2018
by nothispenelope
Entries 225
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cop thing red coat starbucks
i have a sinus infection again btw. and i say ‘again’ bc this is a regular occurance. and then i had a setback last sat. and then i got pelted by hail yesterday. anyway this isn’t to go on about....
missed meeting
so like i said. on the. ...........5th there was an apparent meeting which i didn’t go to. a house, meeting. um........yeah so the lady knocked on my door i was awake btw and went ‘andrea’s here ...
from the 10th - the 16th
so on the 10th. i did my laundry. um on mon. the 11th i. valerie didn’t come. on tues. i. didn’t do anything. on wed. i went to my mom’s show. in city park. it’s by east. it was really nice. on u...
reason I didn't go out a whole lot.
so i haven’t blogged in awhile. cause. reasons. no um it’s been warm in my rm. yay and heat makes me sleepy and i love um sleep. which. may be another reason i like being warm. anyway. yeah so th...
from the 3rd - the 9th
so on the 3rd which was sun. i did my laundry. on the 4th which was the following day which was mon. i. um. ...........valerie didn’t come. i think i went out that day? maybe? on tues. there was ...
what the hell do those people drink?
or beverage i guess since when i/others say ‘drink’ i think of something else. alcohol. and btw. by the title of this entry i’m making a point not asking a question. ok well before i go off any f...
beverage store last wk. thing.
so like i said. last wk. er last......tues. well it was a long weird day. yeah when we were on the phone talking about it it being going to the store the lady said something about ‘so tom. won’t ...
period.
so i got my period over the weekend. it lasted 3 4 days i got it fri. it was. ok i wasn’t in too much pain or anything although.........i did black out fri. sat. a few times so that’s new. but ot...
from the 27th - the 2nd
so the 27th. which was sun. i. did my laundry. on the following day. valerie i didn’t get together. tues. i went to the store. that was short. and wed. - sat. i again didn’t do anything. it was s...
fwb thing apparently.
so. i was raped when i was 24........and when i was 25..........and. when i was 17. so. up untill like. this past weekend, or something i’ve always referred to the guy that.........who raped me a...
long day/door alarm thing/store thing/light
so tues. well tues. was a long day. so i. didn’t sleep untill 7:30 that night. for 2 hrs. see what happened was um. on mon., night i lfet the left the lady a note telling her i wanted to go t...
trash note thing
so last wk. when she directly, mentioned to me that she’d noticed my trash was getting full, or something. [yeah and?] she said she’d leave me a note about it. so after that for a few days i kept...
valerie mental health
to be clear. not valerie’s. mental health [although given what she’s been through w/ her mom.......i don’t see how it’s possible that that didn’t have any residual effects. or that she doesn’t ha...
dream about them him apology
so when i was little. i was well ‘wooly-ied’, as my psych. calls it. yes i know it sounds silly but that word is a bit easier for me to say then the word that. .........rhymes w/ it. so. yeah. a...
from the 20th - the 26th
on sun. i did my laundry. mon. valerie i got together. we went to wendy’s then the store. tues. i went to the store. and wed. - sat. i didn’t do anything. it was so nice.
copy of plan thing.
so at a recent house meeting. i asked for a copy of my plan which i’ve forgotten i already had. no. i asked for it to be brought to a meeting bc. yes i have one as i’ve said. but the lady didn’t ...
trash thing cookie.
so the other day. it was sometime last wk. sometime after tues. but not yesterday. well the lady comes into my rm. and tells me something about that she notices my trash hasn’t been taken out in ...
pot.
so like i said i found pot the other day. or maybe i.........didn’t say. well anyway i found put the other day. yeah i was in my park and i saw a tube a container a white one that had writing on ...
valerie thing.
so like i said. [well actually i didn’t. directly say it but yeah.]. i didn’t see valerie for 3 wks. from the 7th to the 21st. which was mon. so i saw her mon. and honestly it was so nice not see...
so like i said. my mom's show.
so like i said. my mom had a show on.......sat. the theme was when i grow up they have themes. among the songs were kiss the girl, children will listen, rainbow connection, reflection [from mulan...
um so recently.
um so recently. well we went out for my mom’s bday dinner again this time w/ dad there. we went to hillside it’s this steak place in cherry creek. it was nice i got mashed potatos. um. the design...
best buy.
so in my entry from the 8th revised the 15th i put: ‘ on um. thurs........ right there was a house meeting. then my mom & i went to best buy then panera and the store. yeah that was a long da...
mexican place.
in my entry from the 8th revised the 15th i put: ‘ same w/ sat. and on one of those days i think it was sat. actually. maybe my mom, sister & i all went out to lunch at a mexican place for my...
well i either did or didn't. od. and other things.
so in my entry from.......the 17th quoting. an entry from. the 1st i state: ‘ ‘ since I uh. no actually it wasn’t due to my ED........i lost my uh ‘battle’, as i call it. well..........I. kindof....
from. may 1st: ‘ since I uh. no actually it wasn’t due to my ED........i lost my uh ‘battle’, as i call it. well..........I. kindof...........OD’d........ 5 yrs. ago. yeah............and f*****....