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‘ oh ‘he’ being evan. yeah he feels the same way I do about the whole Pat.thing. only he’s pushing me away bc he’s scared of losing someone else which. well he’s doing just that by pushing me awa...
‘ yeah evan just said that to me when we were on the phone and he was upset. which makes it sound like he doesn’t care about me. even though I know he does. I texted him and was like wow that hur...
evan in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done. july 19, 2014
‘ yeah so like I said. [yes more catching up]. evan and I’ve been talking. well really we’ve been talking since may so it’s not all that new. he’s been alrite up and down just like he usually is....
‘ well er I mean no. no we’re not. But I want to try 1 date just to see how things go. [which means i’m hoping it’ll go well and we’ll go on more]. [oh ‘we’ being evan and I]. ‘
‘ w/ evan. w/ my ex I actually had to work, at being in a relationship. bc I was in one. and now. I don’t actually have to. bc we’re not. it’s so easy and comfortable. I don’t actually have to tr...
‘ I, generally have news when posting here. not to state the apparent or anything. so, there’s this guy. that I’m interested in. and I think we already know who I’m talking about. [well I mean Id...
‘ um well he’s here seems to be doin alrite. I still don’t know what all exactly happened. we talked about it and he’s sorry for putting me through that [well yeah. he should be] but that he need...
‘ I know I should be more understanding. But, I’m currently not. So last night Evan phoned me when he was drunk. And then I phoned him and he said he was going to take sleeping pills. And, I beli...
‘ um yeah. so on Sat. we talked. and, it was good for us. we had a good day. and I want the best for him I really do but. I don’t know what that is, exactly. I don’t know what he ingested last S...
‘ yeah so i’m out of it right now due to my ED and. stuff. Ok so now I have survivor guilt as well as ‘normal guilt’. er I mean the other kindof guilt. Evan’s still here far as I know. I texted ...
‘ Yeah so um. fuk it’s been a taxing.........uh...........almost day and a half. So last........night between 5 and 6 Evan phones and says he’s having a health crisis and he’s going [in]to the ho...
ok everyone so I have news. *evan* may 7, 2014
‘ So he phoned me today and he’s. he’s here. not sure how ok he is but he’s here. ‘
‘ I haven’t heard anything official since his mom hasn’t called me. [again yet]. But I think that Evan um. he left. as in, he ............oh god. he physically left.us. [ok so to clarify: he’s no...
‘ yeah so he. evan I mean. makes [or he did when we were actually talking and he wasn’t distracted/spiking out] me feel cared about. like his queen. like he will literally stay by my side while ...
‘ This new format is really damn annoying I don’t like it at all. it used to be you’d have the page and at the top was like. the font bar thingy [I have no idea what it’s actually called] and the...
‘ so yeah. more on this. Ya know. last yr. - March actually - when evan and I started hanging out again. sure he was ranty and upset and emotional [well I mean who wouldn’t be? his, our, best fri...
‘ um well he’s here, a. he finally got at me after 2.5 months of not. on the 27th. and ya know. I wasn’t super excited about it like usual. like yeah it was nice esp. cause I’d been so worried an...
