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from the 6th - the 12th
um so on the 6th which was sun. i. i was at my mom’s. on mon. i was still at my mom’s. oh yeah that’s the day valerie didn’t come. and i don’t check my email when i’m at my mom’s so i got to wast...
from the 29th - the 5th
so the 29th which was sun. i did my laundry. on.........um........the following day mon. i. valerie & i got together we did the usual. on tues. wed. i was going to go to the store but didn’t....
from the 22nd - the 28th
um so the 22nd was sun. i did my laundry. mon. valerie i got together. tues. i went to the store. i think oh and starbucks. wed. i. .......i went to my mom’s actually. later that night we all wen...
i don't remember anyone doing, much about it. *Harr.
from the 22nd: ‘ so for those who don’t know in college i was sexually harrassed. well not like. actually in a college bldg. on campus like. in another bldg. an office bldg. it was kindof like. w...
what the fuk happened?
um. btw i’ve had a bit so. um..........i’m. what the fuk happened this wk.? i feel like.........it was something of note.........this entry jumps around a bit. and takes awhile to get to the poin...
valerie stuff.
so. this isn’t new exactly just more of the same. um. so valerie. she’ll laugh at things that most people wouldn’t laugh at. and it’s not like offensive exactly [except for when she laughed at th...
well. color me baffled color me confused.
this is from my fb some of you might’ve seen it. this is also from..........tues.: ‘well. color me baffled. so last wk. when we were talking about it i could’ve sworn the lady said something abou...
from the 8th - the 14th
so the 8th was um. sun. so i did my laundry. mon. did valerie come? no.........no she didn’t. tues. i. yeah i went to the store. same w/ wed. maybe. i think. thurs. i went to my mom’s. right i ha...
so at wendy's today.
actually this is from yesterday: ‘ um. so at wendy’s today. i was sittin there eating my fries when this woman sits down at the booth next to me and just. like stares at me. i mean i know i’m a b...
So as someone w/ anxiety. I have to for example. take a minute to mentally prepare myself to answer the front door. or when I’m at the bank. I enter the bank go into their little lobby area by th...
so. I used to SI. *no details just thoughts. might Trigger*
‘SI’ being cut. ;ike. I’m ok talking about it. I’m ok admitting and being open about it. [being cutting.]. [depending, of course, on who i’m talking to.]. I’m not embarassed by my scars and I don...
oh........on denial
from the 29th: ‘so i was on wikihow reading about helping alcoholics stop drinking. er how to i mean. and. it says: ‘ Be prepared for denial. Alcoholics typically deny there is much if any proble...
the effects of my habit.
from the 29th: ‘well. ever since i started which was............like........oh god. Sun. apparently. um but yeah ever since i’ve been in this constant smoky haze. brain fog. i guess this is what ...
well. i've managed to hit a new low.
from. the 27th: ‘i bought something at the dollar store i shouldn’t’ve. if i can’t be honest in here then. where can i be ya know?’ and. ‘the thing i bought at the dollar store. that i shouldn’t’...
cause. depression.
from the 27th: ‘other people: ‘i got a job today!’ me: ‘guess what? i got out from under my covers today’. er yesterday actually. cause. depression.’
Sex.
from the 25th: so the first time I had sex. well actually the first time I had sex I was raped. I was 24 and it was a week or so after my birthday. [which is in aug.]. yeah...... i’d agreed to h...
um. eventful.
this is from the 25th. of last month: ‘so today um. today was sun. actually it still is. um......so i got together w/ my mentor. um oh at wendy’s well they have this new computer thing for a pers...
a wrinkle in time.
this is vague so as not to give too much away for those who haven’t seen the movie. so like i said i saw ‘a wrinkle in time’ yesterday. the ending was good the movie was weird.um. i. i got emotio...
it's been a strange wk.
um. so i saw a wrinkle in time today. i didn’t not. like it but what the fuk did i just watch? wow that’s a trippy movie. it’s confusing and. bizarre. um but anyway. it’s been a strange wk. sun. ...
2 months.
it’s been. 2 months since my last SU attempt [that was feb. 10th] and i. it’s weird. i’m not really sure how to feel about it. but i don’t think there’s any one way to feel about it. or something...
i love birds.
well that was just delightful. so i saw a bird at starbucks. like actually in starbucks. at first i couldn’t figure out where the sound was coming from and then. as i was sitting there eating my ...
and on that note. the still not hungover one.
i’m still not. no um. the longest i’ve been sober in the past 2 wks. and 3 days including this one has been 2 days. oh wow. and no. it’s not alcohol. er from alcohol rather. i mean. alcohol isn’t...
so. not still hungover.
maybe this is apparent. but i’m not still hungover. yeah like. i stopped being hungover a couple days after the 3rd. that’s all.
um. still hungover.
yeah so i’m still hungover. how much did i drink mon. into tues. er yesterday my god. like i’ve had 2 day hangovers before but it just. i’m like kindof amazed by this and find it insane. ok so i ...
hair of the dog that bit ya. and easy street blues.
actually no. holy crap i was hungover today. yeah i um drank. last night and into this morning. only. i um. drank something i shouldn’t’ve. i’m not proud of it. i don’t accurately remember the la...
