my Drafts Folder and put up something sexy. I’m trying to write some stories that effectively convey alternately the kind of Chat Experi...


Happy Friday to everyone who gets to treat Fridays like the end of the work week! Notice: To those who participate in the archaic and arbitrary practice of Daylight Savings Time, we lose an hour ...


So I just heard of something I’d never heard of before. Screen Team. Now, I don’t want to say anything for or against any of the members of Screen Team or what they do. In fact, quite the opposi...


March 07, 2019

Days that end in Eventh

Today is a strange sort of “nothing day” in that there is a lot of “nothing” on the official calendar but I certainly expect some stuff to bog up the day. We already had a meeting this morning wh...


March 06, 2019

Recaps and Bother

Last night, I drove home and left the garage door open, as I do when it is a Workout Night. However, after getting her feelings out in her PB Journal, my Wife was not in a good headspace to go w...


March 05, 2019

Tuesday

It is funny. When I woke up today, strangely, I had no idea what day it was. I actually lay in bed debating myself on whether it was Tuesday or Wednesday. Strangely, the arguments that it was ...


March 05, 2019

A Need to Vent

Oh, Holy Christ! I know it is only March but life takes planning. It doesn’t just happen. Especially as an Attorney that has things like trials. My life already has things scheduled for OCTOBE...


March 04, 2019

Kurokawa

Super busy day. Likely won’t have much time to write: which is SUPER strange for me. Though, maybe for the best as I kicked my ass at the gym this weekend and need time for my body to recuperat...


I hope but cannot promise that at the beginning of each month, I will review my Yearly Resolutions and chart where I am. It is another way of keeping me honest, keeping me focused, and hopefully...


Song In My Head: All I wanna do is see you turn into a giant woman (a giant woman) All I wanna be is someone who gets to see a giant woman Transitioning from that to this: Guess what I did this...


February 28, 2019

TMI Statement to Start

WARNING: SOME OF THE FOLLOWING MAY UPSET YOU OR OFFEND YOU. FRANKLY, WHEN I’M WRITING LIKE THIS… I DON’T CARE. SOMETIMES A PERSON JUST NEEDS A PLACE TO VENT. That being said, I SUPER thank the ...


February 27, 2019

Totally Avoidable

Welcome to Wednesday. My Wednesday originally had 7 things to do on it. 4 of them have been continued. The remaining were taken by Boss as they relate to his cases. I only have 1 thing left… a g...


February 26, 2019

Uh Oh

So last night, I kicked my ass in the gym. Coming up on the end of the month, I want to make sure I’m making gains. I weighed 226.9 lbs at the beginning of February… I cut out Alcohol from my d...


February 26, 2019

ROFL

Me and my dumb dedication. So… weather has kicked our ass. Saturday night I couldn’t sleep because the wind outside was whipping every ounce of snow and ice around and you could actually watch t...


February 22, 2019

Friday, Sweet Friday

As much as I did not like the thought of rising from my warm bed and getting ready for work; I am ecstatic that this is Friday. The bloody foul weather of late makes each day feel longer. Thoug...


February 21, 2019

On Controversy

Lots of thoughts swimming around, Some of them that I’ll allow to spread their world to these words and allow the ‘net to be my world. LAST 24 I left work for lunch, grabbed some DQ on the way to...


February 20, 2019

Things and Stuff (Oh Titles)

My dreams are really starting to piss me off. Last night? I dreamed.... RANDOM TANGENT Prosebox Spell check says dreamt isn’t a word… from GRAMMARLY apparently, DREAMT is “more often used in Bri...


February 19, 2019

3rd, Sorry

So… if you have access to everything I write… this will be the third thing I’ve written today. But that’s the curse, isn’t it? In too much pain to get genuine work done; can’t take a nap or lea...


February 19, 2019

Awkward

Last night, I had a nightmarish bitch of a time trying to sleep. My body hurt and was itchy all over… just not pleasant. During the night, I had a nightmare. Now I can’t remember everything abo...


February 18, 2019

Just... bloody hell

I get that this isn’t unique to me by any stretch of the imagination. But I’d like… really like… one morning where I don’t wake up sodding exhausted. Waking up exhausted is just… cruel. It is ...


“Brief” weekend update. Friday night, I came home just absolutely exhausted. Wife asked if we should work out and I was honest… I told her that I was in pain and that I was super tired, but we h...


February 15, 2019

Grumph

Just a brief complains. My whole body feels weird as does my head. I now know what it is and it sucks This is that point where my body has been politely not forcing me to deal with the aggressiv...


February 15, 2019

Milestone?

Well, I’ll call this a milestone, though it surely isn’t one I’m celebrating. Last night I had only one dream. It was a long dream. It was a work dream. I was in trial trying to juggle dozens ...


February 14, 2019

The Rest and More

On my way home from work last night, my mother texted me. My father has had some wicked knee problems of late and I suggested that what he had described sounded like bone on bone. But I went to ...


February 13, 2019

A Brief Apology

ALL: I have been speed reading a bit today to catch up on 3 days worth of entries. Obviously, I haven’t noted as I would have liked but I’m trying to stay on top of stuff. If there is anything ...


Book Description

This will now be my sixth year writing in Prosebox. I started as a Law Student considering Divorce… and now I’m a Government Attorney who owns a house going to marriage counseling. After 6 consecutive years of “Looking for something new or better” this year, I’m just trying to hold on to what I’ve got. I like my job. I like my community. I like my house. I’m just trying to hold on to all of it and make sure I keep things going.