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NanoThoughts.
Ah Music. Yes, Capital M. With all my cyclic thoughts and feelings, I tend to be careful, as the last thing I want is a song stuck in my head at the end of the day. Even a song I like. I rememb...
On Happiness.
Or HA, PENIS! If you prefer. I was going to write an entry on alcoholism and depression, but as I was prewriting in my head, the preface of the types of happiness seemed to be a bit long-winded ...
Terms of Engagement.
I think I forgot the value of such a forum. Romanticizing, and then remembering how toxic the chasing of attention is, especially in a world obsessed with likes. But the virtue is there. I quiet...
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Holy Heh-Zeus, that’s a lot of unread bookmarks! I have so much to say, yet I’m still so scared to speak. Been utilizing my old journal. You know, pen and paper. Helps a bit, but there’s a pla...
Credibility.
Noon: Feed the child half a can of chicken noodle soup. Says she is full. 2 PM: Says she is hungry. Tell her to wait until dinner. 4 PM: Says she is hungry. Tell her to wait until dinner. 7...
Tomboy.
So, the 7 year old was complaining that someone called her a tomboy. Because she was doing “boy things”. I told her there’s no such thing as boy things or girl things. Just kid things. Boys c...
Sigh.
I didn’t want to agree with her. But, I fear we are heading towards the end-times. I’m atheist, so I’m not concerned with religious shit. Tashy has a point. Our last President was black. And...
Oh yeah.
Should probably annotate that Tashina and I got back together a week and half ago. I’m flying down to Oklahoma centering around New Year’s. Excited? Oh yes.
How do you people?
I feel like I’m still five years old again. I “outgrew” being shy, but only in the sense I risk shooting my mouth off. Saying something that embarrasses me. I don’t think I’ll ever figure out soc...
Israel.
Not really a secret I don’t get along with my dad. He’s heading to Israel tomorrow. To be clear, he’s far from Jewish - he’s Indian. As in, ya know, that country with a billion people. (Hate h...
Sign Language.
I work with a girl that is hearing impaired. She slurs a lot, but she’s obviously highly intelligent. It’s just interesting. I default to spanish on the line, even with white folk. I’ve learned h...
What is it like to menstruate?
No, seriously. I’ve been lucky to befriend some secure Women who will share things. But when it comes up in mixed company? Well, clearly guys can’t understand. (I’ve been told this over and o...
I got it.
TNG fanfic: Comedy goldmine. But I needed a hook. An emotional arc. I’ve written about my childhood. I’ve written about exgirlfriends. I’ve written about suicidal thoughts. But there’s one ...
November is coming.
That means it’s time for NaNoWriMo. I’ve been brainstorming a bit about how to proceed with my next novel. Thinking to the past about what has worked and what hasn’t. Last year’s “first act” wa...
Mental Health Days.
My Boss is a both concerned, and a little annoyed that I’ve called out two days in a row. But this will pass, this will all pass. I think I hit bottom yesterday. That’s a good thing. Now I t...
Hope.
Sometimes, I think part of happiness is lying to yourself a little bit. And trying very hard to believe that lie.
Battle Stations.
Calm under fire, isn’t that what a good Captain is? I have to cover in another store once a week. This all stems from a bit ago when there was a mutiny among managers and a bunch quit at once. ...
Absence.
It was easier when I could feign anonymity. Splay myself before the world, as I did a decade and a half ago. Then I shared too much. Sometimes I think about starting over. But, what then? As ...
Open Diary 2.
Given public opinion, I don’t think we can go back. I’m still undecided. I mean. This site is stable, friendly, and no drama. (As far as I know.) I have a “Lifetime Membership” on OD. But t...
Open Diary.
Rumor has it there is a very real possibility Bang Bang Bruce is resurrecting the site. I don’t know how to feel about this. (All previous diaries will be set to private until you make it public...
Fuck you, dad.
I think I want to be chef.
Thanks.
Things have been up and down. A lot of downs. But I want to thank all of my old Open Diary friends, and new friends, for being there for me. I know my worth, but you girls lift me up. (What. ...
Rawr.
I know I’ve been quiet. But I want to let all you lovely Ladies and Gents know that, just as I stayed with OD until the very end, Timmy will be here, too. I love you.
Downsizing.
My cats have finally calmed down. And by “cats”, I mean Kira. She was so thrown off when I moved back in with my dad last week. Poor thing. She was all ‘WTF IS THIS SHIT, DADDY, WHEN ARE WE G...
The Coin.
Long ago, there lived a Queen. She ruled her kingdom fair and wise. But she was alone. She wanted a partner. But not just some servant; Queens need to be strong all the time. Someone she could be...
Book Description
Public entries which I hope are on par with Classic Timmy™.
