Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
by Park Row Fallout
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On Motivation
Well, bollocks. This morning, I was in a mood to write in my Drafts Folder and put up something sexy. I’m trying to write some stories that effectively convey alternately the kind of Chat Experi...
Days that rhyme with Faith
Happy Friday to everyone who gets to treat Fridays like the end of the work week! Notice: To those who participate in the archaic and arbitrary practice of Daylight Savings Time, we lose an hour ...
Sometimes you discover something
So I just heard of something I’d never heard of before. Screen Team. Now, I don’t want to say anything for or against any of the members of Screen Team or what they do. In fact, quite the opposi...
Days that end in Eventh
Today is a strange sort of “nothing day” in that there is a lot of “nothing” on the official calendar but I certainly expect some stuff to bog up the day. We already had a meeting this morning wh...
Recaps and Bother
Last night, I drove home and left the garage door open, as I do when it is a Workout Night. However, after getting her feelings out in her PB Journal, my Wife was not in a good headspace to go w...
Tuesday
It is funny. When I woke up today, strangely, I had no idea what day it was. I actually lay in bed debating myself on whether it was Tuesday or Wednesday. Strangely, the arguments that it was ...
A Need to Vent
Oh, Holy Christ! I know it is only March but life takes planning. It doesn’t just happen. Especially as an Attorney that has things like trials. My life already has things scheduled for OCTOBE...
Kurokawa
Super busy day. Likely won’t have much time to write: which is SUPER strange for me. Though, maybe for the best as I kicked my ass at the gym this weekend and need time for my body to recuperat...
March 1, 2019- Resolution Check
I hope but cannot promise that at the beginning of each month, I will review my Yearly Resolutions and chart where I am. It is another way of keeping me honest, keeping me focused, and hopefully...
Throwing Things Randomly At the Wall
Song In My Head: All I wanna do is see you turn into a giant woman (a giant woman) All I wanna be is someone who gets to see a giant woman Transitioning from that to this: Guess what I did this...
TMI Statement to Start
WARNING: SOME OF THE FOLLOWING MAY UPSET YOU OR OFFEND YOU. FRANKLY, WHEN I’M WRITING LIKE THIS… I DON’T CARE. SOMETIMES A PERSON JUST NEEDS A PLACE TO VENT. That being said, I SUPER thank the ...
Totally Avoidable
Welcome to Wednesday. My Wednesday originally had 7 things to do on it. 4 of them have been continued. The remaining were taken by Boss as they relate to his cases. I only have 1 thing left… a g...
Uh Oh
So last night, I kicked my ass in the gym. Coming up on the end of the month, I want to make sure I’m making gains. I weighed 226.9 lbs at the beginning of February… I cut out Alcohol from my d...
ROFL
Me and my dumb dedication. So… weather has kicked our ass. Saturday night I couldn’t sleep because the wind outside was whipping every ounce of snow and ice around and you could actually watch t...
Friday, Sweet Friday
As much as I did not like the thought of rising from my warm bed and getting ready for work; I am ecstatic that this is Friday. The bloody foul weather of late makes each day feel longer. Thoug...
On Controversy
Lots of thoughts swimming around, Some of them that I’ll allow to spread their world to these words and allow the ‘net to be my world. LAST 24 I left work for lunch, grabbed some DQ on the way to...
Things and Stuff (Oh Titles)
My dreams are really starting to piss me off. Last night? I dreamed.... RANDOM TANGENT Prosebox Spell check says dreamt isn’t a word… from GRAMMARLY apparently, DREAMT is “more often used in Bri...
3rd, Sorry
So… if you have access to everything I write… this will be the third thing I’ve written today. But that’s the curse, isn’t it? In too much pain to get genuine work done; can’t take a nap or lea...
Awkward
Last night, I had a nightmarish bitch of a time trying to sleep. My body hurt and was itchy all over… just not pleasant. During the night, I had a nightmare. Now I can’t remember everything abo...
Just... bloody hell
I get that this isn’t unique to me by any stretch of the imagination. But I’d like… really like… one morning where I don’t wake up sodding exhausted. Waking up exhausted is just… cruel. It is ...
Put Another Star on the Calendar
“Brief” weekend update. Friday night, I came home just absolutely exhausted. Wife asked if we should work out and I was honest… I told her that I was in pain and that I was super tired, but we h...
Grumph
Just a brief complains. My whole body feels weird as does my head. I now know what it is and it sucks This is that point where my body has been politely not forcing me to deal with the aggressiv...
Milestone?
Well, I’ll call this a milestone, though it surely isn’t one I’m celebrating. Last night I had only one dream. It was a long dream. It was a work dream. I was in trial trying to juggle dozens ...
The Rest and More
On my way home from work last night, my mother texted me. My father has had some wicked knee problems of late and I suggested that what he had described sounded like bone on bone. But I went to ...
A Brief Apology
ALL: I have been speed reading a bit today to catch up on 3 days worth of entries. Obviously, I haven’t noted as I would have liked but I’m trying to stay on top of stuff. If there is anything ...
Book Description
This will now be my sixth year writing in Prosebox. I started as a Law Student considering Divorce… and now I’m a Government Attorney who owns a house going to marriage counseling. After 6 consecutive years of “Looking for something new or better” this year, I’m just trying to hold on to what I’ve got. I like my job. I like my community. I like my house. I’m just trying to hold on to all of it and make sure I keep things going.